RAZIJUANA

Weed, good times, chill music, good vibes. I'm basically above ok, soo.

[razzyel]

It's been years

years and years and years and years and years and years and years

and I still think about you

[neckkiss]

Her (2013)

[danger]

[danger]

[neckkiss]

LOVE

[eliminated]

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[hatin]

via weheartit

[razzyel]

I’ve been out of touch with music. with things I loved. it feels like im back in this hole again. i thought i got out but its back. i miss people. i miss moments. i miss when i wasnt so tired all the time. i miss being in love with what i wanted to do with my dreams. now i just want to sleep. 

[razzyel]

I like seeing people happy. I wish I can do that for myself. Such bliss.

[pukicho]

Hamburger savior

[bassofthesea1]

he died for i burgers

[pukicho]

He’s a good sport

[liberalsarecool]

100% predictable. #ClimateCrisis

[dreamlikepoetica]

only darkness can understand another darkness.

- any scorpio placement

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[9710144]

IG : @ esquivestudio

[razzyel]

My little spot to vent

I feel alone on terms of support

I see my friends liking and sharing other things from other friends business or stuff they created. Cheering them on or occasionally giving them a shout out. Most of my closest friends have given me their support and that’s all that should matter, but i guess I’m not wired like that. My closest friends being 3 of them.

I look at the stuff others create, beautiful stuff and I love to share it too. Especially if it’s music. But the support (it feels like) is never likewise from others.

It may just be preference. Idk. Still doesn’t take away the feeling of being alone again. Also sometimes feels like the stuff I create is just not worth being put out. And that sucks cause idk what else I want to do. In general. I’m still young but giving up seems so much easier.

But I guess I’m just used to that. Creating and building useless things no one else will find interest in but myself. Idk why I try anyway. It doesn’t matter. I see my friends sharing the things that I think need to be shared and I’ll be fine letting myself drown with whatever monstrosity I create. Cause it just doesn’t matter. It just doesn’t matter.

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