A Little Piece Of Heaven

NOT HERE ANYMORE GO TO @that-bookworm-guy

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I haven't signed into this blog for probably a couple of years, I'm amazed I still have followers on here

I'm a book blogger and I'm at @that-bookworm-guy I've had that account for around 6 years

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Top: Age 16-17 Bottom: Age 18

So it’s been a few months since I came out as Trans/genderqueer. The support I’ve had from you guys has been amazing, from my very first moments of coming out, to the messages of support I still get today. I’m have been so much happier since I stopped pretending/trying to be someone I’m not. I thought that I should try to behave/act more like a girl because that’s how I was born. I was always very boyish and I tried to act more girly, but every time I put on a dress or wore a lot of makeup, I felt like a boy in a dress. I felt so out of place and I just felt wrong. I didn’t particularly feel like a girl or boy and I never knew that was okay. I started to feel like I was like I wasn’t correct. It’s really hard to explain if you don’t know what I mean. 

I tried to act more like a girl for my parents really, at prom (middle one at the top) I wanted to go in a suit, but my mum wanted to do my hair and makeup. I look back and I don’t regret it, because no matter how awkward I look in them photos and how awkward I felt, it made me realise that I couldn’t keep doing this for other people. I had to start making a change and be myself. So I did, slowly. But look where I am today. I am much happier and I’m actually proud to be me. Yeh, I still get hate every once in a while, but you know what. I don’t care, because I am happy with how I identify. 

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I randomly tried to see if I could sign into this blog (I'm at @that-bookworm-guy now) and I came across this post. So maybe an update....

I figured out my identity, well most of it. I no longer identify as genderqueer, that didn't quite fit me, I am a trans man.

I'm now 24, and I've been on hormones for nearly 2.5 years, and I've had top surgery. Some of the stuff above still stands true, I'm no longer pretending to be someone I'm not, in the way, I dress and act however I want without fear of sticking to stereotypes. I put on makeup, and I look and feel like a man in makeup, because guess what, I am.

I get a lot of hate on my book blog, but I'm at the point in my transition where I honestly don't care what the haters say, there is literally nothing they can say that I haven't heard before.

18 year old me wouldn't even dream of being able to feel comfortable in makeup, 24 year old me doesn't care, and often does make up looks for books etc.

The photos above don't even look like me anymore and it's incredible how much changes

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NEW BLOG

I haven’t used this blog in a while, I’m over on @slytherin-bookworm-guy now, so go follow me there

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disney princess quizzes be like

what do you like to do in your spare time?

- eat apples - go swimming - sleep - brush your really long hair - freeze shit - save china

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dissociating at parties is my speciality

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*zones out so hard I can see thru space*

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So I’ve never really done a post like this on this account. I have on my personal (which I rarely use now, haven’t logged in for months). These photos are all me, all within the time frame of just over 3 years. These photos are also organised from the oldest (Top one, me at my prom in July 2012, aged 16) to the bottom one (Me today July 2015)

If you don’t know me very well, then allow me to introduce myself. I’m Kelly *waves* I’m 19 from England and I am a transgender guy.

I wanted to do something like this, not only for myself but also to allow you guys to learn a bit more about me :) I don’t tend to post very much information about myself unless I’m asked about it. So if you want….

Keep reading

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Reblogging on my main account because I’m too lazy to type this out again

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Unfollow me if you make fun of trans people’s pronouns or their identity

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And unfollow me if you think it’s acceptable to misgender them just because you don’t like them as a person.

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HI okay I think you are amazing and inspirational and idk I'm awkward but I just want to say that I really think you're an incredible person.

Oh god I’m so sorry.... this has probably been here for ages *hugs you* Forgive me kind anon....

Thank you so much ^^ If I could inspire just one person, that makes me happy ^^ I hope you have a brilliant day anon :3

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Wow....

It has been a long time since I’ve been on this account.... sorry guys.... I’m mainly on mobile and my email for this account is kinda long and I’m lazy.... But least I’m honest.

I’m mainly on my book blog ( beautyofb00ks ) now, so you can follow me on there, but this account will still be used on occasions :) So how about a quick update on what I’ve been up to. Some you may know about, I’m not 100% sure how long I’ve been away from this one....

So I have a wonderful boyfriend, it will be 3 months this month (But we have liked each other for well over a year and a bit now and was just waiting for the right time)

I’ve actually managed to track down my biological nan on my father’s side (some of you will know that I haven’t seen him since I was 3 years old and I’m now 19....) I’m not ready to meet my father yet, but I’m a step closer to it ^^ I’m still a massive nerd.... I came out as transgender.... which didn’t really go down too well with some people. My parents say they understand and support me.... yet still refer to me wrong, but I guess it’s just time for them. One of my best friends basically turned around and tried to convince me that I wasn’t trans.... which really cut me deep. But my boyfriend supports me 100% which is perfect for me :)

yeh.... I haven’t really been up to much, I work 50+ hours a week so I don’t have a lot of free time.... 

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reblog if you think female rapists should get the same amount of jail time as male rapists

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Sorry it's been a while since I've been on here, I'm mainly on beautyofb00ks which is my book blog. Because I'm on my phone mainly I sometimes forget to change over and check this one.... Plus I've been working a lot, I'm sorry guys

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RAMzine interview with Johannes Eckerström from AVATAR.

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I get jealous and have a short temper and I get quite clingy. But baby I promise no one will ever love you like me.

(via 0bvi0uslygay)

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#obviously

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Petition for apple to make siri have the option to sound like jarvis

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VE Day: May 8, 1945 - The War Ends In Europe

“Throughout the world throngs of people hail the end of the war in Europe.  It is five years and more since Hitler marched into Poland. Years full of suffering, and death, and sacrifice. Now the war against Germany is won.”

Excerpted from “The War Ends in Europe” Motion Picture Films from “United News” Newsreels, 1942 - 1945