zay’s blog

ocd, anxiety, depression, autism - this is where i go to vent. TW FOR SELF DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOURS AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS! pls stay safe ily

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hey i’m not back on tumblr (well i am but i mean i’m not returning forever) but i just relapsed pretty badly and i feel like this is the least judgemental place i can go to. also i think i have ptsd

btw i’m in recovery just not doing good atm

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thought i would come on here and tell you guys i’m autistic lol

finally feeling like i can make sense of myself. im not going on tumblr anymore btw because i’m putting all my effort into active recovery. love you all, hope ur doing ok.<3

and im not dead! yet!

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i love forever not maybe

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ditching diet plans, just gonna try restrict as much as possible. diet plans are too slow

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started this new diet today, been on 700-1000kcal recently but not being so strict w it so hopefully this will help! doing kcals by food-exercise

day 1: 144.5lbs

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day 2: 143.75lbs

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day 3: 143.5lbs

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day 4: 143.25lbs

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day 5: 143.25lbs

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day 6: 142.75

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day 7: 142.75

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day 8: 141.5

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started this new diet today, been on 700-1000kcal recently but not being so strict w it so hopefully this will help! doing kcals by food-exercise

day 1: 144.5lbs

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day 2: 143.75lbs

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day 3: 143.5lbs

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day 4: 143.25lbs

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day 5: 143.25lbs

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day 6: 142.75

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day 7: 142.75

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guys i was so worried why my weight loss suddenly became so slow but i just got my period omg i’m only fat for like a week😌😌

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started this new diet today, been on 700-1000kcal recently but not being so strict w it so hopefully this will help! doing kcals by food-exercise

day 1: 144.5lbs

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day 2: 143.75lbs

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day 3: 143.5lbs

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day 4: 143.25lbs

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day 5: 143.25lbs

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day 6: 142.75

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started this new diet today, been on 700-1000kcal recently but not being so strict w it so hopefully this will help! doing kcals by food-exercise

day 1: 144.5lbs

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day 2: 143.75lbs

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day 3: 143.5lbs

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day 4: 143.25lbs

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day 5: 143.25lbs

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started this new diet today, been on 700-1000kcal recently but not being so strict w it so hopefully this will help! doing kcals by food-exercise

day 1: 144.5lbs

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day 2: 143.75lbs

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day 3: 143.5lbs

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day 4: 143.25lbs

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started this new diet today, been on 700-1000kcal recently but not being so strict w it so hopefully this will help! doing kcals by food-exercise

day 1: 144.5lbs

[notdesignedforthis]

day 2: 143.75lbs

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day 3: 143.5lbs

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started this new diet today, been on 700-1000kcal recently but not being so strict w it so hopefully this will help! doing kcals by food-exercise

day 1: 144.5lbs

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day 2: 143.75lbs

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started this new diet today, been on 700-1000kcal recently but not being so strict w it so hopefully this will help! doing kcals by food-exercise

day 1: 144.5lbs

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TW: CALORIE NUMBERS

do i have an eating disorder? no

did i just have a panic attack because i’ve had 700kcal today? yes

do i have an eating disorder? ok probably

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does anyone have suggestions for low cal meals? skipping tea (dinner) for me is not an option at the minute but i do have the choice of what meal to eat, any help?