HalluciJason

[not-the-real-robin]

He's not the real Robin. He'll never be. All this thing is is an amalgamation, a manifestation of your thoughts and fears. It's nothing like Jason, nothing but a mockery you made in your own mind. This Robin is a roped up lie, but all lies are buried in truth. What can this rotten bird tell you, help you with?

Maybe, he'll lead you to the truth. If you're lucky. If not, fall further into this delusion, further into disbelief, while the real Jason wastes away.

Mun is a minor. Same mun as @arkhams-knighted, @arkhams-bloodied-knight, and @stuck-in-arkham-official This blog can be used for lore or other interactions in the same storyline as those blogs, or alone.

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[gothambornandraised]

She just keeps her eyes forward. She's smarter than this, but here she is anyway.

"I was dead too. I've failed you a hundred ways, but I wasn't alive then."

[not-the-real-robin]

"You didn't just fail me," The thing that isn't Jason, would never really be Jason, croons. "Look at who else you've failed. Bruce, Damian, Dick. Your friends. Your family. All ruined." He tuts, sticking out his tongue crudely.

[gothambornandraised]

As much as she knows this isn't real —it still hurts. Hearing her big brother — the one she was closest to — say that? Absolutely detrimental.

She swallows hard.

"I've gone down the list every day. What do you want? Because if it's to tell me I fail everyone I already know."

Her voice shakes.

[not-the-real-robin]

"I'm just here to remind you." Not-Jason points out, smiling in the corner of her vision. Maybe if she squints hard enough he'll look more like a zombie, fresh from Joker's onslaught.

"Because," He adds. "You can't forget. I won't let you."

[gothambornandraised]

She closes her eyes to get away from the sight of you.

"I can't forget Jay. God, how could I? Coming home just to see your memorial?"

[not-the-real-robin]

He giggles at her expression, darting in front of her closed eyes. "But you try to. You and everyone else. I'm just a warning for every other Batkid." He pouts.

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[gothambornandraised]

She just keeps her eyes forward. She's smarter than this, but here she is anyway.

"I was dead too. I've failed you a hundred ways, but I wasn't alive then."

[not-the-real-robin]

"You didn't just fail me," The thing that isn't Jason, would never really be Jason, croons. "Look at who else you've failed. Bruce, Damian, Dick. Your friends. Your family. All ruined." He tuts, sticking out his tongue crudely.

[gothambornandraised]

As much as she knows this isn't real —it still hurts. Hearing her big brother — the one she was closest to — say that? Absolutely detrimental.

She swallows hard.

"I've gone down the list every day. What do you want? Because if it's to tell me I fail everyone I already know."

Her voice shakes.

[not-the-real-robin]

"I'm just here to remind you." Not-Jason points out, smiling in the corner of her vision. Maybe if she squints hard enough he'll look more like a zombie, fresh from Joker's onslaught.

"Because," He adds. "You can't forget. I won't let you."

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[gothambornandraised]

She just keeps her eyes forward. She's smarter than this, but here she is anyway.

"I was dead too. I've failed you a hundred ways, but I wasn't alive then."

[not-the-real-robin]

"You didn't just fail me," The thing that isn't Jason, would never really be Jason, croons. "Look at who else you've failed. Bruce, Damian, Dick. Your friends. Your family. All ruined." He tuts, sticking out his tongue crudely.

[my-fucking-reblogs]

Hey! June again, the mun of whatever rp blog's reblogged this. In a few hours, my roleplays will return to the normal speed of answering asks, mentions, reblogs, etcetera. My trip is over.

[my-fucking-reblogs]

Hey guys! This is June (the mun of the RP blog that just reblogged this..) Just saying that this week, I will not be able to be online. Like, pretty much at all. I'm on a trip and there's no WiFi, nor is there going to be. Data's also turned off because, well, trip + not in my data plan.

If I am on, I'll probably do a few quick rbs like I am now, but I won't be able to reply or do any roleplays or asks about 99.9% of the time.

[not-the-real-robin]

the rain is dancing lil bro

It is?

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[the-final-flying-grayson]

"i know." Duck shuddered as he walked past before stopping and staring. Slowly he walked into the alley and sat down in the darkness.

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, it's good that someone listens." He'd cross his arms, scoffing, oblivious to Dick's emotions. "There are so many things that can be blamed on you, actually."

[the-final-flying-grayson]

"mhm. Do you even know why i stopped?" Dick looks up to him with his head tilted. "I know it's my fault.... I... I....... just wanna spend time with you....."

[not-the-real-robin]

"Why did you stop? I may know." Not-Jason shrugs. "Either way, I'm not telling you."

He laughs, a harsh, cutting sound.

"You want to spend time with me? Really? I'm not even real, Dickie. You let the real Jason die."

[the-final-flying-grayson]

Dick flinched at the laugh. "i wanted to spend time with you because i shouldn't have let you die. I felt bad and i know you're not real but you're the closest thing i have right now." He picked up a rock and chucked it at him.

[not-the-real-robin]

He dodged the to rock, mock pouting . "I'm just a replacement, then. That's not fun."

[the-final-flying-grayson]

"neither is you being dead." Dick stuck out his tongue. Trying to keep himself upbeat. "You're an asshole, but i do miss you. I fucking hated you for replacing me. Even stole my name. But In hindsight. I would've died for you."

[not-the-real-robin]

"Oh, now we get to the truth." Not-Jason giggles, pointing a finger at Dick. "You hated me? Or, well, I'm still not really Jason. Did you know Jason idolized you? You were a brother to him." He says, smugly leaning back. "But, I guess there's such thing as a deadbeat brother."

[the-final-flying-grayson]

Dick suffers at the pointing and laughing. "I did. I.. i knew he, you, liked me." Dick started to cry a little but only with tears trickling down his face. "I fucking suck..."

[not-the-real-robin]

"You do!" Jason coos, looking up at him. "Good on you for finally realizing that."

[the-final-flying-grayson]

"I've known that ever since you died." Dick put his head down as he curled his knees up to his chest.

[not-the-real-robin]

"Eh." He crosses his arms, leaning over Dick. "Who knows what the real me thinks." He hums.

[the-final-flying-grayson]

"not you." Dick flinches while hearing "real"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Yeah, not me? What the real Jason thinks. Y'know, I'm just a hallucination." He shrugs. "I'm sure the man himself would have something to say. But, deadbeat brothers, what can I say."

[the-final-flying-grayson]

"i..i shouldn't have bothered coming here. Might as well leave. Do you want me to stay out are you going to torment me more?" Dick starts to stand up keeping his eyes closed.

[not-the-real-robin]

"Why would it matter what I think?" He asked. "I'm not even real."

[the-final-flying-grayson]

"do you want me to leave or not?"

[not-the-real-robin]

He shrugged. "Don't care."

[not-the-real-robin]

=]

@ghostly-robin

You. You're the real Jason, the one they all talk about.

[miss-tuesday]

No I’m the real Jason

[not-the-real-robin]

Are you a Jason? I thought your name was 'Tuesday?.'

[miss-tuesday]

I can be two things at once

[not-the-real-robin]

Hm. I guess that's true.

[not-the-real-robin]

=]

@ghostly-robin

You. You're the real Jason, the one they all talk about.

[miss-tuesday]

No I’m the real Jason

[not-the-real-robin]

Are you a Jason? I thought your name was 'Tuesday?.'

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[gothams-darkest-knight]

Batman was walking through the alley when he heard the familiar voice.

"I didn't mean to."

[not-the-real-robin]

"But it is!" He jumps, popping up beside the Batman, beaming.

"You did. You know you did."

[gothams-darkest-knight]

"I didn't. I tried to protect you...I tried..."

[not-the-real-robin]

"Tried. Tried and failed!" Not–Jason sticks his tongue out, laughing. "You can save everyone in every way but the people closest to you. It happened to your parents, Barbara, and now, me. I was your kid, wasn't I?"

[gothams-darkest-knight]

"Shut up."

[not-the-real-robin]

He feigns a pout, staring at Batman. "That's not fair. I bet your real children are treated better than me! I mean, we all know ol' Jason was never what you wanted as a partner, hm?"

[gothams-darkest-knight]

"SHUT. UP."

[not-the-real-robin]

"Why? It's true. We all know it's true." He'd laugh, opening his arms as if welcoming an imaginary crowd. "Were you happy to have finally gotten rid of him?"

[gothams-darkest-knight]

"Jay I loved you! I mourned your death!"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Did you.. really?" He asks quizzically, raising an eyebrow beneath the domino. "Because I think with how fast you picked up that Drake, well, you didn't care at all!" He skips forward, spinning. "And If I feel like this, imagine how the real Jason felt!" He laughs.

[gothams-darkest-knight]

"You're not real!"

[not-the-real-robin]

He sneers. "I'm not. We both know where the real Jason is." He continues, lifting a hand to his neck and gesturing. "Dead and buried. Apparently. Or whatever."

[gothams-darkest-knight]

"You're not real."

[not-the-real-robin]

"Do you think saying that will change anything? It's still true. You failed. You failed to save me." He taunts.

[gothams-darkest-knight]

"You're alive now...you're not dead."

[not-the-real-robin]

"Still failed to save me. That Jason is hardly able to be called 'alive,' not really. I doubt he even trusts you."

[gothams-darkest-knight]

"He's my son. I tried my best."

[not-the-real-robin]

"If it was Dick would you have tried harder?"

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie sighed, leaning against the alley wall and staring at the kid.

"yeah, I know it is. Know I'm a fuckin' screw up" she grumbled

"callin' me a coward or a freak ain't gonna get me upset, already know that"

[not-the-real-robin]

"But you are a coward. And a freak." He points out, circling Sukie giddily.

"You can't face those memories, you have. Right up.." He steps closer tapping a finger on her forehead. "Here!"

[starriest-lantern]

"m trying" she replied

"kinda hard to face memories that you've been actively repressing for more than five years"

Sukie fiddled with her ring, she'd got it from heartbreak, and she'd spent years trying to escape that legacy

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, stop!" He shrugged. "You're just weak. Quit acting like a baby and face those memories!"

Stepping forward, he traced a finger around her ring. "You don't deserve to be a Lantern, not if you can't handle your own issues."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can handle it, and being star sapphire is helping me." She replied

"…I'm reconnecting…and I'm healing…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Healing? How? You still can't remember anything from then. You're trying to heal with a knife in your side." Not-Jason scoffed, crossing his arms.

[starriest-lantern]

"Thanks for the feedback" she grumbled.

[not-the-real-robin]

"Feedback is what I do. You do nothing and dress it up as something." He pointed out.

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie huffed

"tell me something I don't know"

[not-the-real-robin]

He skips forwards, nodding. "You know everything I tell you."

Looking up, he glares at her, accusing. " But you don't acknowledge it."

[starriest-lantern]

"I acknowledged it when I could afford a therapist that wasn't an alien and also my coworker." She replied

"god maybe I should beg to join the justice league so I can ask black canary for therapy that doesn't drain my wallet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, you aren't acknowledging it now." He stopped, turning to her. "You aren't."

[starriest-lantern]

"Cus I can't afford it."

She groaned

"maybe I should beg hal to put a good word in for me… or ask Batman… that way at least I'd be able to save lives and afford a good therapist"

[not-the-real-robin]

He rolls his eyes. "Are you stupid? Batman doesn't believe in therapy. He just wallows in self-pity." Kicking the ground, he stares up at her. "Can't you just reflect on yourself?"

[starriest-lantern]

"yeah but he can get me into the league"

She sighed

"maybe I should just bake something… calm down…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Why do you think you'll get into the League?" He sneers, darting around her. "Go back. Hide and bake something, ignore the things you should be doing."

[starriest-lantern]

"I mean I'm competent, and hal likes me"

She replied

"you're just in my head, I can make you do whatever. You're only here cus I want you to be"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's not true. If you didn't want me here, then I'd be.. poofed!" He gestures. "You can't control your fears, and I'm all of those."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can certainly cope with them." She replied, a grin spreading on her face.

"I'm gonna make bannock, like how me and mama made it before…" she shook her head, shaking away the bad memory

"feel free to watch and critique i guess"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You can't." He says, dully. "You can't even talk about before, no less after."

[starriest-lantern]

"blah blah blah! I'm gonna do great! I'm gonna get better!"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You aren't." He shrugged.

[starriest-lantern]

"I'm not fighting you, Mr negative ten year old"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I'm not even real." He pointed out. "I'm not ten, either."

[starriest-lantern]

"if you're my negativity I can dictate that you are a ten year old, it's just how it works." She shrugged

"anywayyyyyys imma make some bannock…ooo maybe some jam too"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I don't have to be a ten year old." He says, stepping in front of her. His form warps, melting, before reconstructing as someone new.

Brown hair, brown eyes. A child, younger than 10. Susannah.

"Is this better?"

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie narrows her eyes

"Congrats, you're now the same hallucination as my usual ones"

[not-the-real-robin]

He frowns, melting back to Robin. Thinking for a moment, he turns back to her. "Oh! What if I look like.." Swivelling, he turns into AK. "This? Is this better?" He asks, strangely still sounding like.. well, not-Jason even while appearing as AK.

[starriest-lantern]

"well you aren't AK, so…" she sighed

"I'm way too tired to deal with this, I know you're my negativity, and I value your opinion sometimes."

[not-the-real-robin]

He turns back to Robin, frowning thoughtfully. "Hmm. Then what will get a reaction?" He asks Sukie, walking around her.

[starriest-lantern]

"dunno right now"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's no fun." He whines, following her.

[starriest-lantern]

"uh-huh tell me 'bout it." She heads back into her apartment, and into the kitchen

[not-the-real-robin]

He crosses his arms, inspecting the kitchen. "I hope your bannock burns." He grumbles.

[starriest-lantern]

"ok Debbie Downer"

[not-the-real-robin]

"What even is a Debbie Downer?" He asks, staring at her. "And your bannock will burn, I've decided."

[starriest-lantern]

"It's what you are that's for sure." She replied, teasing

"boo, I haven't even started baking yet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's too bad. And if I am one, you are too."

[starriest-lantern]

"nope! I'm a ray of sunshine and hope." She giggled, getting her baking supplies out of the cupboards

[not-the-real-robin]

"No. You aren't. You weren't back then. And, I'm your hallucination. Your embodiment of fear." He pointed out.

[starriest-lantern]

"Which is one aspect of my personality Debbie! Get with the program! Sure, I feel fear, thank God I do. But I'm also happy, and right now I'm happy. Okie dokie?"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You're just being performative right now." He rolled his eyes.

[starriest-lantern]

"ok Deborah, let's go with that"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You know I don't care what you call me." He said, standing up.

[starriest-lantern]

"yeah but it's funny" she replied, preheating the oven before getting a bowl and measuring her ingredients

[not-the-real-robin]

"If you say so." He shrugged .

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie sighed, leaning against the alley wall and staring at the kid.

"yeah, I know it is. Know I'm a fuckin' screw up" she grumbled

"callin' me a coward or a freak ain't gonna get me upset, already know that"

[not-the-real-robin]

"But you are a coward. And a freak." He points out, circling Sukie giddily.

"You can't face those memories, you have. Right up.." He steps closer tapping a finger on her forehead. "Here!"

[starriest-lantern]

"m trying" she replied

"kinda hard to face memories that you've been actively repressing for more than five years"

Sukie fiddled with her ring, she'd got it from heartbreak, and she'd spent years trying to escape that legacy

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, stop!" He shrugged. "You're just weak. Quit acting like a baby and face those memories!"

Stepping forward, he traced a finger around her ring. "You don't deserve to be a Lantern, not if you can't handle your own issues."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can handle it, and being star sapphire is helping me." She replied

"…I'm reconnecting…and I'm healing…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Healing? How? You still can't remember anything from then. You're trying to heal with a knife in your side." Not-Jason scoffed, crossing his arms.

[starriest-lantern]

"Thanks for the feedback" she grumbled.

[not-the-real-robin]

"Feedback is what I do. You do nothing and dress it up as something." He pointed out.

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie huffed

"tell me something I don't know"

[not-the-real-robin]

He skips forwards, nodding. "You know everything I tell you."

Looking up, he glares at her, accusing. " But you don't acknowledge it."

[starriest-lantern]

"I acknowledged it when I could afford a therapist that wasn't an alien and also my coworker." She replied

"god maybe I should beg to join the justice league so I can ask black canary for therapy that doesn't drain my wallet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, you aren't acknowledging it now." He stopped, turning to her. "You aren't."

[starriest-lantern]

"Cus I can't afford it."

She groaned

"maybe I should beg hal to put a good word in for me… or ask Batman… that way at least I'd be able to save lives and afford a good therapist"

[not-the-real-robin]

He rolls his eyes. "Are you stupid? Batman doesn't believe in therapy. He just wallows in self-pity." Kicking the ground, he stares up at her. "Can't you just reflect on yourself?"

[starriest-lantern]

"yeah but he can get me into the league"

She sighed

"maybe I should just bake something… calm down…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Why do you think you'll get into the League?" He sneers, darting around her. "Go back. Hide and bake something, ignore the things you should be doing."

[starriest-lantern]

"I mean I'm competent, and hal likes me"

She replied

"you're just in my head, I can make you do whatever. You're only here cus I want you to be"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's not true. If you didn't want me here, then I'd be.. poofed!" He gestures. "You can't control your fears, and I'm all of those."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can certainly cope with them." She replied, a grin spreading on her face.

"I'm gonna make bannock, like how me and mama made it before…" she shook her head, shaking away the bad memory

"feel free to watch and critique i guess"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You can't." He says, dully. "You can't even talk about before, no less after."

[starriest-lantern]

"blah blah blah! I'm gonna do great! I'm gonna get better!"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You aren't." He shrugged.

[starriest-lantern]

"I'm not fighting you, Mr negative ten year old"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I'm not even real." He pointed out. "I'm not ten, either."

[starriest-lantern]

"if you're my negativity I can dictate that you are a ten year old, it's just how it works." She shrugged

"anywayyyyyys imma make some bannock…ooo maybe some jam too"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I don't have to be a ten year old." He says, stepping in front of her. His form warps, melting, before reconstructing as someone new.

Brown hair, brown eyes. A child, younger than 10. Susannah.

"Is this better?"

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie narrows her eyes

"Congrats, you're now the same hallucination as my usual ones"

[not-the-real-robin]

He frowns, melting back to Robin. Thinking for a moment, he turns back to her. "Oh! What if I look like.." Swivelling, he turns into AK. "This? Is this better?" He asks, strangely still sounding like.. well, not-Jason even while appearing as AK.

[starriest-lantern]

"well you aren't AK, so…" she sighed

"I'm way too tired to deal with this, I know you're my negativity, and I value your opinion sometimes."

[not-the-real-robin]

He turns back to Robin, frowning thoughtfully. "Hmm. Then what will get a reaction?" He asks Sukie, walking around her.

[starriest-lantern]

"dunno right now"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's no fun." He whines, following her.

[starriest-lantern]

"uh-huh tell me 'bout it." She heads back into her apartment, and into the kitchen

[not-the-real-robin]

He crosses his arms, inspecting the kitchen. "I hope your bannock burns." He grumbles.

[starriest-lantern]

"ok Debbie Downer"

[not-the-real-robin]

"What even is a Debbie Downer?" He asks, staring at her. "And your bannock will burn, I've decided."

[starriest-lantern]

"It's what you are that's for sure." She replied, teasing

"boo, I haven't even started baking yet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's too bad. And if I am one, you are too."

[starriest-lantern]

"nope! I'm a ray of sunshine and hope." She giggled, getting her baking supplies out of the cupboards

[not-the-real-robin]

"No. You aren't. You weren't back then. And, I'm your hallucination. Your embodiment of fear." He pointed out.

[starriest-lantern]

"Which is one aspect of my personality Debbie! Get with the program! Sure, I feel fear, thank God I do. But I'm also happy, and right now I'm happy. Okie dokie?"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You're just being performative right now." He rolled his eyes.

[starriest-lantern]

"ok Deborah, let's go with that"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You know I don't care what you call me." He said, standing up.

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie sighed, leaning against the alley wall and staring at the kid.

"yeah, I know it is. Know I'm a fuckin' screw up" she grumbled

"callin' me a coward or a freak ain't gonna get me upset, already know that"

[not-the-real-robin]

"But you are a coward. And a freak." He points out, circling Sukie giddily.

"You can't face those memories, you have. Right up.." He steps closer tapping a finger on her forehead. "Here!"

[starriest-lantern]

"m trying" she replied

"kinda hard to face memories that you've been actively repressing for more than five years"

Sukie fiddled with her ring, she'd got it from heartbreak, and she'd spent years trying to escape that legacy

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, stop!" He shrugged. "You're just weak. Quit acting like a baby and face those memories!"

Stepping forward, he traced a finger around her ring. "You don't deserve to be a Lantern, not if you can't handle your own issues."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can handle it, and being star sapphire is helping me." She replied

"…I'm reconnecting…and I'm healing…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Healing? How? You still can't remember anything from then. You're trying to heal with a knife in your side." Not-Jason scoffed, crossing his arms.

[starriest-lantern]

"Thanks for the feedback" she grumbled.

[not-the-real-robin]

"Feedback is what I do. You do nothing and dress it up as something." He pointed out.

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie huffed

"tell me something I don't know"

[not-the-real-robin]

He skips forwards, nodding. "You know everything I tell you."

Looking up, he glares at her, accusing. " But you don't acknowledge it."

[starriest-lantern]

"I acknowledged it when I could afford a therapist that wasn't an alien and also my coworker." She replied

"god maybe I should beg to join the justice league so I can ask black canary for therapy that doesn't drain my wallet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, you aren't acknowledging it now." He stopped, turning to her. "You aren't."

[starriest-lantern]

"Cus I can't afford it."

She groaned

"maybe I should beg hal to put a good word in for me… or ask Batman… that way at least I'd be able to save lives and afford a good therapist"

[not-the-real-robin]

He rolls his eyes. "Are you stupid? Batman doesn't believe in therapy. He just wallows in self-pity." Kicking the ground, he stares up at her. "Can't you just reflect on yourself?"

[starriest-lantern]

"yeah but he can get me into the league"

She sighed

"maybe I should just bake something… calm down…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Why do you think you'll get into the League?" He sneers, darting around her. "Go back. Hide and bake something, ignore the things you should be doing."

[starriest-lantern]

"I mean I'm competent, and hal likes me"

She replied

"you're just in my head, I can make you do whatever. You're only here cus I want you to be"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's not true. If you didn't want me here, then I'd be.. poofed!" He gestures. "You can't control your fears, and I'm all of those."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can certainly cope with them." She replied, a grin spreading on her face.

"I'm gonna make bannock, like how me and mama made it before…" she shook her head, shaking away the bad memory

"feel free to watch and critique i guess"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You can't." He says, dully. "You can't even talk about before, no less after."

[starriest-lantern]

"blah blah blah! I'm gonna do great! I'm gonna get better!"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You aren't." He shrugged.

[starriest-lantern]

"I'm not fighting you, Mr negative ten year old"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I'm not even real." He pointed out. "I'm not ten, either."

[starriest-lantern]

"if you're my negativity I can dictate that you are a ten year old, it's just how it works." She shrugged

"anywayyyyyys imma make some bannock…ooo maybe some jam too"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I don't have to be a ten year old." He says, stepping in front of her. His form warps, melting, before reconstructing as someone new.

Brown hair, brown eyes. A child, younger than 10. Susannah.

"Is this better?"

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie narrows her eyes

"Congrats, you're now the same hallucination as my usual ones"

[not-the-real-robin]

He frowns, melting back to Robin. Thinking for a moment, he turns back to her. "Oh! What if I look like.." Swivelling, he turns into AK. "This? Is this better?" He asks, strangely still sounding like.. well, not-Jason even while appearing as AK.

[starriest-lantern]

"well you aren't AK, so…" she sighed

"I'm way too tired to deal with this, I know you're my negativity, and I value your opinion sometimes."

[not-the-real-robin]

He turns back to Robin, frowning thoughtfully. "Hmm. Then what will get a reaction?" He asks Sukie, walking around her.

[starriest-lantern]

"dunno right now"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's no fun." He whines, following her.

[starriest-lantern]

"uh-huh tell me 'bout it." She heads back into her apartment, and into the kitchen

[not-the-real-robin]

He crosses his arms, inspecting the kitchen. "I hope your bannock burns." He grumbles.

[starriest-lantern]

"ok Debbie Downer"

[not-the-real-robin]

"What even is a Debbie Downer?" He asks, staring at her. "And your bannock will burn, I've decided."

[starriest-lantern]

"It's what you are that's for sure." She replied, teasing

"boo, I haven't even started baking yet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's too bad. And if I am one, you are too."

[starriest-lantern]

"nope! I'm a ray of sunshine and hope." She giggled, getting her baking supplies out of the cupboards

[not-the-real-robin]

"No. You aren't. You weren't back then. And, I'm your hallucination. Your embodiment of fear." He pointed out.

[starriest-lantern]

"Which is one aspect of my personality Debbie! Get with the program! Sure, I feel fear, thank God I do. But I'm also happy, and right now I'm happy. Okie dokie?"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You're just being performative right now." He rolled his eyes.

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie sighed, leaning against the alley wall and staring at the kid.

"yeah, I know it is. Know I'm a fuckin' screw up" she grumbled

"callin' me a coward or a freak ain't gonna get me upset, already know that"

[not-the-real-robin]

"But you are a coward. And a freak." He points out, circling Sukie giddily.

"You can't face those memories, you have. Right up.." He steps closer tapping a finger on her forehead. "Here!"

[starriest-lantern]

"m trying" she replied

"kinda hard to face memories that you've been actively repressing for more than five years"

Sukie fiddled with her ring, she'd got it from heartbreak, and she'd spent years trying to escape that legacy

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, stop!" He shrugged. "You're just weak. Quit acting like a baby and face those memories!"

Stepping forward, he traced a finger around her ring. "You don't deserve to be a Lantern, not if you can't handle your own issues."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can handle it, and being star sapphire is helping me." She replied

"…I'm reconnecting…and I'm healing…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Healing? How? You still can't remember anything from then. You're trying to heal with a knife in your side." Not-Jason scoffed, crossing his arms.

[starriest-lantern]

"Thanks for the feedback" she grumbled.

[not-the-real-robin]

"Feedback is what I do. You do nothing and dress it up as something." He pointed out.

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie huffed

"tell me something I don't know"

[not-the-real-robin]

He skips forwards, nodding. "You know everything I tell you."

Looking up, he glares at her, accusing. " But you don't acknowledge it."

[starriest-lantern]

"I acknowledged it when I could afford a therapist that wasn't an alien and also my coworker." She replied

"god maybe I should beg to join the justice league so I can ask black canary for therapy that doesn't drain my wallet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, you aren't acknowledging it now." He stopped, turning to her. "You aren't."

[starriest-lantern]

"Cus I can't afford it."

She groaned

"maybe I should beg hal to put a good word in for me… or ask Batman… that way at least I'd be able to save lives and afford a good therapist"

[not-the-real-robin]

He rolls his eyes. "Are you stupid? Batman doesn't believe in therapy. He just wallows in self-pity." Kicking the ground, he stares up at her. "Can't you just reflect on yourself?"

[starriest-lantern]

"yeah but he can get me into the league"

She sighed

"maybe I should just bake something… calm down…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Why do you think you'll get into the League?" He sneers, darting around her. "Go back. Hide and bake something, ignore the things you should be doing."

[starriest-lantern]

"I mean I'm competent, and hal likes me"

She replied

"you're just in my head, I can make you do whatever. You're only here cus I want you to be"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's not true. If you didn't want me here, then I'd be.. poofed!" He gestures. "You can't control your fears, and I'm all of those."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can certainly cope with them." She replied, a grin spreading on her face.

"I'm gonna make bannock, like how me and mama made it before…" she shook her head, shaking away the bad memory

"feel free to watch and critique i guess"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You can't." He says, dully. "You can't even talk about before, no less after."

[starriest-lantern]

"blah blah blah! I'm gonna do great! I'm gonna get better!"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You aren't." He shrugged.

[starriest-lantern]

"I'm not fighting you, Mr negative ten year old"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I'm not even real." He pointed out. "I'm not ten, either."

[starriest-lantern]

"if you're my negativity I can dictate that you are a ten year old, it's just how it works." She shrugged

"anywayyyyyys imma make some bannock…ooo maybe some jam too"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I don't have to be a ten year old." He says, stepping in front of her. His form warps, melting, before reconstructing as someone new.

Brown hair, brown eyes. A child, younger than 10. Susannah.

"Is this better?"

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie narrows her eyes

"Congrats, you're now the same hallucination as my usual ones"

[not-the-real-robin]

He frowns, melting back to Robin. Thinking for a moment, he turns back to her. "Oh! What if I look like.." Swivelling, he turns into AK. "This? Is this better?" He asks, strangely still sounding like.. well, not-Jason even while appearing as AK.

[starriest-lantern]

"well you aren't AK, so…" she sighed

"I'm way too tired to deal with this, I know you're my negativity, and I value your opinion sometimes."

[not-the-real-robin]

He turns back to Robin, frowning thoughtfully. "Hmm. Then what will get a reaction?" He asks Sukie, walking around her.

[starriest-lantern]

"dunno right now"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's no fun." He whines, following her.

[starriest-lantern]

"uh-huh tell me 'bout it." She heads back into her apartment, and into the kitchen

[not-the-real-robin]

He crosses his arms, inspecting the kitchen. "I hope your bannock burns." He grumbles.

[starriest-lantern]

"ok Debbie Downer"

[not-the-real-robin]

"What even is a Debbie Downer?" He asks, staring at her. "And your bannock will burn, I've decided."

[starriest-lantern]

"It's what you are that's for sure." She replied, teasing

"boo, I haven't even started baking yet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's too bad. And if I am one, you are too."

[starriest-lantern]

"nope! I'm a ray of sunshine and hope." She giggled, getting her baking supplies out of the cupboards

[not-the-real-robin]

"No. You aren't. You weren't back then. And, I'm your hallucination. Your embodiment of fear." He pointed out.

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie sighed, leaning against the alley wall and staring at the kid.

"yeah, I know it is. Know I'm a fuckin' screw up" she grumbled

"callin' me a coward or a freak ain't gonna get me upset, already know that"

[not-the-real-robin]

"But you are a coward. And a freak." He points out, circling Sukie giddily.

"You can't face those memories, you have. Right up.." He steps closer tapping a finger on her forehead. "Here!"

[starriest-lantern]

"m trying" she replied

"kinda hard to face memories that you've been actively repressing for more than five years"

Sukie fiddled with her ring, she'd got it from heartbreak, and she'd spent years trying to escape that legacy

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, stop!" He shrugged. "You're just weak. Quit acting like a baby and face those memories!"

Stepping forward, he traced a finger around her ring. "You don't deserve to be a Lantern, not if you can't handle your own issues."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can handle it, and being star sapphire is helping me." She replied

"…I'm reconnecting…and I'm healing…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Healing? How? You still can't remember anything from then. You're trying to heal with a knife in your side." Not-Jason scoffed, crossing his arms.

[starriest-lantern]

"Thanks for the feedback" she grumbled.

[not-the-real-robin]

"Feedback is what I do. You do nothing and dress it up as something." He pointed out.

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie huffed

"tell me something I don't know"

[not-the-real-robin]

He skips forwards, nodding. "You know everything I tell you."

Looking up, he glares at her, accusing. " But you don't acknowledge it."

[starriest-lantern]

"I acknowledged it when I could afford a therapist that wasn't an alien and also my coworker." She replied

"god maybe I should beg to join the justice league so I can ask black canary for therapy that doesn't drain my wallet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, you aren't acknowledging it now." He stopped, turning to her. "You aren't."

[starriest-lantern]

"Cus I can't afford it."

She groaned

"maybe I should beg hal to put a good word in for me… or ask Batman… that way at least I'd be able to save lives and afford a good therapist"

[not-the-real-robin]

He rolls his eyes. "Are you stupid? Batman doesn't believe in therapy. He just wallows in self-pity." Kicking the ground, he stares up at her. "Can't you just reflect on yourself?"

[starriest-lantern]

"yeah but he can get me into the league"

She sighed

"maybe I should just bake something… calm down…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Why do you think you'll get into the League?" He sneers, darting around her. "Go back. Hide and bake something, ignore the things you should be doing."

[starriest-lantern]

"I mean I'm competent, and hal likes me"

She replied

"you're just in my head, I can make you do whatever. You're only here cus I want you to be"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's not true. If you didn't want me here, then I'd be.. poofed!" He gestures. "You can't control your fears, and I'm all of those."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can certainly cope with them." She replied, a grin spreading on her face.

"I'm gonna make bannock, like how me and mama made it before…" she shook her head, shaking away the bad memory

"feel free to watch and critique i guess"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You can't." He says, dully. "You can't even talk about before, no less after."

[starriest-lantern]

"blah blah blah! I'm gonna do great! I'm gonna get better!"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You aren't." He shrugged.

[starriest-lantern]

"I'm not fighting you, Mr negative ten year old"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I'm not even real." He pointed out. "I'm not ten, either."

[starriest-lantern]

"if you're my negativity I can dictate that you are a ten year old, it's just how it works." She shrugged

"anywayyyyyys imma make some bannock…ooo maybe some jam too"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I don't have to be a ten year old." He says, stepping in front of her. His form warps, melting, before reconstructing as someone new.

Brown hair, brown eyes. A child, younger than 10. Susannah.

"Is this better?"

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie narrows her eyes

"Congrats, you're now the same hallucination as my usual ones"

[not-the-real-robin]

He frowns, melting back to Robin. Thinking for a moment, he turns back to her. "Oh! What if I look like.." Swivelling, he turns into AK. "This? Is this better?" He asks, strangely still sounding like.. well, not-Jason even while appearing as AK.

[starriest-lantern]

"well you aren't AK, so…" she sighed

"I'm way too tired to deal with this, I know you're my negativity, and I value your opinion sometimes."

[not-the-real-robin]

He turns back to Robin, frowning thoughtfully. "Hmm. Then what will get a reaction?" He asks Sukie, walking around her.

[starriest-lantern]

"dunno right now"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's no fun." He whines, following her.

[starriest-lantern]

"uh-huh tell me 'bout it." She heads back into her apartment, and into the kitchen

[not-the-real-robin]

He crosses his arms, inspecting the kitchen. "I hope your bannock burns." He grumbles.

[starriest-lantern]

"ok Debbie Downer"

[not-the-real-robin]

"What even is a Debbie Downer?" He asks, staring at her. "And your bannock will burn, I've decided."

[starriest-lantern]

"It's what you are that's for sure." She replied, teasing

"boo, I haven't even started baking yet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's too bad. And if I am one, you are too."

[not-the-real-robin]

RP Starter. (As this is a hallucinajason blog, I don't really know how well this starter will pan out, haha.)

Not-Jason giggles, lingering in the alley. Like a ghost, he's never really there. Nothing more than a figment of your mind, a fraction of a person.

He circles, smiling crookedly. Almost maliciously, like he wants to see you mad. After all, he is a thing of chaos.

"It's all your fault, you know."'

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie sighed, leaning against the alley wall and staring at the kid.

"yeah, I know it is. Know I'm a fuckin' screw up" she grumbled

"callin' me a coward or a freak ain't gonna get me upset, already know that"

[not-the-real-robin]

"But you are a coward. And a freak." He points out, circling Sukie giddily.

"You can't face those memories, you have. Right up.." He steps closer tapping a finger on her forehead. "Here!"

[starriest-lantern]

"m trying" she replied

"kinda hard to face memories that you've been actively repressing for more than five years"

Sukie fiddled with her ring, she'd got it from heartbreak, and she'd spent years trying to escape that legacy

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, stop!" He shrugged. "You're just weak. Quit acting like a baby and face those memories!"

Stepping forward, he traced a finger around her ring. "You don't deserve to be a Lantern, not if you can't handle your own issues."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can handle it, and being star sapphire is helping me." She replied

"…I'm reconnecting…and I'm healing…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Healing? How? You still can't remember anything from then. You're trying to heal with a knife in your side." Not-Jason scoffed, crossing his arms.

[starriest-lantern]

"Thanks for the feedback" she grumbled.

[not-the-real-robin]

"Feedback is what I do. You do nothing and dress it up as something." He pointed out.

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie huffed

"tell me something I don't know"

[not-the-real-robin]

He skips forwards, nodding. "You know everything I tell you."

Looking up, he glares at her, accusing. " But you don't acknowledge it."

[starriest-lantern]

"I acknowledged it when I could afford a therapist that wasn't an alien and also my coworker." She replied

"god maybe I should beg to join the justice league so I can ask black canary for therapy that doesn't drain my wallet"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Well, you aren't acknowledging it now." He stopped, turning to her. "You aren't."

[starriest-lantern]

"Cus I can't afford it."

She groaned

"maybe I should beg hal to put a good word in for me… or ask Batman… that way at least I'd be able to save lives and afford a good therapist"

[not-the-real-robin]

He rolls his eyes. "Are you stupid? Batman doesn't believe in therapy. He just wallows in self-pity." Kicking the ground, he stares up at her. "Can't you just reflect on yourself?"

[starriest-lantern]

"yeah but he can get me into the league"

She sighed

"maybe I should just bake something… calm down…"

[not-the-real-robin]

"Why do you think you'll get into the League?" He sneers, darting around her. "Go back. Hide and bake something, ignore the things you should be doing."

[starriest-lantern]

"I mean I'm competent, and hal likes me"

She replied

"you're just in my head, I can make you do whatever. You're only here cus I want you to be"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's not true. If you didn't want me here, then I'd be.. poofed!" He gestures. "You can't control your fears, and I'm all of those."

[starriest-lantern]

"I can certainly cope with them." She replied, a grin spreading on her face.

"I'm gonna make bannock, like how me and mama made it before…" she shook her head, shaking away the bad memory

"feel free to watch and critique i guess"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You can't." He says, dully. "You can't even talk about before, no less after."

[starriest-lantern]

"blah blah blah! I'm gonna do great! I'm gonna get better!"

[not-the-real-robin]

"You aren't." He shrugged.

[starriest-lantern]

"I'm not fighting you, Mr negative ten year old"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I'm not even real." He pointed out. "I'm not ten, either."

[starriest-lantern]

"if you're my negativity I can dictate that you are a ten year old, it's just how it works." She shrugged

"anywayyyyyys imma make some bannock…ooo maybe some jam too"

[not-the-real-robin]

"I don't have to be a ten year old." He says, stepping in front of her. His form warps, melting, before reconstructing as someone new.

Brown hair, brown eyes. A child, younger than 10. Susannah.

"Is this better?"

[starriest-lantern]

Sukie narrows her eyes

"Congrats, you're now the same hallucination as my usual ones"

[not-the-real-robin]

He frowns, melting back to Robin. Thinking for a moment, he turns back to her. "Oh! What if I look like.." Swivelling, he turns into AK. "This? Is this better?" He asks, strangely still sounding like.. well, not-Jason even while appearing as AK.

[starriest-lantern]

"well you aren't AK, so…" she sighed

"I'm way too tired to deal with this, I know you're my negativity, and I value your opinion sometimes."

[not-the-real-robin]

He turns back to Robin, frowning thoughtfully. "Hmm. Then what will get a reaction?" He asks Sukie, walking around her.

[starriest-lantern]

"dunno right now"

[not-the-real-robin]

"That's no fun." He whines, following her.

[starriest-lantern]

"uh-huh tell me 'bout it." She heads back into her apartment, and into the kitchen

[not-the-real-robin]

He crosses his arms, inspecting the kitchen. "I hope your bannock burns." He grumbles.

[starriest-lantern]

"ok Debbie Downer"

[not-the-real-robin]

"What even is a Debbie Downer?" He asks, staring at her. "And your bannock will burn, I've decided."