chat, did I stir the pot on accident or is it like, valid or whatever?
Ommggggg yalllllll RGAH ive got this online friend WHOM I HOLD NEAR AND DEAR TO MY HEART like I fr love him soooo muchhh (platonically) and they added me to a gc full of other slimeranters, and also one other person who doesnt rant, they lipsync to songs, but they fit the pjo theme ig, idk, theyre lovely though, and in the gc there was this guy, his online alias is jason grace so we'll just call him that, and jason was my besties bestie and we got along but then a few days in I mentioned how bestie said if we ever met irl they were gonna ask to kiss me and jase was like "your too young to develop none-platonic feelings" (im the youngest in the gc) and like, im 90% sure that like, some people develop romantic feelings at like 20 and some develop them at like 8, and so that was weird, especially cause me and bestie are purely platonic, we flirt a bit but its all jokes
Then a few days later he privately messaged me and he was like "dont get too attached to bestie, whatever you two have going on, online things dont last" and i was like "mad cap yo, of course this aint gonna last, im young as hell, aint nothing from this gonna last, if you spend your life trying to avoid loss and grief your just gonna end up grieving the life you couldve had"
And so like, I was getting a whiff of bad vibes as the french say for lack of a better term, and then I was like "freestyling rap until i say something gay, yo, im in the groupchatI WANT OCTAVIAN I WANT OCTAVIAN GGHRAH 👅👅👅" and he was like "i hste octavian, octavian sucks" and then his humor started getting really oddly dark, and he was talking about this girl wh0 typ3d l1k3 th1zzzz =W= and she was really annoying and unstable, then he just randomly said "she has 5 girlfriends and shes delusional." And I was like "oh is she poly?" And he was like "yeah, but shes probably open to anything, shes desperate" and i was trying to relate so I said "oh i knew somebody poly once" and he was like "damn, sorry" and i was like "whats that supposed to mean?" And he was like "they probably sucked" and then he starts going off about microterm sexualities and neopronouns and I was like "???? Okay, they didnt suck, i was just trying to relate, keep their name out of your mouth, and thats transphobic, your literally gay and transphobic, what?????" And then we start arguing cause this dude is crazy apparently, and then eventually he was like "okay, how am I a bad person?" And I was like "your not worth explaining to, im not wasting any more mental capacity on you" and he was like "ha, i win ✨️✨️" literally said "I win" then two sparkle emojis and I was like "maybe your onine friendships dont last because you act like this" and then I stop talking to him because I had anger issues when I was younger and learned not everybody is worth fighting with, and then he starts backtracking and hes like "I was just ragebaiting" and so im like "thats still bad, i still dont like you" and he was like "???? Literally what did i do??" And im trying to ignore him rn, but like, did I stir up unneeded drama?
