Still Fat

23YR, Uni, Ht: 5’6”, GW1: 190lb, GW2: 150lb, GW3: 110lb UGW: 93lb

[s4ltybutth0les]

The feeling of an empty stomach is so comforting

[nothungryjustfat2]

Hey all, sorry I haven’t been posting as much on here. Nothing really too drastic going on, I just don’t use Tumblr as often anymore

If you want I’m a lot more active on Twitter @nothungryjustf1 if you all are interested

[please-help-im-lost-deactivated]

I hope this hasn't been done before

[channiesbigfeet]

[nothungryjustfat2]

Guess who’s back and still hates herself 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

[deadslct]

ed memes be like

dïët çœkē. grëêb tęæ.

SKINNI.

[xoutofmyleague]

oh to look good in a little dress like this

[nothungryjustfat2]

Trying to eat normal meals and portions that isn’t coffee and nicotine and my body’s like “hmmmm acid reflux to make you throw up 😈”

[fitnafat-deactivated20201127]

The lion, the Witch and the Audacity of this Bitch.

How many times do I need to remind y'all that eating disorders aren't 'weight loss tips💕💕'?

I do not Stan for shit like this.

Lemme say it louder for the people in the back who have clearly not gotten the memo yet.

"MY, OR ANYONE ELSE'S EATING DISORDER IS NOT FUCKING WEIGHT LOSS TIPS FOR YOU.

WE ARE SUFFERING IN OUR BODIES WITH A SELF-DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOURAL LOOP THAT WE CANNOT GET OUT OF.

WHAT WE ARE DOING IS UNHEALTHY. WE KNOW THAT WHAT WE DO TO OUR BODIES IS UNHEALTHY.

WE ARE NOT GONNA GIVE YOU WEIGHT LOSS TIPS BECAUSE WE DO NOT WANT OR SUPPORT ANYONE HAVING AN EATING DISORDER."

Thank you for listening to my TedTalk.

I'm not going to do the obligatory 'Reblog if you agree!' because I think that every rational person, whether they reblog it or not, has to agree with me on this.

[cow-plush]

scale: you've lost weight!

clothes: you've lost weight!

mirror: what's up you f@t bitch

[nothungryjustfat2]

Day 16🌹:

I’ve been loosely trying to lose weight through high school, meaning that I tried for a week and then gave up frequently. I really took it more seriously when I started university and I actually managed to drop to 200lb. But the last year I just kinda gave up and gained all that weight back.

Now I’m taking it more seriously for my health because I do not want to spend my 20’s in the 200s

[nothungryjustfat2]

Day 15🌹:

I actually was vegetarian throughout most of high school. However I gained a lot of weight cause pretty much all I ate was processed foods like Morningstar. I think I would consider being a vegetarian or vegan again, or at least cut back on meat

[bonesbabee]

I feel like a LOT of people with eating disorders had toxic mothers that constantly commented on their weight as a child

[nothungryjustfat2]

Day 14🌹:

Honestly, I don’t have a set goal weight. But it it between 105-115lbs. According to losertown I should reach it by April of 2021 but I’m hoping it would be sooner 🙃

[nothungryjustfat2]

Day 🌹 13:

Supposedly intermittent fasting can be healthy cause it reduces the risk of heart disease, cancer, and diabetes; but also increase cortisol which makes your stressed. So.......yes but no?

[nothungryjustfat2]

I hate it when I decide to break my fast for food and the food ISN’T THAT GOOD TO BEGIN WITH OMFG

[nothungryjustfat2]

Day 12 🌹:

Lately, I’ve been eating a lot of low cal tuna packs since I have plenty in stock. Other than that I try to incorporate as many veggies as I can when I’m not fasting