Gideon

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All of my DC muses canon or otherwise have been mused to this blog. Any threads will be continued here and these blogs will be made into archives This is simply for my own sanity because I have way too many blogs to keep up with checking them all. This way I have one blog to check for replies and make replies on. I will be drafting any replies as they are finished now, and the Queue will be used from now on.

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I’ve whittled down to 7 drafts so like for a starter when I get back from wintergreen park tomorrow!

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I’ve whittled down to 7 drafts so like for a starter when I get back from wintergreen park tomorrow!

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 ❝ i love you, ❞  i thought.                  but i didn’t say it. 

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       i didn’t want to fall in love, not at all. but at        some point you smiled, and holy shit, i blew it.

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and when we kissed each other for the first time i could swear i heard our souls whisper ever so quietly, “welcome home.” 

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          i tried to love you less,                           but i couldn’t do it. 

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          the odds are not in our favor but,     you are a RISK that i’m willing to take. 

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i love you & nothing is going to change that. i can’t stop loving you, even if you wanted me to. 

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                 wise men say only fools rush in             but i can’t help falling in love with you                    shall i stay would it be a sin             if i can’t help falling in love with you

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|| T A I ||

“I didn’t mean to be overwhelming Gideon..I’m just a bit high strung…You’re the first person I’ve felt this way for. Even as an AI you are brilliant. As a human, its even better. I didn’t mean to upset you and pressure you.”

Tai’s face said it all. He was hurt that he had done wrong. He didn’t know what he was supposed to do. He may seem confident all the time, but truthfully the old time capsule was just a kid in a lot of ways.

“I’ve never really felt--I don’t remem- ber having anyone that I’ve ever like- d before, my programming was only just evolving to  feeling and displayi- ng basic  emotions before this happ- ened.  It's just that  your persistence paired  with  me trying  to figure  out what having a  human form now me- ans for me is a bit..overwhelming.”

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|| S A R A ||

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Sara shook her head and closed her eyes refusing to cry again. She didn’t want to think that it was true. That if she went back to save Laurel she would end up not only failing but leading to her father’s death and her billionth ‘death’. It was hard to think that was the case especially because Laurel was the one who gave her this chance, to be this hero in the light.

“I hate timelines. If we can travel back to change things what is the point if we can run what the possible and most likely outcome be? It is so stupid. Rip could have done that for his family.”

Gideon felt a bit heavier at the weight of her mentio- ning Miranda and Jonas,  they had been considered by her as her family,  just as she considered Rip as much. She knew how Sara felt,  and if there was the possibility of saving Laurel without her dying as we- ll...

                                        “But he didn’t, because there are tim-                                         e’s when despite how much losing th-                                         em hurt’s you have to consider the la-                                         rger  picture.  Trying  again  to go and                                         save  Miranda and  Jonas would  have                                         been just as dangerous as letting you                                         go back to try and save Laurel.”

                    “Time is fragile in a lot of ways, and                     we’ve already been pushing it to its                     breaking point in our mission. It ca-                     n’t take another blow like what Sav-                     ages destruction took so soon,  es-                     pecially since...never mind.”

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|| R A Y ||

The team were all mourning, a fact Ray understood. But he had never dealt with grief well, pushing past it to instead focus on what needed to be done until he felt less like he was drowning and more in control of himself. Focusing on trying to take care of the team rather than his own helplessness was easier than facing up to his own feelings. But it was difficult to take care of the team when not all the members were accounted for. Ray slipped away from the majority of the team in search of Gideon, and he stopped in his tracks when he finally caught sight of her. He steeled himself, took a breath and entered Rip’s office to kneel carefully before her. “Hey.” He reached out cautiously. “Hey, shh, Gideon.” He wanted to tell her it was going to be okay, but he did not know if it would.

Gideon brought  a hand up to try and  stifle her tears at least a bit,  shaking her head as she did so befor- e finally  speaking after  a minute  when she felt she was able to.

                                        “Their still gone, we lost Leonard, S-                                         avage got away,  Kendra  and  Carter                                         are gone and none of it even left a d-                                         ent in what it was that we were tryin-                                         g to accomplish.”

                    She’d been hoping to fix  thing’s so that Miranda and                     Jonas lived as much as Rip, and not only had they f-                     ailed in saving them?  But they had made and lost n-                     ew friends because of this was that they put themse-                     lves in the middle of as well.

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|| E O B A R D ||

A narrowing of the brow with the head tilting a bit upward to the right. Amused smile formed upon face. Smallest of chuckles to go pass the lips. Such defiance was noble. FOOLISH, but noble. Footsteps to be taken towards her as head than turned to the left a bit now. “Hm.“ he said in response as he kept making his way towards her before coming to a stop now, just five feet away.

“And yet you leave to wonder exactly what your capable of. Or is it just an empty claim in hopes you might get me to back off from you.“

“Try something  and we will both find out what it is I’m capable of, I don’t e- ntirely know  myself.  But my power’s seem to  react fairly  drastically to my emotions, try something that threate- ns me or gets me  upset and you very well may regret it. I don’t quite have r- estraint down with them yet.”

                                        Her step back away from him was not subtle nor wa-                                         s any attempt made to conceal it, mainly because s-                                         he knew it wouldn’t work with him.  Instead, it was d-                                         eliberate as her eyes narrowed into a glare as she d-                                         id so---wanting to make him  think twice about maki-                                         ng an enemy  out of her.  She didn’t want  to help him                                         if that was what he wanted, but she didn’t want him a-                                         s her enemy either. It could mess up his timeline if s-                                         he was which could  mess up  The Flash’s  timeline,                                         which could mess with her timeline.

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|| R A Y ||

Of course she would come up with the most logical and practical of questions. Of course she would. It brought a small smile to his face, one that he did not bother fighting. Ray had to think on it for a few minutes before he could properly answer her. The timeframe had to be realistic - not too long that it seemed as though he was simply humouring Gideon, and not too short that neither one of them would really be adjusted to their situations.

                   “How about two weeks? We talk in two weeks,                    first about whether we feel like we’re used to                    our new situations. If yes, then we talk then and                    there. If no, then we discuss how long more we                    want to wait till we have this conversation?”

    That seemed to be a decent timeframe. While Ray still thought     Gideon would have changed her mind - would change her mind     within the next couple of days - on the off-chance that she did not,     two weeks was a good time for them to talk about this. In the     meantime, he hoped they would still be able to hang out as per     usual. He would hate to lose her company and friendship.

Two week’s sounded good,  it wasn’t really that long of a time to someone  who had lived centuries as an AI before being somehow gaining a human form. B- ut it also  felt like a good  amount of time,  seeing as she was sure she’d never  actually be entirely used to the fact that she was  human now.  It’d been a few months at this point,  after all,  it was something she was just going to have to continue getting used to p- robably until the end.

                                        “I think two weeks sounds good.”

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|| J O N A S ||

“hey, i’m not going anywhere. there are more dangerous things to be than a time master. you’re not getting rid of me that easily. you, me, & dad — we’ve all been through too much together to say goodbye.”

“You say that but I think you forget t- hat I know exactly  how dangerous b- eing a  Time Master  can get.  I was an AI on the Waverider  with your Father for 10 years  before this  human form manifested around  me in case you’ve forgotten.”

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Continued from @dwarfstaralloy

Gideon  had to bite back  her own laugh,  the fact that he found what she said amusing despite the situation was almost funny to her. Not overly so, though, he w- as hurt.  If the bleeding  hadn’t stopped  who knows if he would have made it back to the med bay---she di- d, that chances we’re in the very low percentages.

                                       “This isn’t a time to be laughing  Ray.                                        I don’t know entirely what it is that cl-                                        osed your wound  if it opens back up                                        ---you need to  be careful and  try not                                        to move around too much at all. It sh-                                        ouldn’t be more than a few more min-                                        utes now until their back with the jump ship.”

                   Her hand  moved so that it  wasn’t hovering  over his                    wound anymore, moving to the hand he had clenche-                    d at his side to rest on it as the other continued to run                    through his hair. She would need to start bringing so-                    me kind of medical kit with her when she left the shi-                    p with everyone.