Hi :) I saw your post and itās okay if worrying for Harry is just not want you want at the moment! Itās okay and you donāt owe use anything! Maybe just stick to writting for who you want rn! Or maybe stick to reading fic for Harry if you feel like it. Taking a break is needed sometimes and if you feel a pit of pressure in the end itās fanfic! Itās suppose to be fun and enjoyable!
I havenāt read spyrry yet but Iām exited :)!
hiiii this is so sweet. i'm writing for other people on my side blog which is a lot of fun, and it's slowly making me want to come back to harry. i think the coolest thing about writing for harry is that i feel like i get a lot of interaction with the fandom which is super fun. i love chatting with other harries and i do really miss that
He looked like he belonged in movies. The kind of movies that had Oscar nominations and played in theaters for months on end. Truthfully, he looked like he was the next contender to play James Bond.Ā
āHi,ā he breathed, stepping through the threshold and closing the door behind him. His shoulder bag, which seemed to carry his laptop, slipped off the slope of his shoulder, and he effortlessly used his thumb to put it back. And when he spoke, she registered that he really could play James Bond. The British accent was noticeable, with traces of American undertones like he had been living in the United States for a little too long.
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Harry is a sleeper cell spy and Y/N can't help but fall for someone like him. It's natural, right?
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For the majority of Y/Nās life, she has been an afterthought.Ā
She was constantly picked last for teams in P.E., her friends in elementary school would conveniently forget to invite her to their birthday parties, and one time her parents texted her āHappy Birthdayā a week after her birthday already passed. Maybe it was her fault for never correcting them, or maybe she could have been more vocal about how her friends were constantly hurting her feelings, but she never wasā¦ It just wasnāt something she was comfortable with.
It used to bother her a lot; she wore the feelings of abandonment on her sleeve and the pain was etched into every fine line on her face. Now, she was so desensitized to the casual rejection that when someone forgot to text her happy birthday, or her parents realized they hadnāt called her back in quite some time, sheād just shrug her shoulders and let it roll off her back.Ā
However, this defense mechanism started becoming a problem when she realized that it was nearly impossible for her to form a meaningful connection with anyone anymore. In college, she ignored the invitations from her flatmates to attend parties because she knew eventually they would grow tired of her. It was better for them to invite her and allow Y/N to decline the offers on her own terms, rather than get attached to a friend group and watch them get annoyed at the way she stuck to them like glueā she would become bothersome and hard to get rid of. This way, she could decline their offers and be somewhat of an enigma. She wasnāt weird, she was aloof. It was her social barrier, and the only thing that really kept her together.Ā
When she thought back to high school, her throat squeezed tightly. Once everyone realized what a pushover she was, they would take advantage of her until they had no use for her anymore. The most haunting memory is when she had her first boyfriend, whom she dated for a total of three months, before she had found out he was getting paid by the other friends in their group. After that, she chose to eat lunch in the bathroom stall, which seemed pathetic, but it was much more comfortable than anyone probably expected.
Why her friends paid someone to date her, she never got a true answer for. After some sleuthing, the only answers she got was that they āthought it would be funny,ā and it āworked as distraction.āĀ
Distraction for what? She didnāt think she could handle the answer, so she chose not to ask.
The guy who was being paid to take her out āgood money, might she addā went to a private high school with Y/N, surrounded by rich folks and she didnāt fall short of that bracket either. She thinks maybe thatās why her parents are soā¦ The way they are. No time for her when they were cycling in and out of their workplace, grossing high profits. He explained that he felt really bad for the whole ordeal, and wasnāt usually that much of a jerk. Her jaw twitched at his explanation, and before she could even filter the question, it had sprang out of her mouth.
āDid you everā¦ Did you ever grow feelings for me?ā Y/N asked, kicking herself because she decided as soon as the question was out on the table, she didnāt actually want to know the answer.
By the way his face contorted, and his eyes were shining with a glimpse of sympathy, she knew she had her answer and immediately collected her things. As calmly as she could, she walked out of her school library and never talked to those friends again.Ā
For weeks, she begged her parents to remove her from school and let her do independent studies. She was smart enough for it. Time and time again, they told her no. So she did the only thing she possibly could and buried her nose in her textbooks. Determined to get into the best school she could, receive a job offer far away from her hometown, and get the hell out of where she grew up.Ā
And thatās just how Y/N graduated from college with her degree in accounting, got hired at a semi-big corporation that owned quite a few smaller businesses, and somehow became best friends with the company owner. The CEO was older, nearly her dadās age, and though she had sworn off friends and enjoyed her reclusive lifestyle, there was something about Danny that was different.Ā
Sure, it was a little weird that she was just out of college and her best friend was a 50-something year old corporate executive, and maybe he didnāt realize that he was her best friend, but he never forgot her birthday.
It was like Danny was acutely aware of Y/Nās poor experiences with friends, and her unique inability to connect with people on an emotional level, so he met her where she was comfortable. He didnāt push or prod, but he kept her close enough to know she wasnāt alone, but at a far enough distance that Y/N was comfortable with the relationship.
And he invited her to his family barbecues. The first time Y/N went to one of those barbecues, she ate so much potato salad, she swore she wouldnāt touch it ever again.
Sometimes during her day, Danny would drop a few envelopes off on her desk and tell her that he needed them transported to his other facilities and given to their executives. It started off small, but then became a big part of her job. He even gave her a raise for all the time she took out of her day to drop by his other facilities. Was she overqualified? Yes, absolutely. But sometimes it was nice to take a break from crunching numbers and get out of the office for a while. By the time Danny realized she didnāt mind doing the silly little tasks he would assign her, he had grown fond of her and utilized her noninvasive personality to his advantage.
Some of the other facilities wereā¦ Sketchy to say the least. Often in the heart of a crime-riddled downtown area, or occupied by strangers that didnāt look too friendly. Regardless, she always completed her tasks without so much of a complaint coming from her. Anything to keep Danny happy, sheād do. Especially considering the fact that he had tucked her under his wing. If that meant she had to go to a couple places that made her semi-uncomfortable a couple times a month, then she would do it.
As time passed, Danny grew more open with her. Though he never explained why certain parts of his company were in weird spots (and sometimes so far away), he had made it seem like business was businessā no matter the location. It wasnāt until the Christmas season that Danny asked Y/N what her plans were. When she explained that her family lived on the other side of the country and wasnāt too keen on holiday celebrations, he asked if she would come to Christmas dinner.Ā
So she did.
And when she got there and realized there were multiple gifts under the tree with her name on them from Santa (Danny and Santa, they were good friends, he had told her), she nearly teared up at the thought that someoneā¦ remembered her.
āHey Y/N,ā Danny poked his head into her office, interrupting her stream of thoughts. He usually came in first thing in the morning to let her know he was there but today was a little different. āWeāre hiring another accountant.ā
āDid someone leave?ā Y/N swiveled in her chair, tracing her fingers on the invisible pattern atop her glass desk.
āNo, we just need some more support. There are no more available cubicles, so we were wondering if we could put him in your office for the time being. Until there is some space for him?ā Danny asked, which was nice of him, because he really didnāt need to do that. He owned the place after all.
āOf course,ā Y/N said, āIād be happy to share this space.ā
āGreat,ā Danny said, and opened the door to allow the maintenance guys to carry in a desk setup meant for the new guy. Y/N could only laugh, because Danny knew she wouldnāt say no.
After the maintenance guys were done putting the desk back together and moving around some of the stuff that was set up for convenience (a printer just for Y/N so she didnāt have to make her way down to the copy room, a table full of sweet treats, and her own coffee maker), Y/N got back to work. Smiling at the maintenance guys, she thanked them on their way out.
It wasnāt but an hour later the new guy was knocking on the door, the blinds concealing her from seeing him through the window. She jumped slightly, not quite used to so many people knocking on her door and entering the space throughout the day.
āCome in,ā Y/N squeaked out. The door knob twisted, revealing the new guy in all his glory.
Y/N couldnāt help her jaw become unhinged from the joints. He was beautifulā the kind of beautiful that made her insides turn and mouth water. He was wearing a black turtleneck, tucked into a pair of gray slacks. His hair, which seemed to be curly, was gelled back for the most part, but the subtleness of curls were peeking through.Ā
When he looked at her, it was with a gleam of mischief, like he was bound to get her into some sort of trouble. His cologne was a warm vanilla and musk, wafting toward her even though he was a good twenty feet away. As Y/N studied his faceā the beautiful crook of his nose, the deep green of his eyes, the perfect indentations of smile linesā she tried to place where he might belong. That face wasnāt the face of an accountant.Ā
Quite the opposite, actually.Ā
He looked like he belonged in movies. The kind of movies that had Oscar nominations and played in theaters for months on end. Truthfully, he looked like he was the next contender to play James Bond.Ā
āHi,ā he breathed, stepping through the threshold and closing the door behind him. His shoulder bag, which seemed to carry his laptop, slipped off the slope of his shoulder, and he effortlessly used his thumb to put it back. And when he spoke, she registered that he really could play James Bond. The British accent was noticeable, with traces of American undertones like he had been living in the United States for a little too long.
Y/N felt underdressed as she looked at him, knowing very well that she was in the appropriate accountant attire. He was just so pretty, she thought maybe she needed to put on some lip gloss or accessorize a bit better. Maybe she didnāt feel underdressed, maybe she just didnāt feel beautiful the way he was. Sometimes when Y/N saw someone who was all too beautiful, it would trigger the memory of her fake high school boyfriend. If she was beautiful, like the new guy, that entire situation would have never happened to her.
He smiled, a breathy chuckle releasing from his throat. Approaching the desk, he held his hand out, āIām Harry.ā
She stood up briefly, extending her own hand out and clasping it in his. His hand was big and slightly cold from the atmospheric river happening outside. The pitter-patter of the rain had gotten increasingly stronger through each day of January. The drops hitting the windows were almost soothing throughout the day.Ā
āYour desk is over there,ā Y/N motioned to the desk on the opposite side of the room. The more she looked at it, the more she realized she should have asked the maintenance guy if they could rearrange the feng shui. It was going to be terribly awkward sitting across from Harry, a side by side situation would probably be more pleasant for the both of them. āThe maintenance guys put it in today.ā
āIāll have to thank them when I see them,ā Harry offered a lopsided grin, settling his bag on his new desk.
āTheyāre pretty great,ā Y/N told him, tucking herself back into her desk. Small talk was always awkward for her. In fact, she would much rather sit in silence than make mindless chatter with people who probably didnāt actually care about what she had to say.
āWhy are you the only accountant that gets your own office? Are you the head accountant?ā Harry was taking things out of his bag, placing random photos on the desk. Y/N couldnāt help but eye them, her curiosity constantly getting the best of her. Did he have a family? Wife? Kids? Maybe a husband?
āNo,ā she let out a soft laugh, āI guess Iām just Dannyās favorite.ā
āHow did you become his favorite?ā Harryās smile matched the tone of the conversation. His questions were inquisitive and threw her a bit off guard as not many people inquired about her life, but it was nice to actually hear her voice as she often stifled herself.
āI actuallyā¦ donāt really know.ā
āIāve got a few reports that I need to take care of, so Iāll leave you alone. If my typing is too loud or you can hear the gears in my brain turning, please let me know.ā
āOkay, you let me know too. The past couple months Iāve been in here by myself, and I can be loud on my own.ā
He looked up, cocking a brow.
āNo, I meant thatā never mind.ā
After their first encounter, Harry and Y/N didnāt really talk. Weeks passed with Harry coming into work, doing his job, and then leaving. Sometimes he would ask Y/N about her life, but for the most part he remained quiet, gently dodging any question Y/N threw at him.
Y/N couldnāt say that she didnāt like the silence. Growing up lonely made her accustomed to this kind of environment. She was a more effective worker when she wasnāt distracted by the chit chat of others, and even though she didnāt really know Harry, it was kind of nice to have another person sharing her space.
It wasnāt until two months of Harry working there that Y/N had run into him outside of a flower shop of all places. As the start of spring rallied in, she decided it was time to pick out a spring-centered floral arrangement for her apartment. Fluttering through the multiple flower options (turns out so many beautiful flowers were in season during the Spring), she heard a man clear his throat behind her.
āY/N?ā That familiar British accent was directly behind her. As she turned around, she took in his casual appearance, which was a drastic difference from the clothing he sported in the office. Trading slacks for linen pants and a tie for an oversized t-shirt, Harry looked comfortable and in his element in this flower shop.
āOh,ā Y/N breathed out, her face feeling hot. She wasnāt sure why she was getting so flustered, being in a flower shop was a perfectly normal place to be. āWhat are you doing here?ā
Harry offered a small smile, the smirk etched onto his face like it was meant to be there. It was very obvious that he knew he made her feel flustered, and he couldnāt say that he was not used to making girls a bit weak in the knees. As cocky as it sounded, he knew he was a conventionally attractive guy. And for some reason, a girl like Y/N was like bait on a hook. Maybe it was the shyness or the awkward laughter that always followed behind her sentences, but it was clear Harry was more keen on getting to know her than he originally let on.
āWell, getting flowers. You see, typically, when someone enters a flower shop, they have one goal in mind,ā Harry chuckled softly, the sarcasm dripping from his tone like honey from a hive. The words seemed direct, but they were playful, meaning to make Y/N more comfortable with his presence.
With one hand, Harry grabbed the beautiful floral arrangement Y/N had concocted. Tulips, roses, and daisies made the base of the bouquet. Harry looked around, finding some babyās breath and wildflowers to fill in the sparse areas of the arrangement. With wide eyes, Y/N watched him, shocked at his eye for florals.
āThere,ā Harry said softly, āNow itās perfect.ā
And thatās how Harry ended up buying her a bouquet of flowersā the first time anyone had ever gotten her flowers. That was the start of Y/N meeting Harry. Little did she know, their blooming friendship (love story?) began with deception.
i made this blog a really long time ago to post harry fanfiction and then i just kind of... fell off idk but i still write. i just write on a different blog and for a ton of characters typically not RPF. i still love harry so much and always consider coming back, but every time i try to write for him i just can't :/
if you like my writing and are interested in fanfiction for other people, i am more than happy to share my other blog.
i do really want to try to be more active on this blog and continue writing for harry, but it probably wont be long pieces. more so drabbles.
if yall are still here, then hi i am trying to make a come back. i might be talking into the abyss who knows
I have read your masterlist like 2 times top to bottom hahaha do you have any other blogs youād recommend for good Harry fics? Iām not fussy I like everything HAHA
omg first of all what the hell thank u so much for reading all my stuff!!! also YES OF COURSE! I'm not sure what you've read on here but here are some of my favorite authors:
@freedomfireflies
@cherryjuiceblues
@1800titz
@wrongplacerighttime
@jarofstyles (also their rec blog @jarofstylesrecs is a great spot to find more writing!)
@moonchildstyles
@jawllines
@sparkrls
@adore-laur
@cupidsdolll
@lukesaprince
@novelistrry
@stylesloveclub
@adorebeaa
I also haven't gotten a chance to read the writing from these authors below, but I've reblogged it to read at a later point and I know ppl love them too!!!
@lonelycowgirls
@1d1195
@smuttyaf
@sushirrrry
@harrystylescherry
those are all I can think of rn!!!! I hope you enjoy!!!!!
romaincrisis
turnnoffyourmind
yousharknotpass
blakekathryn
gummygunk
jimmyeatworldofficial