H u m a n

Since I met you. Grayson Montrose. Human. Not a r e d h a w k. I promise Im not one of t h e m. This RPer took the Roleplay Anti-Hate Pledge {Indie Starcrossed RP blog. Sometimes nsfw. Ask box is always open. Tracking: notaredhawk}

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      ❝Then thank you.❞

[notaredhawk]

❝Its ok  -        lets go.❞

[rejectedbxte-blog]

    ❝Are you sure?                                                                                                                                                I don’t want to bother you..❞                                                                                                                       She probably could found it on her own-                                                                                                    but she was being nice. 

[notaredhawk]

❝ No, no its fine.          - Seriously. ❞     He probably can,    with an adequate amount of time. 

[rejectedbxte-blog]

   ❝  Yes? I was looking for the main office.❞

[notaredhawk]

❝ I can take you -       if you want.❞   He's such a liar,   he barely knows the way to his house.   But it cant be too hard to find right ?

[rejectedbxte-blog]

                  ❝Uh     Excuse me?❞

[notaredhawk]

❝ You ok ? ❞

     She certainly looked well,      anything but ok.

[notaredhawk]

 ❝ Hey . ❞     Before you jump to conclusions     he’s just happy to see you.     Nothing more,     nothing less.

[notaredhawk]

 ❝ Hey . ❞     Before you jump to conclusions     he's just happy to see you.     Nothing more,     nothing less.

[cadit-venatrix]

              ❝ you should listen, more, grayson —-                  people get hurt when they don’t listen ! ❞

     yes, she’s struggling.      but when does allison      argent admit that she      is struggling?

[notaredhawk]

      ❝What can you do that hurts more than this ? Huh ?❞      Well maybe      She should s t a r t.      Or she's going to end up      pushing people away.

[cadit-venatrix]

                    ❝ stop ! ❞

     she could hear the blood      that wasn’t even coursing      through her pounding in       her ears. she was dead.      dead —- dead —- dead.      the word tasted like tar      and hurt her mind.

                                 ❝ it’s nothing, honest. nothing. ❞

[notaredhawk]

         ❝ No ! ❞      He sighed,     Audible as it passed his lips.     She was struggling with something.    Something that she obviously couldn't deal with.    Not on her own.

[cadit-venatrix]

         ❝ you won’t understand, gray. ❞

                       he won’t.                        he’ll just run.                        or grow mad.                        she’d be mad                        if he died, too.                        or maybe he’ll                        leave the ghost                        girl on her own.

[notaredhawk]

         ❝Try me Alli.❞  

      He will.                                                                                                                                                 He cares about her.                                                                                                                           She's underestimating him.                                                                                                             For crying out loud                                                                                                                             He's worried about her.                                                                                                                     He can h a n d l e  it.

[cadit-venatrix]

                  ❝ i mean that its not important. ❞

    she can’t w r i g g l e her way out     of this one, can she? but she’ll try     until she dies a second death just     to save him from the messed up     knowledge that might have been      her downfall. he doesn’t need to     know of werewolves, banshees     and most of all, he doesn’t need to     know about the n o g i t s u n e .

[notaredhawk]

    ❝It looks pretty important to me.❞

 {He doesn't want to a c c u s e her of anything.                                                                             He really doesn't.                                                                                                                               But the way she's acting                                                                                                                   its making him think he might have to.                                                                                           If worst comes to worst.}

[cadit-venatrix]

          ❝ i can’t. ❞

   its the simple, honest truth that     comes from her lips — not that    she physically can’t, but that    she mentally can’t. allison finds    that it’s difficult to stomach the    idea of telling people that aren’t    the pack that she’s dead.    she can’t do that to him.

[notaredhawk]

    "What do you mean you can't ?"

 {He starts to feel sick.

  Something is really, honestly bothering her. He can tell that from the look on her face.  Maybe she's scared, or t e r r i f i ed, or frightened, or a n x i o u s, but whatever it is, she    is most certainly not ok.} 

[cadit-venatrix]

      she glances away — she’s done it       now, raised suspicion. she can        practically feel it radiating off of       him, but she says nothing. she       can pretend, it’s what she’s good       at — he won’t know. but then he       says of course i missed you and        her heart plummets. she’ll be gone       soon, probably, and he’s just        admitted to missing her already.

                  ❝ —— you’d better. ❞

[notaredhawk]

  {Now she's not freaking out about losing her maths homework. He's not saying its not a contributing factor, but its the main contributing factor. Something is very, very wrong.  So why doesn't he just ask. They're close enough for that, right ?}

     "Now -

          why don't you tell me whats really going on ?" 

[notaredhawk]

cadit-venatrix replied to your post: IM GONNA CRY SO MUCH ANGST ALREADY leave me to cry.

IM GONNA JOIN YOU OK. -snuggles-

[notaredhawk]

+theemerywhitehill

"Emery.

     - Hey."

 {He smiles, wide. Ridiculously so.

     He squints against the sun as he watches her, speaking again.}

"I haven't seen you since Luke's party."

[notaredhawk]

cadit-venatrix said: damn it, tumblr. also damn it tayla for giving me feels ur hurting me

Tumblr hates me. Just a fact. And hey, your hurting me just as much. My poor bby Grayson has no freaking idea omg.

[cadit-venatrix]

       at his observation, she can’t help but        tug back a little bit, pressing her lips         together though maintaining her smile.        she can’t let him know —- there’s no        reason for him to. unless he sees         tomorrow’s headlines. then she’s in        trouble.

                         ❝ you missed me, huh?                             i’m always cold.

                                          and i missed you, too. ❞

[notaredhawk]

  {He raises an eyebrow at her comment. 

Its a fair enough statement.

Im always cold.

 He's not exactly sure why he doubts it. He just d o e s.}

"Of course I missed you. "

[notaredhawk]

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