NOT(YOUR)FAULT

NO ONE COULD POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND THE DEPTH OF YOU.

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will hunting from good will hunting. headcanon based, alternate universes available. by zawn, 22, they/she. exclusive to nonpareil chuckie sullivan

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soz folks moved will back to my multi <3

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@preluded : “and what do i get for my pain and suffering?”

you have always been searching for the greater meaning of it all. the how, the why, the reason why the universe has aligned itself perfectly to allow life to form and gain sentience; how cruelty did not need to be bred into men, and how millenia of evolution could not fix it.    you weren’t one for philosophy, men in waistcoats discussing theories as if their minds could conjure up a single original idea that hadn’t been thought about by someone lesser than them over a beer in a rundown bar.  pain and suffering was built in, inescapable mass unable to be exorcised—   it happens. you think she should just count her losses and move on like any other person;   how her pain and suffering does nothing to measure on the scale of global catastrophes [war, famine, death– she was looking for her glory amidst the wreckage].   you like to think you can figure out the life story of people from a single glance–     their hopes, their dreams, their purpose;  what went wrong, why they had never achieved.  it's like a game that you cannot stop playing, you pick at the seams as if to unravel the thread and let them come apart before they have the chance to figure you out.

“jesus—what, you want a reward or some shit?”    cigarette is lit and hangs from your lips following a bark of a laugh.    “yeah, newsflash.  your pain and suffering?  it means shit.  like, what—   some fucking washed up critic writes some shit that anyone can see with their fucking eyes but suddenly it matters because it’s in some fucking paper?  no–”     flare of free hand for added emphasis,  plume of smoke follows an outstretched cigarette.    “nothin’ in life comes without it. just got to get used to it.”

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what color does your love feel like?

cold stark gold. fireworks, borrowed lighters and sparklers against a dark backdrop, yours is a love that burns stark and bright. it's scary though, like things that burn always tend to be, but for you it isn't the thrill of the open flames that gives pause and a slight stomach drop of terror, but rather the time when the flames go out, the sparkler ends and the night is cold and dark once again. fireworks, borrowed lighters, a striken match, your love burns bright and fast and then maybe it passes, maybe the feeling dies out and you're left in the cold once again. and that's the feeling isn't it? of being bored and waiting for someone to light you up again? to be fair, you do know you don't need it, but then again we don't often crave the things we need. and you crave and yearn and burn in the wait, restless in the knowledge that at some point someone will pass and rub you the right way, that some day you'll light up the night sky bright yet again. there's comfort in the darkness and solace in the predictable loneliness of the in between, but your heart still squirms inside you, waiting and willing and begging to burn up again. your love might not be comfort, it's not one for the sick days, but then again, there's a reason why everyone waits for the shining lights in the sky during holidays.

tagged by: @parentify <3 tagging: whoever hasn't done it

[trashmemes]

SHAMELESS SENTENCE STARTERS PT. 1 quotes from pulled from the showtime television series. contains nsfw content. feel free to make alterations.

i would never leave you. ever.

not everybody just gets to blurt out how they fucking feel every minute.

if you’re gonna yell at me, go ahead.

how do you know you love me?

i want normal people problems.

it sucked, not being able to talk to you.

you’re my best friend and the best fuck i ever had.

if this turns out to be a big mistake, then let’s make it the most fun big fucking mistake we’ve ever made.

i’m not guilty!

wouldn’t be the first time someone’s disappointed me.

i don’t mean to be an asshole, it’s just genetic.

everybody always leaves.

i did everything for you, but you’re so fucking blind.

you know it’s not your fault, right?

just wondering if we’re a couple or not.

it’s not all on you.

i’m just glad you’re alright. i’m really, really fucking glad.

we’ve got to get a hold of [name], he should know.

you can’t drink him away. it won’t work.

i thought you didn’t wanna have any kids.

don’t fucking tell me what’s impossible!

the whole idea of marriage is a useless vestige of an archaic civilization.

it’s my pleasure to keep you barely functional. 

i’m not a tool, so you don’t get to treat me like one.

you’re better than this. 

i know you want to punish me, and i get it. i want to punish myself.

can we agree that offing people is not cool?

this house is so quiet.

i need you to let me let you go.

we’ve got nothing to be ashamed of. 

random destruction makes you think of me?

careless, mindless sex has set me free.

i’ll fight ‘em off while you run.

you have known from day one what you were getting into with me.

[berleezy]

shameless (us) 1x01 sentence starters. feel free to change pronouns/tenses/anything to suit scenarios, etc.

nobody's saying our neighborhood's the garden of eden.

hell, some people say god avoids this place altogether.

there's nothing they won't do for each other... or to each other.

we know how to fucking party!

you got a happy meal on the front of that shirt.

hey, that's my fucking bike!

how do you know all this?

i'm still gonna have to charge you for this.

this isn't charity.

can i borrow your deodorant?

it stinks in here.

sorry, there's a shirt i need.

we need to go if we're gonna get a ride to the club.

that bastard took my purse!

truly, honestly, one of the most heroic things i've ever seen.

uh, i was gonna offer to buy you a drink anyway.

hey, where do you think you're going?

if you were doing your job, he wouldn't have had to.

okay, come on. let's get a cab.

what's the law on sex with pets?

okay, you're full of shit.

you ever have a knob-job?

i mean, i thought we tell each other everything.

you are dead if he ever lays eyes on you. and i mean dead.

i nearly peed myself when you hit him. well, i did a little.

how many of you live here?

what'd that set you back about, six bills?

yeah, you'll be his third conviction. third or fourth...

it's not even midnight.

yeah, let me just take one last look at you while you're still alive.

how is that funny? it's not even funny.

i'm not a dumb prick.

hi, nice to meet you, i'm [name]. what's your pre-tax income?

you sure didn't mind watching him take off his shirt now, did you?

now i guess i'm stuck with you.

the [name] tag team, is that an option?

straight answer— if i hadn't busted my skull for you, would you have looked at me twice?

tell me to stop and i'll stop.

[name], are you home?

cops looking for you.

who the hell is that?

you just leave him there all night?

you see? that's the problem with working.

what the fuck is this?

wonder what your schedule's like on friday?

you're not that desperate.

quit pretending you don't even know me.

little known fact: don't just chew your food on one side. it can buckle your jaw which will buckle your hips and affect your posture.

hey, talk out of your ass with that much conviction, you end up needing a much bigger toothbrush. that's an anal fact.

guess what i made for your lunch.

kiss and i'll tell.

what are you hiding for?

it's just a study group.

the further you run, the more i will kill you!

can't remember whether that's good or bad.

tell us something we didn't know five hours ago.

oh, what have you done?

sow and thou shall reap.

reap what? what are you reaping now?

if he can do this, then the bastard's not worth it!

hey, you honor thy father.

get fucked!

don't try blaming me for this.

they say bad things happen in three. they don't. twos.

what's bad for him is really bad for you.

if you start lying for him...

i don't want the cops dragging me out of bed at four a.m.

but that happened, didn't it?

we're gonna be late, hurry up.

just tell me you didn't go and get some girl pregnant.

he hates me.

you probably scare him.

you must get sick of having to think for everybody?

if all you want is to be needed, then congratulations.

this whole city belongs to the jennas, i'm sick of them.

i swear, [name], you're nothing like anyone i've ever met.

you make me want to enjoy my life again.

people like you are used to getting your own way.

[name], i can't help my upbringing.

how come it's me having to apologize?

still looking for fun, [name]?

you must be joking.

listen to me, stupid. you think you know everything, but you know shit.

it makes you wrong, you fucking smart asshole.

who paid for this?

i was lucky, it almost missed me.

and what do i get for my pain and suffering?

where's the trust, [name]?

she better be dead, that bitch.

what's the one thing that we needed? one word. one thing.

oh, my god— i love this part.

i had a breakdown.

you went on a bender.

fuck off. it was a nervous breakdown.

i like him.

here we go, neighbors of satan.

he must really like you.

how can that be good for you?

alright, name a single time i've let you down.

did he start that rumor?

well, that was a bit gay. what you just did there with your eyebrows...

do you get used to that? can someone get used to that?

don't drop it. please, don't drop it.

[force-ghostt]

“He pushes people away before they get a chance to leave him. It’s a defence mechanism. And for 20 years he’s been alone because of that.”

Matt Damon as Will Hunting in Good Will Hunting (1997), dir. Gus Van Sant.

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smut rp?

sorry only interested in bar fights and construction

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excuse me, i’m afforded the right to speak in my own defense by the constitution of the united states. this is the same document which guarantees my liberty, and liberty — IN CASE YOU'VE FORGOTTEN — is a soul’s right to breathe. and when i cannot take a long breath, laws are girdled too tight.