[nothingabovetheseafloor]

making intentional effort to not agonize

how i have written myself into my own antagonist

a lack of understanding

of just how easy it is to burn so brightly

that everything you hold too close

combusts in between your fingertips

how easy it is to set fire to love

and the only warmth that remains

is in the glow of it all turning to ash

[heshit-deactivated20150402]

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

Mac Miller performing Angels (produced by Clams Casino) on November 9, 2013 at the OF Carnival in Los Angeles, CA.

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

Losing sleep when I can’t feel you

Counting seconds until the sun comes up

The sum would never compare

to the countless visions of your face

Your eyes set on mine unwavering, loving, trusting

Your skin absorbing the soft glow of your bedside lamp

Or the sounds you make when you’re half asleep

And the way your “i miss you”s hold my face

And your “i love you”s whispered in the dark

Still ring in my ears

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

You would have been 24 today

[sixmonthsandgone]

Kedi (2016), dir. Ceyda Torun

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

I miss picking through the sales racks at urban with you, there’s a night gown that I wanted to get you,

I know that’s silly

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

I’d give everything to hear you laugh again

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

I’ll leave the flowers at your feet

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

I want to ask you if you’ll come to Disneyland with us for her birthday, there’s a ticket with for you already

[selkielore]

literally going insane. marianne i’m not a religious person but I do sometimes think god made you for me.

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

#av

[ruhlare]

I see you in the cracks where flowers grow. I see you in the colors after the sun kissed the clouds. I see you in the stars that bring light to our darkness. I see you in the moon, as a lover and friend who is always by my side. I see you wherever love creates a home and beautifies it.

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

There’s a meteor shower this weekend

[ruhlare]

what do you call it when two souls reach out to each other but don't manage to touch?

[apocalyptikal]

Stay

[nothingabovetheseafloor]

I bought tickets to see Duster in October, and I wish I could call you and ask you to come with me.

[nothingabovetheseafloor]