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 hey  but  consider  an  a  chameron  au  using  the  last  five  years  as  the  model .

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FRIENDLY REMINDER UR CHASE REMAINS A+++++++++ xoxo, ur other dad, wilson.

FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT U R A TREASURE TO THIS WEBSITE.

A GODDAMN TREASURE.

AND SO IS YOUR WILSON AND SO IS EVERY OTHER CHARACTER YOU PLAY BY NATURE OF THE FACT THAT YOU GRACE THEM WITH YOUR THOUGHTS AND YOUR WRITING.

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lovcdandlost:

                        she pops her head around the corner, rapping lightly on the glass of his office.   a broad smile’s fixed on her face  ( something a couple of the other nurses have brought to her attention whenever he’s mentioned ).       ❝    hey, are you busy right now ?  i thought maybe we could go to lunch or something.    ❞       dark eyes land on him, and her forehead wrinkles in concern.         ❝    hey… is, uhm, is everything alright ?  should i come back later ?    ❞        

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once, twice, he rolls the ball between his hands, stares at the wall rehearsing what he’ll say to foreman.   they’ve known one another long enough;  chase can more or less expect him to follow the script he’s drafted.  “you yelled at a patient.”   “she wanted house to come back and be her doctor so bad, i thought i’d give her a glimpse of what that might be like.”    “that doesn’t-----”

but then   ANNA, SWEET ANNA !      her timing is impeccable, not unlike  her skin and her hair and her eyes.       ❝    everything is .  .  .     better than it was about twenty minutes ago.  ❞       he’s to his feet in an instant, ball on desk to free his hands for reaching for his jacket.   hurried steps across the room.    they’ll have to get away while they still can.       ❝    lunch sounds perfect.  anywhere you wanna go ---- my treat.  ❞  

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 hey  but  consider  an  a  chameron  au  using  the  last  five  years  as  the  model .

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            “ ------- I’M QUITTING. ”     his voice reverberates off the walls and he grimaces at how loudly it echoes back in his ears  ;     he didn’t MEAN to declare it quite so loudly -- just her and him and the modest office surrounding them -- but a part of him fears if he doesn’t say it assertively enough, he’ll try to take it back.   and he can’t -- won’t let himself.    softer, but no less forcefully,   “more accurately, i’m requesting a leave of absence to return to new jersey.   but i’m showing the decency of letting you know ahead of time that i have absolutely no intention of returning from it.   hence .  .  .   quitting.” 

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" matt is in a bad mood, and you are in a bad mood. at least I can help you feel better. what's wrong? " from gabby

“we share a hive mind.   the third triplet living in britain must’ve burnt his mustache on his tea.   it’s the only logical explanation.”    he shakes his head, moves to brush past her.     for all their shared history, gabby ?     isn’t HIS wife.   her efforts are perhaps better served supporting the american with his visage through whatever hardship has befallen him.   or responding to fires or —- taming shrews, for all chase cares right now.    “s’cuse me .  .  .” 

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"hey... you alright?" lovcdandlost; anna

two stiff blinks before her voice registers with his.  then the surprise of her presence straightens his spine, posture righted as he turns to face her.   he was supposed to meet her downstairs, wasn’t he ?    or —– was he ?     he can’t remember now.     there’s a fog between him and the clock.    between him and her.    he hopes she’s far enough away not to see it in his eyes.

a barely-trembling hand raises to comb through hair he temporarily forgets is so short.   fingernails graze across his scalp and he relies on that feeling that scratch to level his tone.

            “ ANNA .      sorry,  i was —— case files. ”   there’s a file on his desk from the last patient (discharged yesterday).    he brandishes it as if it’s proof, drops it back down on the desk, and pretends the noise of the collision doesn’t make him flinch in spite of himself.             “ sorry, just .  .  . let me —– let me grab my coat. ”

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icb robert chase cut off all his hair because it got too depressing having long flowing locks and nobody around to play w/ it ............................

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I’D LIKE YOU TO IMAGINE    how many people who knew jack fucking shit about house tried to say dumb and meaningless words of comfort to chase after he took on the dude’s position post - s8.   how many people who were only tangentially important in his life tried to tell him that house would be proud of him or what the fuck ever.

it always happens when somebody dies and chase wouldn’t be immune to it.   and on any given day, he’d either plaster his pretty boy smile  or  shrug them off so hard they beak their necks hitting the ground.  

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yeah um cool so this is vaguely a sort of starter call, but idk if i’ll ever actually get around to really writing them but uh ----- lmk if you’re okay with writing immediately post-series things with me at some point in the next month !!!!!!

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okay so this is poorly written but i just wanted -----  NEEDED ------ to talk for a sec about how much i   HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE  chase’s line at house’s funeral is handled.    because i loathe it.     and i’ve always loathed it, but i’ve never sat and written about it.  

the main issue with it isn’t his line itself, but rather how it’s positioned with cameron’s line that follows it.

when someone uses the word “but,” whatever comes after the but is clearly weighted more than what comes before it.   (hence why it’s a dick move to say something like  i’m sorry that happened but really it shouldn’t have been a big deal   or  it’s so popular in “Feelsy” breakups for someone to say   i love you but that just... isn’t enough.   this isn’t a concept that i should have to explain further.) 

if go you watch the scene itself,   you’ll find that cameron’s BUT  somewhere in there  voiceover begins while chase is still on screen.   which, yes, the voiceover happens in transitioning between every character in order to make the scene feel smoother but (lol see what i did there)  cameron !!!!  is the only one who comes in on a conjunction !!!    therefore, cameron’s line seems to be a continuation of chase’s !!!   instead of either of them getting to have a complete thought (like literally every single other character gets) theirs are inherently connected. 

(cameron fans should be mad about this as well, btw, because this also means that she doesn’t get to have her own complete thought.   we never get to know what presumably negative criticism she brought to the table that she was negating.  product of the show loving to display them as a package deal even after they finally got the closure that severed that tie.   which is just stinking bullshit.) 

anyway, until cameron pops in, chase is the only character to have said a “negative” comment about house without qualifying it with a positive.   until cameron steps in with her statement about his capacity for love :) 

anyway, i get that we need all of the characters to be romanticizing house in some way in order to make wilson’s divergence from his notes more profound and all that.    i get it.   i’ll even buy it.   but that doesn’t mean that chase’s line couldn’t have been like stacy’s  (he was a trying boyfriend, but i never stopped loving him)  or something.   anything.  

i’d take a:  “he wasn’t always easy to deal with.   but he was always an honor to work for.”     or a  “he wasn’t always easy to deal with.   but i wouldn’t trade a single day.”   or a   “he wasn’t always easy to deal with.  but neither is knowing he’s gone.”

(or personally, i headcanon very strongly that at some point while he was up there, chase defaulted to some cheesy fucking bible quote because he still defaults to that catholic indoctrination in times of trouble.  they could’ve pulled something about gratefulness to parallel it to thirteen’s quote or something.) 

god knows, chase spent half of his time in the show romanticizing the shit out of house and being desperate for affirmation and the other half  seeing through house’s bullshit with clarity unlike most.   but instead of capitalizing on The Perfect opportunity to highlight both of those dynamics.........

there’s plenty examples of questionable writing in the last season.  chase fare better than most in this regard.  but his last line is just.... not justice done my friends. 

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i  got  tagged  in  this  5 ever  ago --------  five  similarities  and five  differences  between  mun  and  muse: 

FIVE  SIMILARITIES : 

1.    we  both  have  negative  relationships  with  our  parents  /      absent  father  and  tumultuous  relationship  with  mother .       the  fall  out  for  both  of  us  has  been  a  really  fucked  up  way  of  viewing  what  gives  us  worth  and  what  makes  us  deserving  of  love / affection ,     as  well  as  hyper-fixation  on  receiving  validation ,     often  from  those  least  likely  to  dish  it  out .       we  consistently  seek  out  mother  and  father  figures  in  other  people  to  sort  of  fill  that  void .

2.     somewhat  related  but  with  different  manifestations  than  the  above ,    we  both  obsess  over  the  idea  of  getting  closure .        we  can’t  move  on  until  we  find  some  semblance  of  it ,   which   sometimes  results  in  us  going  to  very  far  and  odd  lengths .

3.     we’ve  both  lived  through  a  significant  period  of  our  lives  with  people  around  us  believing  we  had  significantly  more  money  than  we  actually  have .       that  sort  of  thing  leaves  you  with  a  strange  perception  of  self ,     i  think .

4.      we  both  have  an  intensely  catholic  background  that  we’ve  shed  in  a  lot  of  obvious  ways .      but  whenever  someone  around  us  says  something  about  scripture  or  doctrine  that  just   isn’t  right ,    we’ll  both  be  found  correcting  them .       and  if  we  ever  end  up  at  mass ,     you’ll  catch  us  both  receiving  communion  because  we  just .  .  .     can’t  bring  ourselves  to  deny .

5.      we  both  drink  alcohol  a  lot  but  have  maintained  a  fairly  healthy   relationship  to  it ,     with  some  periods  of  our  lives  being  the  exception .      not  alcoholics  though .

FIVE  DIFFERENCES :

1.      even  though  we  both  love  kids ,    he  actually  wants  to  be  a  parent  and  i  definitely  don’t .

2.      he prefers  warm  weather  and  i  am  definitively  a  fall  and  winter  baby .

3.      at  the  end  of  the   day ,      we  exist  on  different  sides  of  that  gryffindor / slytherin  line ;     him  being  the  gryffindor  and  myself  being  the  slytherin ,     if  that  wasn’t   already  abundantly  clear .

4.      doctor    vs .     high  school  english  teacher .     lmao .

5.    he’s  actually  allergic  to  strawberries ;     i  just  hate  them  so  much  that  i  sometimes  lie  and  say  i  am  in  order  to  avoid  having  to  eat  them .

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Are you talking about your Marine? Because damn, I shipped that...

not  my  marine anymore, but yeah.   so did fucking i…