Me, Myself, and My Chronic Illness @notevenactivewtf - Tumblr Blog

imagine like. getting married and then moving into your home together. going to bed bath and beyond. getting a nice toaster. ah, love. one day…..

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1: You are not lazy, you are ill. 2: You are not selfish for taking care of yourself. 3: You are not arrogant for loving yourself. 4: It’s okay to feel sad, but it’s not okay to let the sadness win. 5: Your worth isn’t defined by if a person does or does not love you. 6: Do not put all of your happiness into one person. Ultimately you have to be your own hero. 7: A healthy person does not wish to be sicker. There is no such thing as “not sick enough”. 8: It’s okay to be alone every once in a while. 9: A bad day doesn’t equal a bad life. 10: Sometimes not giving into your addictions will make you feel worse in that moment than if you had given in, but honestly, the worst days in recovery are better than the best days in relapse. 11: Strategies and techniques are your new best friend. 12: Eating doesn’t mean you’re weak. 13: Not eating doesn’t mean you’re strong. 14: The words ‘f*ck it’ do come in handy once in a while. 15: Your feelings are valid simply because you’re feeling them. You do not need to justify yourself. 16: Never feel guilty for being sad because “someone has it worse than you”. 17: People are not perfect. They will offend you, hurt you and let you down from time to time, but this can be from lack of understanding; it does not mean that they don’t love you. 18: You are not a burden. 19: You have to learn to love yourself before you can fully love someone else. 20: Do not let your illness define or limit you. 21: Don’t be afraid to walk away from toxic relationships/friendships. 22: Do the things you love. Every. Single. Day. 23: It’s okay to be different. 24: Good things can, do, and will happen to you. 25: Recovery is not about being strictly happy, it’s about learning to become whole. 26: You cannot change the past, but you can learn from it. So stop analyzing it and wondering about what you could’ve or should’ve done. Learn to let go. 27: Letting go isn’t a one time thing, you need to do it over and over again. 28: The bad things people say about you, actually are reflections of what they think of themselves, not you. 29: Everything seems bad when it’s 3am. 30: You’re not worthless, you’re priceless. 31: One day this pain will all make sense to you. There are things you need to learn. 32: Ultimately it’s only your opinion of yourself that matters. Do what makes YOU happy. 33: U hella rad.

Things I’ve learned in recovery. (via lindsaylately)

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i can’t remember growing up??

I can’t remember the point when adults started cursing around me without apologizing, or when I was allowed to get my own food. I can’t remember when I stopped sliding into my mom’s bed after having a bad night. I can’t remember when my mom stopped chopping my food up at dinner, or when my mom stopped checking on me while I was in the bath. I don’t remember things changing, I don’t remember growing up.

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Me: Treat yo self

My Bank Account: DO NOT TREAT YOURSELF

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I would like to travel the world with you twice. Once, to see the world. Twice, to see the way you see the world.

(via lizzbiannn)

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6:33am, 6:33pm.

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asian:

Perks of Dating Me:

I don’t go anywhere, so we can always hangout

I’m too ugly to cheat on you

Sometimes i’m funny

I live near a pizza restaurant

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“There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There’s .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that. There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I’m likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.”

I can literally watch this movie over and over again, forever.

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I watched it once and it screwed me up

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You can be in a relationship for two years and feel nothing; you can be in a relationship for 2 months and feel everything. Time is not a measure of quality; of infatuation, or of love.

What my relationships have taught me. (via lozzat)