Well my high school life has finally ended, leading to more freedoms and opportunities. With this new found time, I have become completely bored out of my mind. I just recently decided to quit gaming for the time being or altogether I don't know yet. I feel like I have to do something worthwhile with my free time, anything even the slightest bit meaningful. I've always thought about this and attempted it but then eventually go back to my usual routine. It's three in the morning now and I've decided that this time it's for real, I will definitely change. I forgot where I heard this from and it's a little bit corny but bear with me :). The reason why it's so hard to change yourself or break to a habit is because it is the same as changing your destiny, your future. Haha you're probably laughing your ass off but it's true and I'd like to think of my situation in that way. So here are the things that I plan to do starting at this very moment.
1.) Eat Healthier and Exercise. I've been getting really lazy lately and this is a crucial step in being able to change myself. I'll probably start off small and steadily increase the distance I go overtime. It'll be interesting to see how far I'll actually travel.
2.) Study/Read Whenever Possible. I've never really enjoyed studying but it's one of the most important things that I have to deal with during the rest of my life. In the words of my brother, "God gave us 24 hours in a day, go out and fucking do something with it". The profanity was a little bit unnecessary but I got his message Lol.
3.) Attempt to Quit Gaming. This is one of my greatest problems. I'm addicted to playing games and probably spend half my day playing some stupid game. (Damn you League of Legends!!) Later today I plan to wipe out my computer completely and switch it with my little sisters notebook. This way I won't be distracted as much and have much more free time.
4.) Become More Outgoing. I don't know if my friends realize this or not but I'm actually a really shy person. If I meet someone new I wouldn't know what to say and probably wouldn't have the balls to approach anyone in the first place. Whenever I have presentations in class I feel like I'm about to pass out and start to shake. This is probably really common but I've always thought of this as my greatest weakness.
5.) Volunteer. Might as well do something that benefits others with my free time. volunteering is always a good thing.. I don't really know what else to say about this subject :P... except it warms my heart when I help others? Hahah XD
6.) Learn Chinese. Last but not least, I'm going to attempt to learn Chinese! LOL. I'm half Chinese and I don't know even one word. My mom always yells at me for not knowing how to speak it, even though it's kind of her fault for not teaching me in the first place T.T... Well I've already started to download a program, apparently one of the best(Rocket Chinese). It has a funny title but it showed lots of promise.
That's all I have at the moment. Damn that was long, probably one of the longest posts I've ever written... This was more for myself than anything else, but if you guys do end up reading this, please support me and attempt to keep me from wavering.. I hope this time it's for real and not like the other times. Hopefully by writing all of this I'm making it official, I can only hope.. Wish me luck and thanks for your support ahead of time!