People are destined to meet, to love, to be loved. Yet, people are also destined to lose each other. If fate was already written, who are you to change it?
Sunghoon x reader | Filo oneshot
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Once you find the one, It's difficult to let go. Kung kelan nahanap mo na makakasama mo habang buhay papakawalan mo pa? Syempre hindi na. Pero too much of everything is, well too much. Siguro yon yung naisip ng mundo dahil sobrang saya ko sa piling niya. Yung tipong, I cannot imagine a lifetime without him. I cannot imagine living a life without him by my side. The world is cruel, to take you away from me.
"Love, the world won't stop the moment I leave. Keep on living like before you met me." You said with such love as you caressed my cheek, mga mata kong hindi tumitigil sa pagiyak as I look at you, a blurry sight of you due to how my eyes water. I don't want to let go, I don't want to forget the warmth of your hands, I don't want to forget the way you talk to me with so much love, I don't want to move on and forget you. Grabe ka naman, park sunghoon. Nakahiga ka sa hospital bed, kay tamlay ngunit nakangiti parin. Pano ka nakakangiti kung napapaiyak mo na ako? How could you not tell me about your illness, kung kelan huli na ang lahat, kung kelan I'm on the verge of losing you? You held me so tightly in your arms like I was leaving. I wasn't, you were.
All I could hear was the heavy beating of my own heart, as yours stopped. And all I remember at that time was the fact that your hands remained interlocked with mine. To your last breath, you didn't let me go. To your last breath, naramdaman ko kung pano onti onting naglaho ang init galing sa iyong kamay. A thin line was seen on the patient monitor, along with a person cradling a man who just passed on.
I took you for granted. I didn't tell you over and over again how you mean so much to me. I valued you too lightly, that's my greatest mistake to my greatest love. If there's another universe, an alternate universe where I can continue loving you. Even if that love is one-sided, as long as you're there, okay lang. Hoon, ikaw ay aking tinatangi. Habang buhay, at sa susunod.
'Ikaw pa rin ang pipiliin kong mahalin
Sa susunod na habang-buhay.'
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