Black Fire

Got it memorized? [Lea/Axel Blog; I RP as all forms of Axel/Lea Muse Info is under Navigation.] [M/A Status: N/A ] Icon Credit Mine On hiatus, info here.

[nortxel]

I suppose it's only right I come on here and make it official.

I am now officially on hiatus. Possibly permanently. I'm tired of tumblr. I hate being on here. I never feel wanted and always feel like I don't even have any importance to anyone. Even to people who constantly claim I am important to them I just don't feel like they're being honest with me, like they just say it to make me feel better. I can honestly say out of all the people who've claimed to care about me, I can only believe maybe three of them.

It's so rare that anyone is there for  me when I need them while I have constantly been there for people when they need  someone. I'm tired of having threads that sit waiting on someone else for months. It's made me so depressed that I can't even focus on the replies I've had waiting on me for months. 

My opens go ignored 90% of the time and I'm just tired. So so tired. Of all the bullshit and drama. I should've left tumblr back when they made those changes I hated (and still hate). I should've listened to my instincts then.

Don't expect me back.

I'll also be leaving Kokoro Seiiki officially. So if anyone wanted that Axel spot well, congratulations, it's open.

Anyways. This is the only reason I bothered to open tumblr up.

Goodbye. I'd like to say it was fun, but really, 90% of the time it just wasn't. 

[pridesfrozenshield]

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[pridesfrozenshield]

  It seemed that the Kings had quite a few visitors today. They did not seem to be the usual group of peasants there for supplication. Some of them did not seem human either. “May I help you?”

[nortxel]

"I doubt it," he says, quirking a brow at the other. He gave off a different vibe than what Axel usually expected of Vexen--he didn't seem to be like Even either. An alternate then? He hums, not certain if an Axel existed in this realm--the other hadn't seemed to recognize him just yet... but... "No need to look so uncomfortable, m'not doin' anythin'."

[nortxel]

[Who wants to take a guess at who my favorite kagepro characters are~?]

[nortxel]

I must confess in threes

Blab: Three secrets I'm keeping.

Mwah: Three people I'd like to kiss.

Similar: Three members of the same sex I find attractive.

Different: Three members of the opposite sex I find attractive

Pastime: Three hobbies I have that I would be embarrassed to know someone discovered.

Doing: Three habits that I have.

Psst: Three things that I've always wanted to tell you.

Shh: Three things I wouldn't wan't my parents to know

Dream: Three wishes I have.

Want: Three things I would do to you if we were alone.

[nyctoheart]

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[plotsforall]

Plot #50: Don’t Forget Me (amnesia element submitted by promiscuous-muses)

[plotsforall]

Muse A is on their way home late one evening, driving along a quiet back road. A deer jumps in front of their vehicle, and startled, Muse A swerves sharply to avoid a collision with the animal. The car spins out of their control and causes them to crash, knocking Muse A unconscious. It takes nearly forty-five minutes for Muse B, a passerby (or first responder), to arrive on the scene. They immediately aid muse A, whose injuries are quite critical. Thankfully the quick actions of Muse B allow Muse A to be transported to the nearest hospital and stabilized, where they begin the long, slow road to recovery. Muse B continues on with their day to day life, but constantly thinks of Muse A and wonders how they are doing. Muse A recalls nothing of the accident, and tragically, absolutely nothing about their life up to this point (including their significant other), the head trauma endured in the crash having caused amnesia. When Muse A is removed from ICU, Muse B visits them in the hospital. Muse B is stunned and heartbroken when the nurse informs them that Muse A will have no idea who they are, but they still come forward to reintroduce themselves to Muse A.

Will Muse B back off upon discovering Muse A is spoken for? Will Muse A eventually recall their memories? Will a relationship develop between the savior and the saved?

Optional: 

Muse C is Muse A’s significant other, who’s trying to help Muse A remember their relationship

[nortxel]

I'll level with you all.

All I want in a Kung Fu Panda AU is for Tigress to beat the ever loving snot out of Axel.

Also, dorky Axel and Po being dorks. And Saix just exasperated over it all.

[nortxel]

I've learned not to turn my nose up at any drawing inspiration that comes my way, and since I was inspired by this wonderful Po here I went ahead and let it guide me. Excuse Saix's derpiness. I have far more experience drawing felines than canines--not to mention the wolves in Kung Fu Panda just plain look derpy in the first place. Ha.Drawing in that style is... different, for sure. Axel looks like a fluffy Tigress. Oops :'3

Anyways, here's Saix the Wolf and Axel the Lion for Phantom >u<

Also, no colors, just palettes because my new drawing program is hard to color with. SAI no longer works for me.

[lipxlockerxrp-blog]

[immundabelua-deactivated2014102]

{Kissing Strangers AU}

It starts out with a kiss. Muse A and Muse B have never met before. They don’t know each others names or anything about the other person. But both signed up for this weird artistic film that asked them to kiss another stranger. They get a couple bucks for doing it so why the hell not?

At first it is awkward, unsure, and full of nerves. But as their lips meet…fireworks. But this isn’t real, they aren’t in love, and perhaps it is because they are sharing something so intimate with a stranger or maybe it is a natural chemistry. But either way, after it is over, the only thing either of them can think of is doing it again.

[itseasytoremember]

WHENEVER I’M UPSET I REMEMBER THAT THIS EXISTS AND NOTHING SEEMS SO BAD

[temporis-aeterni-deactivated201]

$$$ needed!

So, awkward situation. I still haven’t been successful in finding a job since losing mine in February. And as I cannot receive any financial help (as, apparently, my parents earn too much… but that is another thing entirely and semi-irrelevant), I am in need of funds.

In short, I need approx. $150-$250 by the 10th of June at the very latest. Something broke in the house again and while the repair isn’t urgent, sooner is better rather than later, as we kind of need the microwave fixed.

The email on paypal to donate to, if you can, is [email protected] . If you can’t donate, I only ask that you reblog this to spread the word for me.

[temporis-aeterni-deactivated201]

BASICALLY ASAP!! Please keep reblogging this for me!

[nortxel]

"You say that so often, I wonder what your basis for comparison is."

He bites his tongue at first. Did he really say it all that often? He was a little speechless. He supposed... it was just something he said. "Well--well it's just not," he says with a huff, folding his arms over his chest and turning away.

[nortxel]

Morning sex with soft touches under the sheets and slow, hot kisses peppering jaw lines and lazy thrusts covered by whispered “I love you‘s” and small gasps.

[meezelv]

Yeah, you’re worse than nicotine.

[melodiousmullethead-blog]

"DAMN, Ax. I’m gonna have to soak you more often." 

[nortxel]

"Try it and I'll burn everything you love---especially that hair of yours."

Nevermind he'd never actually be able to do it. 

[nortxel]

melodiousmullethead replied to your post “*sprays with water* "Saix told me to." *runs away*”

//wow, for that pic of wet Axel I'd say it was well worth it. :3

heres some more

[nortxel]

byrhoedlog replied to your post:❝ Just let me rule you, and you can have everything that you want. ❞

A soft hum was his only response at the present moment, not even moving anywhere away from the redhead. “Why, what makes you think so?” he whispered again, leaning just close enough so his breath barely ghosted the skin of the other’s ear.

He shivers, averting his gaze down and away, "Because what I want is for him to be free, and not even you can give me that." He turns, trailing his fingers against the other's chest. "I've given up so much just to be near you both. And in the end, I'll lose everything else."