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27 / nb / misgendering & detrans

[notreally-ftm]

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side-blog for misgendering and detrans. post-top op and on hrt. i don't look like a girl to you, don't ask to see me. this blog is for me to indulge in aspects of my gender; you will not change me and i will not change for you

you can ask my deadname in DMs

being treated as a girl feels affirming to me, as does having my transness highlighted in the process. i like having my biology emphasized, i love having my masculine features seen as desirable or fun additions to it. i already have a complex relationship to my body, i don't need to have cisnormative beauty standards stacked on top of all that

known limits: real or serious relationships; slave dynamics; raceplay; me domming or topping; doing anything with toilets (licking etc); spit; pics and nudes; me caregiving in ageplay; weight loss and thinness; findom; being degraded

if it isn't a limit i might be into it more or less, some favorites under the cut

besides detrans: body mods; snuff; feral; praise; corruption; breeding and pregnancy; weight gain; ageplay; identity play; cannibalism; hucow; piss; owner-pet dynamics

[drunk-g00ner]

Straight guys finding me hot is so peak nghh

[notreally-ftm]

i really used to love my deadname before i was trans, i always thought it was fun and really special, but obviously that changed when i started thinking i was a boy. i think that makes being deadnamed much more appealing to me, the idea that you could get me back to that mindset, make me start calling myself by it again with the same enthusiasm i used to have for it 🩷

[roboboycunt]

Finding a boyfriend who hypnotizes and gaslights you into believing that you're a girl and you've been his girlfriend for a while just so he can get you pregnant and make you his pretty little stay at home wife when 😍

[notreally-ftm]

i hope one day someone really messes with my head enough that i fully see myself as a girl again, rapes me until i no longer think of bottom surgery at all and love my pussy, and resurrects my deadname and has me go by it again 🩷

[fakevenetianboy]

Who is going to grope my post-op tits, and tell me that flat-chested women deserve appreciation too?

[luckypurplecabin]

I need to be forced to accept that my deadname is my real name

[mortalmindsstuff]

Girls are so pretty I wish I stayed one ><

I want to wear pretty clothes and have cute hairstyles and makeup, and I want to look and feel soft and feminine :(

[chirin-lambchopz]

call me good girl i promise i will react like a regular man does n i wont even soak my panties about it

[onetrailblazerr]

wowwww i cant believe there's no one in my dms making me call myself a girl. or something

[fakeboyfantasies]

Your detrans kink was just fun roleplay until the ultrasound. Now you’re staring at the baby on the screen, tits heavy, belly round, and finally admitting out loud that you were never a real boy at all.

[fakeboy-fucktoy]

fuck i need to be raped by someone who only sees me as a girl so bad

[notreally-ftm]

suuuch a strange time with gender lately honestly like i do kind of feel like a girl a lot of the time but there are boyish parts to it too? it feels kind of stupid but "fakeboy" as a term seems to capture it way too well, like i want to be called she and a girl, but also be thought of as a boy in some ways. maybe that initially i just come off as a subby guy but after seeing my body it all flips to me being a boyish girl after all... or that my masculine aspects are celebrated while im firmly seen and referred to as a girl? it's tricky to make sense of this but at least it gets my pussy dripping hehe 🩷

[ywnbawfreak]

You're gay? Go ahead and prove it, then. See that ftm? Let your dick sink into her pussy. Looks like a guy, talks like a guy, claims to be a guy. It'll be fine, you tell yourself. It's gay sex, right? You can feel how nicely she's milking your cock with every thrust, how wet and warm and addicting it is. You keep telling yourself that you're gay, that it's gay, but you'll never get hard for dick anymore. Afraid to admit that you've been fully converted, you'll search for more ftm pussy. They're not women, so it's not straight. You're not straight but you're addicted to pussy. Your brain is telling your to take your condom off and breed, breed, breed. She's moaning under you, her cunt is fluttering around your cock. Fuck. You free it from latex and push it as deep as possible, filling her with cum. She gasps at what you've done, tries to get up but you keep on thrusting, hold her down and finally admit it. You're straight and you've never felt better.

[hhhhngghgm]

not a day I don’t think about how much more useful I could be to men if I hadn’t been stupid enough to inject men’s hormones and mutilate my chest.. if only I could have been raped so id know my place

[hardhypnotist]

I want you to sit down, get comfortable, and relax your shoulders. Take one long deep breath in through your nose then exhale that same deep breath out through your mouth. Now breathe in for 4 seconds, hold your breath for four seconds, and exhale for four seconds. Keep breathing like that for me while you slide one of your hands up your inner thigh and let it rest on your crotch. Take one more deep breath in and out again before you steady your breathing back to normal. Repeat after me “ I’m a girl and that’s okay. I’m a pretty girl and that’s okay. I’m a horny girl and that’s okay. I’m a dumb girl and that’s okay. Girls aren’t smart and that’s okay. Girls are weak and that’s okay. Girls are stupid and that’s okay. Girls are sluts and that’s okay.”. Now slide that soft little hand in your pants and rub your princess parts like a good girl. Play with that pretty clitty until your cunny is dripping down your thighs. That’s right, if you want more attention you’re going to have to earn it. Repeat after me “My pussy owns me and that’s okay. I’m a slave for cock and that’s okay. I’m walking porn and that’s okay. I’m made for dick and that’s okay.”. Now hands off your cunt. Take a little bit to punish yourself for being so greedy. Take that aching empty feeling between your legs like a good girl. That’ll teach you to put a man’s pleasure first. If you can use that hand of yours to violate your own pussy, then surely you can use it to grope yourself up. Just imagine your hand is a big strong man’s hand. Go ahead feel your soft curves, your puffy nipples, and your plush lips. Now slide a finger or two inside yourself, feel the tight desperate grip around your fingers. Is it any wonder why men’s dicks get hard thinking about using you? Is there even a question in your mind that you’re made for anything else other than draining a man’s balls. Finger fuck yourself the best you can princess. If you’re too tight and pathetic feel free to go back to rubbing out all of your braincells through your clit. What good are thoughts to a sex doll anyway? Why should you stress, worry, or think when there are men to do that for you. It’s a waste of your time, a distraction from your true purpose and happiness. Say it for me bimbo “ I live to worship men and that’s okay. Men are my gods and that’s okay. I play with my pussy for the patriarchy and that’s okay. I’d trade all my rights to be a pregnant housewife and that’s okay.”. That’s it, just let go, enjoy the only real pleasure of being a woman. Enter a state of pure and total submission in both your mind and body. You have my full permission to either cum from toying with yourself to my words or to edge and ruin yourself forever to them so you can focus more on what really matters, pleasuring men.

[girrlyslvt]

i know everyone is crazy about being forced to detransition and denial and stuff but being gently hand held through it and made to associate femininity with pleasure is so hot to me

call me a woman and my real name while making me cum over and over until i cant think anymore. i want to crave it so badly that i just start feminizing myself and get rewarded with more pleasure