Really just nothing here.

NO MINORS! 18+ ONLY 36f. It's me. I'm the nothing. Hi!

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Revamped Pinned Post

18+ ONLY! - Minors DNI.

(Hardish) kink fantasy blog - getting thoughts stuck in my head out. Research all your kinks before you play. Safe, sane consensual always. THIS IS NOT AN EDUCATION SOURCE.

This is your trigger warning! - I'm gross, I'm depraved, I have a bit of a sadistic streak. My posts will likely involve watersports, spit, verbal degradation, maybe some rimming? (but not scat) and more. If it's not your thing please move along, there's bound to be an abundance of softer cuter things for you to look at.

Messaging - the TL;DR is that I'm 36F, owned, but open for casual play and random tasks - I don't send selfies. Say hello first, but like you also don't need to do a full day of small talk before saying "Is it okay to insult you" or "would you consider doing a task?" I appreciate the directness.

Hard Limits - I am NEVER into bug chasing, scat, age play, incest/fauxcest (do not ask me to call you daddy), or race play. Seriously, not ever gonna be excited by these and I might expand the list later.

Post Master List linked here for stuff I wrote.

More About me - ramble version - I'm happy to make friends and maybe some casual text play/banter, but I have a Sir and I'm not really looking for another right now. I don’t do self pics, I do enjoy a creative task if we both happen to be bored. I'm out of practice and have limited privacy so that's a thing. I'm mostly here to look at the stuff I like and maybe do some fun tasks and maybe meet some nice interesting people

I run hot and cold with messages - start with a hi please. I'm not always in the mood to be insulted, but sometimes I am. I'm not always in the mood for tasks, but sometimes I am. Medications are messing with my libido so I may just disappear for awhile.

I'm bad at tags - I'll probably stick to a handful, may forget them sometimes, or may not have the spoons to do a proper job of it. I self label with community warnings, I'm also bad at that sometimes. I just really don't want to make another blog.

[desireddracula]

An older whore grunting as she gets down on her knees.

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Enjoy the look of terror when you tell her she keeps servicing the train of cocks until she can stand fully up in the 30 seconds between each man

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Serious question

What would happen if I rolled on the floor looking up at you with big puppy dog eyes and exposing my vulnerable soft tummy and tits? They look soooooo kickable. It would be such a shame if someone with boots and a leather belt were to stumble upon me right? Are you just staring at me? It's gonna make me whine! Oh nooooo, my legs spread revealing my exposed cunt too? Would be a tragedy if those boots had a steel toe...

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Piss hound

Good morning pet! I have a new training game for you, so do you want the good news or the bad news?

Hahaha, that was rhetorical of course, I know you just make cute noises like barks and whimpers. Look at your worried face though, so adorable. I think your nose could use some exercise and to help you with that I took a took a nice long piss somewhere in the house.

The bad news here is that you have 5 minutes to find it and clean it up.

I did say there was good news though! It was my first piss of the day and thanks to dinner last night it should be pretty easy to find once you get close enough.

Better get crawling! You really don't want to find out what the punishment for failure is.. You only have 4 and a half minutes left now by the way! Good luck!

[stemmingspark]

What about a little unfair game action?

Maybe the game was stacked against me to begin with. I agree to something dumb like a cup stacking contest where winner gets head but before we start my hands get cuffed behind me.

Or maybe the rewards themselves were unfair. Like I'm gonna suck your cock either way, but if I win I get to be on my knees giving you blowjob, but if I lose then it's a head upside down over the side of whatever full face fucking.

[When my friends flew over earlier this month, one girl that always talks shit about how she'd be able to take me in a fight for 6 consistent years wanted to arm wrestle. I managed to fit in time to aura farm before crushing her. Deeply embarrassing. Also I love how this ask is basically sheer misogyny disguised as a game.]

C/W: Misogyny :p

Actually, I think it'd be fun playing a game where you hope you might win. Not believing or thinking, but hoping.

Perhaps even something as simple as an arm wrestle. You're strong, right? You could take me an arm wrestle, right? If you won, you'd get anything you wanted. If you lost, it'd just be a blowjob. That wouldn't be too bad. Surely not.

God, it'd be fun letting you push my arm down a little. My teeth gritted as I pretend what a struggle this is. Excitement colouring your own face. Surely this is possible. Surely you could do this. Almost there. Almost ther— and then I'd stop shuddering. My arm would stop budging, like you're pressing down on some immovable object. You'd look up at my face and find my jaw relaxed and a slight smile hanging across my lips. You'd feel your arm pushed back up. Slowly. So slowly, as you begin to panic.

Giving you hope just to utterly crush it. God, that'd be so satisfying. If I'd beat you upfront, you wouldn't feel like this. You wouldn't feel so frustrated and angry and annoyed at your loss. You'd slowly feel the back of your hand hit the table before I let go and quietly smile. And as you'd get up to leave, the heat of the game still simmering inside you, you'd hear me click my tongue. Like I'm calling for some stray dog.

You'd whip back in anger, before noticing my stiff cock in my hand. The mix of rage and shock coursing through you would make for a very interesting face, I'm sure. I'd remind you that I'm owed a blowjob for winning. I'd won fair and square and I deserved my reward. Surely you wouldn't break your word?

Despite your frustration at me, the thought of breaking a promise would frustrate you even more. With a huff, you'd sit your ass down between my legs and wordlessly start sucking my cock. Bobbing your head up and down. It'd hardly be sensual or teasing. You'd simply try to drain my balls for the sake of the bet. Nothing else.

Up and down, up and down, and while you sink into your thoughts about how unfair this all is, you wouldn't feel my hands on your head. You wouldn't feel my fingers grip bundles of your hair. But you would feel as I begin to fuck your face.

Immediately, your hands would fly to my thighs, holding me back. Or trying to at least. After all, we'd already have established how weak you truly are.

God, I'd want to watch your eyes well with tears as you choke on my cock. I'd want to feel your twitch on my cock. But you'd never ask to stop, not even silently. That would be humiliating. I'd love to see your eyes weigh up your options.

Fight back and not just be weak, but a weak, sore loser. Or submit to being a human fleshlight for a man that clearly just needs to jerk off in your throat. Decisions, decisions, as my cock would scrape down the insides of your throat.

Ugh, I'd love watching you go red as you struggle. Adamantly holding on as fuck your face harder onto my cock. Almost as if to say "go on then, try your best." God, winning against you would feel so fucking good.

Fuck, I'd love to manhandle your skull into being the perfect little sex toy for me to empty my load in.

[desireddracula]

Girl, you're not allowed to come to your senses.

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Okay, but also like, what if you knocked some sense into me? Is that allowed?

[sadistmusings9]

Don't ask ai, ask girls. They love being useful and they're much prettier to look at then a screen. Make them useful and then make them blush by praising them for being so good.

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

We also make more satisfying noises if you give them a smack slam against the wall love tap if you don't like the answer you get.

[desireddracula]

If you dont know a woman's name, tits is a perfectly polite way to address her.

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Imagine being in a room and you hear "tits!" and you're one of 8 girls that immediately perks up and says "Yes?" looking around to see who to flash your namesakes to.

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Random thought

Fat girls can be fun because if you get going in them rough and fast enough it sounds like an entire audience is giving you a round of applause

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Pre-emptive reminder for the weekend

(because I'm usually late for these things)

If your family is toxic or detrimental to your mental health your decision not to interact with them is valid.

If your family is toxic or detrimental to your mental health your decision not to interact with them is valid.

If your family is toxic or detrimental to your mental health your decision not to interact with them is valid.

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Uh-oh

oh guys, oh guys, I may have made a mistake. I could feel my anxiety/paranoia ramping up so I took some cbd drops and now my body is more relaxed and a little sluggish, but my brain is still running around in circles like the building is on fire.

[sadistmusings9]

Will you crawl back to me darling?

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

You ask as if I haven't been right behind you all along~

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Caned

Had my first experience with a cane last night and can confirm that experiencing is truly appreciating an instrument. Like it hurts to sit, but also it hurts more the longer I sit - how does that even work?

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

That awkward moment when you acciidnetlly get yourself tipys

can't even take avdatage of muyself properly - drunk bitch can't evan gope the tits right, hows hse gonna find the clit?

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

My blanket feels like a mupprt, lowkey makes me wanna have aomeone shove thwie hand on my cunt until all my wordf sound like animal

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

That awkward moment when you acciidnetlly get yourself tipys

can't even take avdatage of muyself properly - drunk bitch can't evan gope the tits right, hows hse gonna find the clit?

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Task Report from Notes Challenge 1

See notes game post here

See results list here

I may have gone a bit too far.

So I wanted to start working on the tasks for my note game, and what better place to start than some impact play? I wanted to focus on my tits as well, so I started by putting two zip ties on each tit - one at the base and one in the middle (Safety first, remember to leave enough room for safe removal and keep removal tool in reach!). I have to be quieter in the house today so I did the 70 strikes to each tit, each inner thigh, and my cunt with a bamboo back scratcher with quick, sharp strikes. I tried to do them in sets of 5-10 until I got to all 70 on each part. My thighs and cunt are still burning from just those strike and I'm not prepared to close my legs yet. My tits are able to take more pain than though so I decided to continue with them even though I did make sure some of the strikes were directly on the nipple (those did hurt quite a bit).

So after the initial impacts I got a plastic hair brush out and started going to town. I was getting a nice little glow from it, but I didn't think it would achieve the full effect so I switched to bare knuckle punches. I would alternate between heavy precision strikes to fast and furious bursts making sure to hit both bulges. When I couldn't take it anymore I would switch sides and repeat. I did everything pretty equally to each side. I started to get some better color on them and when I needed a break from the deep hits I would go back to using the back scratcher again. After about three rotations I switched from the back scratcher to the handle of a fork. This is when I stuffed my sweaty sock in my mouth to keep from crying out too loudly. I felt like I was at the end of it. I was begging out loud for the punching to stop and trying to squirm away.

And then I saw the rubber bands I pulled out. I can't seem to get them to stay around my tits, but I pulled one out and snapped it on my left nipple. And screamed. And doubled over. After a minute or two when I recovered I snapped it on my right nipple. And screamed. And doubled over. And maybe teared up a little. The snaps from the thin bands felt like fire. After I recovered I thought "Well, I can't do it just once. But I'm not ready to do that again just yet. But I can't do nothing..." So more punching, more begging, more squirming. I couldn't take it anymore, time for rubber bands. Left snap. FIRE. I'm doubled over and screaming again. Right snap. MORE FIRE. This time a leg bounce gets added. Yeah, that was a lot, maybe I was done.

But...I wanna make sure all the Sirs who read about it will enjoy it. Were two snaps enough? I know what they'd say though. "You can take one more for me, right?" ......Of course yes. But not yet...One more short round of punching before I couldn't take anymore then swap sides one more time. There's a nice amount of color now and everywhere is sensitive to the touch. There's even a few little dark purple spots. With a shaking hand I lined up the rubber band again, pulled back and released. It's even more intense than the last two. I'm doubled over and shaking all over and saying "no no no no" because I know I have to do it again on the other side. I'm shaking so hard I miss on the other side a few times before hitting the mark. My body tenses, my leg does the bounce I've come to learn means I'm at the limit, even my abs ache as I'm curled up trying to recover.

After removing the zip ties even the slightest touch burns and aches which makes rubbing them for blood flow painful. And as I laid down after to take a little nap, between that and my still aching thighs and cunt (and inability to sleep on my back) I realized that there is no comfortable position that I can sleep in. So yeah, I think I started it off with a bang.

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

My long distance owner decided that I should roughly play with my tits and slap my cunt while on a voice call while he masturbated. It hurt soooo much twisting my nipples, clawing and digging at the bruises and slapping my poor aching cunt and I was whimpering and whining and begging while he just told me "I know it hurts, keep going" until he came. It just made everything hurt soooo much again and I'm definitely not going to be able to cum for awhile with how much everything aches.

Of course I thanked him for using my bruised tits and my cunt was so wet afterwards

[nothingtoseehere-7788]

Task Report from Notes Challenge 1

See notes game post here

See results list here

I may have gone a bit too far.

So I wanted to start working on the tasks for my note game, and what better place to start than some impact play? I wanted to focus on my tits as well, so I started by putting two zip ties on each tit - one at the base and one in the middle (Safety first, remember to leave enough room for safe removal and keep removal tool in reach!). I have to be quieter in the house today so I did the 70 strikes to each tit, each inner thigh, and my cunt with a bamboo back scratcher with quick, sharp strikes. I tried to do them in sets of 5-10 until I got to all 70 on each part. My thighs and cunt are still burning from just those strike and I'm not prepared to close my legs yet. My tits are able to take more pain than though so I decided to continue with them even though I did make sure some of the strikes were directly on the nipple (those did hurt quite a bit).

So after the initial impacts I got a plastic hair brush out and started going to town. I was getting a nice little glow from it, but I didn't think it would achieve the full effect so I switched to bare knuckle punches. I would alternate between heavy precision strikes to fast and furious bursts making sure to hit both bulges. When I couldn't take it anymore I would switch sides and repeat. I did everything pretty equally to each side. I started to get some better color on them and when I needed a break from the deep hits I would go back to using the back scratcher again. After about three rotations I switched from the back scratcher to the handle of a fork. This is when I stuffed my sweaty sock in my mouth to keep from crying out too loudly. I felt like I was at the end of it. I was begging out loud for the punching to stop and trying to squirm away.

And then I saw the rubber bands I pulled out. I can't seem to get them to stay around my tits, but I pulled one out and snapped it on my left nipple. And screamed. And doubled over. After a minute or two when I recovered I snapped it on my right nipple. And screamed. And doubled over. And maybe teared up a little. The snaps from the thin bands felt like fire. After I recovered I thought "Well, I can't do it just once. But I'm not ready to do that again just yet. But I can't do nothing..." So more punching, more begging, more squirming. I couldn't take it anymore, time for rubber bands. Left snap. FIRE. I'm doubled over and screaming again. Right snap. MORE FIRE. This time a leg bounce gets added. Yeah, that was a lot, maybe I was done.

But...I wanna make sure all the Sirs who read about it will enjoy it. Were two snaps enough? I know what they'd say though. "You can take one more for me, right?" ......Of course yes. But not yet...One more short round of punching before I couldn't take anymore then swap sides one more time. There's a nice amount of color now and everywhere is sensitive to the touch. There's even a few little dark purple spots. With a shaking hand I lined up the rubber band again, pulled back and released. It's even more intense than the last two. I'm doubled over and shaking all over and saying "no no no no" because I know I have to do it again on the other side. I'm shaking so hard I miss on the other side a few times before hitting the mark. My body tenses, my leg does the bounce I've come to learn means I'm at the limit, even my abs ache as I'm curled up trying to recover.

After removing the zip ties even the slightest touch burns and aches which makes rubbing them for blood flow painful. And as I laid down after to take a little nap, between that and my still aching thighs and cunt (and inability to sleep on my back) I realized that there is no comfortable position that I can sleep in. So yeah, I think I started it off with a bang.