✩　Nick　✩

18 | he him | shifter

[norumis]

I feel like I'm in a way better mental space when it comes to shifting than I was a few months back and I'm so glad that i can wake up in a universe where i know what shifting is and i am strong enough not to give up ♥

[norumis]

I keep getting dreams of my s/o and it makes me depressed

[lovebvni]

if you guys could see the stupid smile i do and the way my heart jumps whenever i see “i shifted!” you would all think im a dork.

i love every fucking post i’ve seen. i’m so happy for all of you. waiting for more and more stories to unfold this year.

i have serious hope. it’s the end of the first month of 12. imagine what you can do in that following time.

wishing you all the best. <33 you’re inspiring me <3

[norumis]

I deleted my Alice in borderland script accidentally and now i want to shift there again 😔😔

[norumis]

My sister asked me today "wait i saw something on TikTok, do you know what it is? It's called shifting or something like that" AND OH GOD I WAS LIKE NO? my sister isn't the type of an open-minded person on topics like this and i was so scared that if i were to tell her that i do know she would make fun of me ☹️

[norumis]

I focus way too much on the "path" rather than the "destination" itself.

[liliesmultiverse]

on one hand, i want him to fuck me till i break but on the other, much preferred hand, i want him to cuddle me when i’m sick or on my period. i want him to watch barbie movies with me because he knows i like them. i want him to run me a bath every morning. i want him to kiss my forehead randomly throughout the day. i want him to cook for me because i’m admittedly shit at it and would burn the house down. i want him to adore my nieces just as much as i do. i want him to refuse to grow or even eat tomatoes just because i hate them. i want him to braid my hair. i want him to get along with my friends and join me for streams. i just want him.

[byebyefuys-deactivated20250711]

why is this so real 😭

[norumis]

Believe you can, and you're halfway there.

[norumis]

Letting go of this reality,

I scripted that I'll forget about this reality after successfully shifting.

I will shift and be happy there's no other way.

[norumis]

I just had a really vivid dream? Visualisation? About my s/o and now im sad

[norumis]

I love studying japanese because it makes me more connected to my dr :)

[norumis]

I'm so unhappy in this reality,

I'm writing another script, where i can be loved like I deserve to.

Where i can be happy, sad, and lost without an urge to take my own life or no one to talk to.

I will shift. And I will be happy

[norumis]

Everyday i dream about a life i do not have. Ever second.

Every time when I'm at school, i just put on my headphones, close my eyes and imagine myself living a life I've always dreamed of and the life I deserve to have.

When i go to sleep i imagine myself how joyful i would be only if my dreams came out to be true. Without worries, depression or any of this shit.

I know i can get my desire life, waking up feeling great, loving myself and having everything I've ever dreamed of, and i also know how easy and close to me it is.

But at the same time I can't stop catching myself with doubts buried deep in my mind and soul like a memory you want to forget, but the more you think about it the harder it gets to forget.

I know it's only my mind making up excuses like "I'm not good enough" to shift or "i am doing something wrong" etc. I know that it is not true but at the same time I can't believe and trust myself enough to just 'let go' and be Happy like i dream every day.

Is it too much to ask for? I've shifted 3 times but I still doubt myself everyday. No matter what i do my mind still makes me feel further away from my dreams. They feel close but far at the same time. I know i can shift now in this exact sec I am writing that, but what if I won't? I will just be disappointed.

Just a small rant because I've been feeling pretty down lately.

[norumis]

Not me putting 'skibidi rizzler gyatt' as my safe word.

[norumis]

I love using guided meditations because i literally CANNOT focus without it i always have the most random thoughts EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE.

When I was getting into the void the other day, i literally started thinking about how i love cheese and that i want to eat cheese. (At least i manifested that i had cheese in my fridge) BUT DUDE!!! I WANTED TO SHIFT NOT EAT CHEESE.

[norumis]

HELOOOO GUESS WHO'S BACK!! [fr this time i promise]

[norumis]

Guess who's back again ( hopefully I won't disappear for another 3 months)