halsey sentence meme.
from hopeless fountain kingdom.
part one. ( part two. )
civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
i am a child of a money hungry, prideful country.
hands so bloody, it tastes like honey.
i’m finding it hard to leave.
how can midas put his hands on me again?
he said ‘ one day I’d realize why I don’t have any friends. ’
i find myself alone at night, unless i’m having sex.
but i don’t let him touch me anymore.
i’m not something to butter up and taste when you get bored.
i have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors to find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door.
he said, ‘ please don’t go away. ’
i said, ‘ it’s too late. ’
i can’t stop thinking that i can’t stop thinking that i almost gave you everything.
and now the whole thing’s finished and i can’t stop wishing that i never gave you anything.
you wrote one hundred letters just for me.
i’m constantly reminded of the time i was nineteen.
i know this game; it’s all the same.
now if i keep my eyes closed, he looks just like you.
he’ll never stay; they never do.
now if i keep my eyes closed, he feels just like you.
i’m face to face with someone new.
would’ve gave it all for you, cared for you.
tell me where i went wrong.
would’ve trade it all for you, there for you.
so tell me how to move on.
they don’t realize i’m thinking about you.
it’s nothing new, it’s nothing new.
can you hear my heartbeat fucking kickin’?
your eyes light up ‘cause you best believe that i got something on my sleeve.
i walk my talk, no time for wishful thinking.
i push up on my toes, you call me ‘ sweet thing. ’
you thought you were the boss tonight.
i can put up one good fight.
i flip the script like i can take a beating.
you surrender to the touch.
don’t you see what you’re finding?
this is heaven in hiding.
when you start to look at me, a physical fatality.
you surrender to the heat.
i don’t have no time for conversation.
this ain’t what you usually do.
a girl like me is new for you.
i can tell you mean it ‘cause you’re shaking.
he tried to phone me, but i never have time.
he said that i never listen, but i don’t even try.
i got a new place in cali, but i’m gone every night.
i fill it with strangers so they keep ‘em alive.
she said she told you she knows me, but the face isn’t right.
she asked if i recognized her, and i told her i might.
everywhere i go, i got a million different people tryna’ kick it.
i’m still alone in my mind.
i know you’re dying to meet me.
as soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did.
i stayed a night out in paris where they don’t know my name.
i got into some trouble with that drink in my veins.
i got a problem with parties ‘cause it’s loud in my brain.
i can never say sorry ‘cause i won’t take the blame.
i know i always go missing, and you’re lying awake.
if you ask why i’m distant, oh i’m running away.
i know you wanna slip under my armor.
i don’t wanna fight right now.
now i know i need you ‘round with me.
nobody waiting ’round with me.
got a whole lot of love, but you don’t wanna spread it ‘round with me.
never pick up, never call me.
you know we’re running out of time.
never pick up when you want me.
now i’ve gotta draw a line.
i need to know you’re mine.
i’ve done enough talking.
baby, gonna love me now or never.
i want you to hold me down forever.
you know i wanna keep you around forever.
i want you to love me now or never.
i’m turning off the light right now.
i’m calling it a night right now.
we’ve been through it all.
i need you to make your mind up.
don’t take no more time up.
you gotta decide something.
i’ve missed your calls for months it seems.
don’t realize how mean i can be.
i can sometimes treat the people i love like jewelry.
i can change my mind each day.
i didn’t mean to try you on.
i still know your birthday, and your mother’s favorite song.
i’m sorry to my unknown lover.
sorry that i can’t believe anybody ever starts to fall in love with me.
sorry i could be so blind.
didn’t mean to leave you, and all the things we had behind.
i run away when things are good.
so it seems i broke your heart.
my ignorance has struck again.
i failed to see it from the start and tore you open ‘til the end.
someone will love you, but someone isn’t me.
they told me once, ‘ there’s a place where love conquers all. ’
i haven’t found it yet, but i’m still searching.
all i know is a hopeless place that flows with the blood of my kin.
perhaps hopeless isn’t a place, nothing but a state of mind.
they told me once, ’ don’t trust the moon, she’s always changing. ’
the shores bend and break for her.
nothing is here as it seems.