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I already didn't want to come downstairs

#ofc it was my dad who started it as always #and my mom agrees that he has something mentally wrong with him #i was already so anxious and now its just worse and i feel physically sick and I just #h ireallydontfeelwellatm i can't even bring myself to speak #please just shut uppp i wanttogobacktosleepandneverwakeup

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being small gives you hide and seek advantages.

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THEY GAVE UP AND THEY'RE BEGGING ME TO TELL THEM WHERE I WAS HAHAHAHA

#i told my brother bc he was texting me through my moms phone #neither of us are telling them ofc

being small gives you hide and seek advantages.

#and now i can get a break from socializing

y'know what, all of us just getting off the bus at some unknown place is going to become a Friday tradition now bc that was fun asf

he broke it in three places wtf he might need surgery

#my dad is DEFINITELY PISSED OFF #yea hes gonna miss his first days of school

TONIGHT IS PURE CHAOS WHAT THE FUCK

#long story short: my brother fractured his ankle #in two spots #because he jumped off of somewhere high #WE WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS YESTERDAY DUDE I LITERALLY TOLD HIM TO NEVER DO THAT #like yes ive jumped from there too but because I have been jumping from areas that high in gymnastics #im used to it AND IM LIGHTWEIGHT SO 😭😭#IF HE USES TO DEFEND HIMSELF THEN IM GONNA LAUGH #BECAUSE WHAT HAPPENED WAS HE WAS TRYING TO IMPRESS HIS FRIENDS #ok and get this- heres the best part:#school starts this Wednesday #HE'S GONNA MISS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL HELP #IDIOT WHY DID YOU DECIDE TO DO THIS NOW 💀💀#i stayed home to babysit Reese ofc but they won't be back for a while so yea

it felt weird going to his house after so long but it was fun and i was there all day

#he brought me little gifts to #too*#sobs #CRIES

i dont know why my parents are so mad at eachother lately but they're taking it out on me and my brother so well.

#nobutfrwebothfeelsoanxiousaroundthematmhahaha

im gonna doodle other people's ocs again im getting bored of doodling the same characters

i feel so light headed help this is why biking uphill a lot is horrible

LORRDDDDD i hope i didn't bomb that speech too much 💀💀🤚

#me and other person had the same anxious energy HAH #the seat of the 'other person' was next to the friend i came with #and 'other person' was sitting somewhere else with her mom (who was on the family side so I'm guessing they're also family?)#so I took her seat LMAO #she was more comfortable there and #the table i was assigned to was the bday girl's table (bc bestie :)) but bday girl wasn't there much and that table was scattered around #it worked out and i got to sat with the friend i carpooled with #so overall #10/10 this was great HAHA

my parents love arguing early in the morning wow 😃😃 no matter how many times i try to prevent this, they push it and it always ends up happening and i end up feeling guilty h

#I'm not even saying anything bad jeez #I DIDN'T EVEN TALK IN THE FIRST PLACE- thats what started this-#''why arnt you having a conversation with me?'' because it always escalates into arguments even if im not saying anything bad-

people messing with my room is my biggest pet peeve but they never get out when i tell them nicely like what am i supposed to do

#''communicate'' then listen?????#leave my room alone its the only place i hate to myself i dont need others ruining it wtf #this is why i lock the door #no one leaves when i tell them to

facts about my persona (because it isn't actually completely me :))

They do have a full name and it's Reyvon because that's funny (and yes i stole that HEHEHE) but obviously shortened to Rey

-their pronouns include it/its

-tbh ageless but obviously looks like my age

-not really expressive at all, and they never smile but that doesn't mean its not happy (looks either "lost" or just like they don't care at all, a resting bitch face i guess? its kind of funny to me honestly)

-nearly mute, they dont talk (but there are just two peoples sonas they'd talk around (Mira and Emma, i guess it would smile a bit around those two)) and when they do talk it sounds monotone

-either absolutely misses social cues and doesn't understand, or understands them extremely well

-not very affectionate but extremely affectionate with certain people if they've known them for long enough

-it's left eye doesn't really open fully so it always wears the screen glasses thing constantly

-it can eat literally anything, but it doesn't have to eat. but it can eat anything. so. omnomnom paper

-and this part is known: indeed an alien, that can write/draw in air, also crow because yknow having an animal representative thing is fun, also it has crow wings and tail

oh and if i had to associate a song with it then i do infact have one and maybe ill say it or maybe i wont hehe

i got sushi and a thunderstorm today i am very happy

#and ill be even happier if the thunderstorms stay during late night

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apparently both my cousins were waiting for me to come bc my mom told me that they immediately asked her about me

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MY TWO OTHER (YOUNGER) COUSINS ARE CALLING BC YKNOW WISHING HAPPY BIRTHDAY

THEY SAID THEY MISSED ME TOO HELP

#being the favorite cousin is a tough job 🙄🙄🥱

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WHY DID I NEVER CHECK WATTPAD OHMTYGOD THAT BFB ARTIST WAS DRAWING AGAIN IM- IMISSEDSEEINGHERARTSOMUCHLITERALLYUDJJDJD I THOUGHT HER FRIEND AND HER COMPLETELY CUT THEMSELVES OUT BUT I GUESS NOT??

#I WAS SHOCKED SEEING SO MANY UPDATES #basically she left bc drama but her friend was posting for her (and making mini oneshot fics of her bfb au)#SHE WAS THE REASON I FIXATED ON BFB AND I STILL LOVE HER ART AND MISS HER ARCHIVED ARTS AND FICS ;;

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