back on here at 26, pretending it’s not pathetic

Just trying to make it though another day....

[not-sure-why-im-here]

Its miraculous how you can go from making me feel so wonderful to absolute garbage in the blink of an eye. And so effortlessly too....

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[not-sure-why-im-here]

for existing..

Akon’s newest single

[gbass]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[booksandcows]

[never-not-ever]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[siickangel]

[666horrorwhore]

[not-sure-why-im-here]

The truth is, getting covid could have killed me. I should have been in the hospital hooked up to a machine, doctors unsure if I would make it. They said it was a miracle that I didn’t get that sick. But how can it be a miracle when I wanted to die?

[lovemakesyouwonder]