Never Giving Up

Annie. 27. Writer. Gamer. Artist. Horror Junkie. Cat Lover. I deal with Rheumatoid Arthritis, Sjogrens Syndrome, and Fibromyalgia daily. I'm in recovery from BPD and PTSD and have a mood disorder (Bipolar II). Everyday is a different sort of "adventure" honestly and I'm just trying to make the most of it.

[dailydcheroes]

There will be no defeating the big bad this year, Mr. Allen.

[marcomardon]

[vrepit-salt]

Just biologist things: Was lookin at the COVID-19 genome and she just started screaming

[my-dark-happy-place]

I am in this tweet and I don't like it.

[not-enough-spoons]

The anxiety Oh, the anxiety Feels like a knife Is twisting around me inside...

Too afraid to move To afraid to act...

Is there a being Growing inside me?

Or is it all in my head?!

Am I going gray? Or am I going mad? 

The racing thoughts The madness within

Triggered by sickness Set in motion By the present

- “Triggered Anxiety” - Ann Marie

Lotta health anxiety lately. 

It’s the fucking pandemic. My anxiety has anxiety right now. I’m generally an anxious person (really high strung) so it’s to be expected. Part of me just wants to say “fuck it” and smoke some weed (even though it’s not legal in my state). 

I really need to chill.

First I was nauseous (I had a mildish case of Covid) and my anxiety spiked and then I thought “omg I’m preggers”. 

I’m not pregnant. I haven’t taken a test but I’m on Nexplanon and boyfriend uses condoms with spermicide (yes it’s not 100 percent but it’s low likelihood). 

Now it looks like I have a bladder infection, hence why I’m peeing all the time. I hurt and I wake up in sweat. So much fun. I’m going to the doctors tomorrow. I hope they can help. 

I’m watching a vietnamese movie about a pregnant girl and that triggered my health anxiety. I can’t avoid my triggers; I have to learn how to deal with them. 

I KNOW I can do it. 

Because I’m a badass. 

[tennant]

[not-enough-spoons]

That feel when you’re doing vocal warmups and you hit head voice without sounding completely terrible. 

:) 

Proud of myself. 

Still need to get actual lessons to hone my craft. Maybe when I’m not broke. 

[chanandlers]

[aibaaina]

[oilversqueen]

[toxic-swan]

I mean my feelings for you. I’ve never felt like this about anyone in my life.

[supergirlweb]

#she’s grown

[melsbenoists]

“He makes an excellent point. He has limitless power that he can use to help me fight for justice. We’ll make a great t e a m.”

                                                                         “I thought we were gonna do that.”

[stopmakingliberalslookbad]

FUCK YOU, TUMBLR

Seriously, you assholes suddenly decide that you care about antisemitism and Jews now? After blatantly ignoring the issue before? Where the fuck are you assholes whenever a black supremacist spouts the Khazar theory or downplays the Holocaust? Where are you when the white supremacists talk about how Jews “invaded” Europe and that Hitler did nothing wrong? Why are you fuckheads virtually silent whenever a Muslim person is antisemitic? Why do you ignore leftist antisemitism disguised as antizionism? Now that a Youtuber that you find annoying makes a tasteless joke for attention, you suddenly give a fuck?

All of you transparent assholes can go to hell. You will be receiving no brownie points from this Jew (who doesn’t think that Pewdiepie is genuinely antisemitic).

[stopmakingliberalslookbad]

You gotta love it when they spout antisemitism on your own post and block you like a coward afterwards: http://willyoulookatthat.tumblr.com/post/157429649746/fuck-you-tumblr

But what do I know, I’m just one of those ungrateful j00s that they’re bitching about.

[not-enough-spoons]

@stopmakingliberalslookbad I was wondering when you were going to notice that! I read it and instantly got a bad taste in my mouth. What kind of asshole says that shit...? 

[cubean-deactivated20170315]

Shoplifting Tips

1. Take all the stuff you just lifted to the checkout counter

2. Use money to purchase it

3. Avoid jail time and be a less crappy person

[johnnycrisis-deactivated2021110]

fuck off i’m broke and fuckin cvs or whatever has enough money who gives a shit about stealing from corporations

[stopmakingliberalslookbad]

Yeah! You sure are sticking it to capitalism when you snatch those Sour Patch Kids. Fight the power!

[not-enough-spoons]

Not to mention the prices on the merchandise go up...

[hello-turtless-deactivated20200]

[studyblr]

I love thinking about the butterfly effect, how every little decision or event can have such a big impact on somebody’s life - and the thought of alternate history, alternate universes, where everything is different because of one action. We have such a big impact on our surroundings, we are changing the future every day. You reading this post will maybe have an impact neither you or me could have ever imagined. The universe works in mysterious ways.