notae florentes

just thoughts

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I am trapped in self-censorship.

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Everything can be political

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We sharing the same blood, the last name,

but there’s nothing to put us together.

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All all do is surviving, when I’m supposed to live

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I fear I will never heal

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I wanna leave my body

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I’m not capable of doing things right. I always do the wrong things, say the wrong words. I screw up. Especially the good things.

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I am a liar, or I simply conceal a lot

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I’m addicted to notebooks.

I build an big ecosystem of journals. And when I see others who presents their ecosystem I feel like a messy. They have around 5-8 Journals and I have like 12. But I swear they all have a different use🤞🏻

There would be more but I try to hold myself back…

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Everyone can use AI as they wish, but please don't let AI interfere in art or other professions in general. AI will never achieve what we do because we act with emotions (yes, that can lead to terrible things), and AI doesn't have them. But how can you care for sick people, advise others, write books that touch you deeply, or paint pictures with soul without emotions?

AI cannot and MUST NOT do that.

It's completely utopian to think that the progress of AI will ever be reversed. Humans simply love to invent self-destructive things. But keep AI out of art and professions. It belongs to us, and it is solely our responsibility to use it.

You need empathy in professions and emotions in art.

And emotions and empathy are among the few things that AI cannot experience. If AI must exist, then please only as support, not as a replacement.

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I am nobody.

At least, not somebody.

And I can't even remember

who I was when I was somebody.

Was I ever somebody at all?

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Everything that I love will destroy me in the end

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For me, this picture can speak. Like I can literally hear him

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I have the endless urge to learn every language, try every hobby and learn everything, but I don’t even have time and energy for my own stuff.

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Why should I explain? You already decided I’m wrong.

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breathe

don’t look

look at the ground

ignore them

breathe

don’t look weird

act normal

no eye contact

breathe

count

they’re laughing at you

don’t move

breathe

…

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I’m so in love with this movie in ways I cannot explain. I swear, it’s literally imprinted in my soul.

It changed and shaped me. The characters are everything, the story is deep. I dunno but there’s no day when I don’t think about this movie more than twice. I wish I could watch this in endless loop.

Sounds weird but I don’t know how to explain.