Kutner?? Lawrence Kutner even??

My job is insane ... I will post about it ...

[not-dr-kutner]

introduction??

this whole post is ooc !

hello!! this is my dr kutner rp account for tumblr dot com

i cant follow from this blog but i love interacting and dming and all the things

author is an adult and ok with romantic plots but only with other adults

he/they in character he/him ooc

notes:

i am not a medical professional as much medical autism i have. i will get things wrong. do not take anything i say as advice

i love angst. therefore. there will be some here. by the nature of kutner's story line, there might be references to like suicidal ideation. so just a warning for that. i will try to keep it somewhat mostly light hearted. any and all potentially triggering posts will have the tag "kutner tw" and if i miss any posts by accident please let me know!!

any pictures i post are like probably from pinterest

my version of kutner likes star wars and star trek and f1 and nirvana and strange half spoken music (like CAKE) and every single animal. i do not know everything about these things, so lmk if i get stuff wrong

hes literally just a silly goofy guy (ignore the gun in his hand guys) (<- basically my kutner characterization)

i am still watching house dont spoil things guys

also my kutner is autistic because i cant write neurotypical people for the life of me

if i think of anything else it will be added

[not-dr-kutner]

im back tumblr

[not-dr-kutner]

so they’re letting me go home I’m just going to hope I can go back to work and everything will be normal

[hayandheartache]

hey man i'm happy you're okay.

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m just happy to not be on a psych hold anymore

and thank you

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

My cat decided to knock my favorite glass onto the floor and broke it. FML.

[i-love-boy-wonder-oncologist]

Told you you shoulda let me use your cat as a guide pig

Nothing good can come of pets

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I happen to love my cat, so piss off.

[not-dr-kutner]

can we see your cat

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Here she is!

This is my real cat she's adorable I love her

[not-dr-kutner]

I love her

//10/10 cat

[occams-chainsaww]

an hr department would obliterate you

I eat hr cronies for breakfast

[not-dr-kutner]

haven’t you made at least 3 hr people quit?

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

My cat decided to knock my favorite glass onto the floor and broke it. FML.

[i-love-boy-wonder-oncologist]

Told you you shoulda let me use your cat as a guide pig

Nothing good can come of pets

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I happen to love my cat, so piss off.

[not-dr-kutner]

can we see your cat

[not-dr-kutner]

so they’re letting me go home I’m just going to hope I can go back to work and everything will be normal

[doctorchesterinthehouse]

Cuddy says that you're on suicide watch. Sorry, man.

[not-dr-kutner]

who else did she tell? I was sort of hoping she just wouldn’t

[doctorchesterinthehouse]

I just overheard her telling House about it.

[not-dr-kutner]

great.

[lookatthe-daisies]

just listened to lover you should have come over for the first time send help

[not-dr-kutner]

listened to that one in med school for the first time I remember it so vividly. That song has a body count probably

[not-dr-kutner]

so they’re letting me go home I’m just going to hope I can go back to work and everything will be normal

[doctorchesterinthehouse]

Cuddy says that you're on suicide watch. Sorry, man.

[not-dr-kutner]

who else did she tell? I was sort of hoping she just wouldn’t

[not-dr-kutner]

so they’re letting me go home I’m just going to hope I can go back to work and everything will be normal

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Please tell me they're lying. Please, just tell me it isn't true.

@not-dr-kutner

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry Chase I didn’t want you to be in this whole mess okay it’s fine I’ll be fine

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

I- I dunno. It's not fine.

...Why didn't you tell me? About the pills? About anything?

[not-dr-kutner]

because I don’t want to be here anymore. Because you would’ve done something

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I would've tried to help! There's therapy, medications, hell anything other than resorting to trying to kill yourself!

[not-dr-kutner]

you say that like I haven’t tried anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I don't know what you've tried because you haven't talked to me! I want to help you!

I guess I just don't know how.

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry I never talked to you . Okay

i just don’t like this anymore

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I'm sorry. I should've noticed something was wrong. I should've seen signs or whatever.

I'm sorry.

[not-dr-kutner]

Don’t be its nog your fault or anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I know. But I should've done something.

[not-dr-kutner]

don’t do that don’t make it about what you didn’t do okay it’s about what i did do

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you more im sorry

[not-dr-kutner]

it’s okay I’m . Fine okay

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Bullshit.

[not-dr-kutner]

it’s not like I’ll do it again

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Please tell me they're lying. Please, just tell me it isn't true.

@not-dr-kutner

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry Chase I didn’t want you to be in this whole mess okay it’s fine I’ll be fine

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

I- I dunno. It's not fine.

...Why didn't you tell me? About the pills? About anything?

[not-dr-kutner]

because I don’t want to be here anymore. Because you would’ve done something

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I would've tried to help! There's therapy, medications, hell anything other than resorting to trying to kill yourself!

[not-dr-kutner]

you say that like I haven’t tried anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I don't know what you've tried because you haven't talked to me! I want to help you!

I guess I just don't know how.

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry I never talked to you . Okay

i just don’t like this anymore

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I'm sorry. I should've noticed something was wrong. I should've seen signs or whatever.

I'm sorry.

[not-dr-kutner]

Don’t be its nog your fault or anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I know. But I should've done something.

[not-dr-kutner]

don’t do that don’t make it about what you didn’t do okay it’s about what i did do

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you more im sorry

[not-dr-kutner]

it’s okay I’m . Fine okay

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Please tell me they're lying. Please, just tell me it isn't true.

@not-dr-kutner

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry Chase I didn’t want you to be in this whole mess okay it’s fine I’ll be fine

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

I- I dunno. It's not fine.

...Why didn't you tell me? About the pills? About anything?

[not-dr-kutner]

because I don’t want to be here anymore. Because you would’ve done something

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I would've tried to help! There's therapy, medications, hell anything other than resorting to trying to kill yourself!

[not-dr-kutner]

you say that like I haven’t tried anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I don't know what you've tried because you haven't talked to me! I want to help you!

I guess I just don't know how.

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry I never talked to you . Okay

i just don’t like this anymore

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I'm sorry. I should've noticed something was wrong. I should've seen signs or whatever.

I'm sorry.

[not-dr-kutner]

Don’t be its nog your fault or anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I know. But I should've done something.

[not-dr-kutner]

don’t do that don’t make it about what you didn’t do okay it’s about what i did do

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Please tell me they're lying. Please, just tell me it isn't true.

@not-dr-kutner

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry Chase I didn’t want you to be in this whole mess okay it’s fine I’ll be fine

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

I- I dunno. It's not fine.

...Why didn't you tell me? About the pills? About anything?

[not-dr-kutner]

because I don’t want to be here anymore. Because you would’ve done something

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I would've tried to help! There's therapy, medications, hell anything other than resorting to trying to kill yourself!

[not-dr-kutner]

you say that like I haven’t tried anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I don't know what you've tried because you haven't talked to me! I want to help you!

I guess I just don't know how.

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry I never talked to you . Okay

i just don’t like this anymore

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I'm sorry. I should've noticed something was wrong. I should've seen signs or whatever.

I'm sorry.

[not-dr-kutner]

Don’t be its nog your fault or anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Please tell me they're lying. Please, just tell me it isn't true.

@not-dr-kutner

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry Chase I didn’t want you to be in this whole mess okay it’s fine I’ll be fine

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

I- I dunno. It's not fine.

...Why didn't you tell me? About the pills? About anything?

[not-dr-kutner]

because I don’t want to be here anymore. Because you would’ve done something

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I would've tried to help! There's therapy, medications, hell anything other than resorting to trying to kill yourself!

[not-dr-kutner]

you say that like I haven’t tried anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I don't know what you've tried because you haven't talked to me! I want to help you!

I guess I just don't know how.

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry I never talked to you . Okay

i just don’t like this anymore

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Please tell me they're lying. Please, just tell me it isn't true.

@not-dr-kutner

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry Chase I didn’t want you to be in this whole mess okay it’s fine I’ll be fine

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

I- I dunno. It's not fine.

...Why didn't you tell me? About the pills? About anything?

[not-dr-kutner]

because I don’t want to be here anymore. Because you would’ve done something

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I would've tried to help! There's therapy, medications, hell anything other than resorting to trying to kill yourself!

[not-dr-kutner]

you say that like I haven’t tried anything

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I don't know what you've tried because you haven't talked to me! I want to help you!

I guess I just don't know how.

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Please tell me they're lying. Please, just tell me it isn't true.

@not-dr-kutner

[not-dr-kutner]

I’m sorry Chase I didn’t want you to be in this whole mess okay it’s fine I’ll be fine

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

I- I dunno. It's not fine.

...Why didn't you tell me? About the pills? About anything?

[not-dr-kutner]

because I don’t want to be here anymore. Because you would’ve done something

[chase-is-on-the-caseee]

I would've tried to help! There's therapy, medications, hell anything other than resorting to trying to kill yourself!

[not-dr-kutner]

you say that like I haven’t tried anything