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@excellentjudgeofcharacter || five times steeb and tj kissed || accepting

one

Steve felt so bad after the assumption he had made about Peggy and Howard sleeping together. It was lacking respect from him. She was worth so much more than that. But at the same time, he was so jealous of Howard. Because he was good with women, at least on stage. And Steve wasn’t. All the girls on tour or show girl around him, he was still uncomfortable when it came to pretty women. And Peggy was the prettiest he had known. So he went to her, apologized after she shot at him. He deserved it, for what he had implied. He explained himself and told her he liked her and didn’t know how to. Putting his heart on the table. Prefered to be honest about it instead of keeping it inside and being mean in some way to her. She thanked him then kissed him, saying that it was requited.

two

Their first date had been very spectacular in his eyes. He had listened to every advices Bucky and the others had told him. Some of them were complete nonesense. Teasing him about how he was very late in the game, mostly by Bucky. But at the same time, he had other advices that were good in between. So he picked from them and took her out to the movies, then went to a sweet restaurant he could now afford, finished by a walk in town. they were staying at the same place, but left her in front of her door. He before that kissed her lips and she replied passionately. He went to his room with a smile on his face.

three

He couldn’t take her out all that often during the war. mostly because his mind was set somewhere else. As much as his heart raced for her. But it wasn’t the main focus and both understood that. And when Bucky died, the only thing he could think of was to avenge his best friend. So as they went on the base, the REd Skull was about to flee. Peggy helped him, in Colonel PHillips’ car, to catch the leader of HYDRA. She pulled him, pressing their lips together. It felt like a goodbye kiss, as he didn’t know it would all happen. But he didn’t want it to be the last one.

four

After he woke up, he wanted to see the woman he had left behind. But she had gotten old after the years. And while he still saw her the same way as before, it wasn’t the same. He could only be a friend to her. Even if his heart was still beating as hard as before. It took him years to get over her and when he was ready, she was now back to her old look and he thought he had a chance again. So he prepared a big surprise for her. A date. Nothing went as he wanted, when it started raining. But she was happy and it finished with a kiss. So it must not have been so bad, all things considered.

five

They were finally together. After all those years, almost 75. They were now sharin a life. He didn’t think he could have that with her. During the war, when they met, because he found himself less important than what she found him as. Then after that, he had lost her, for what he thought forever. But now, in this new life. They were living at the same place and Steve could see a future with her. He kissed her simply when they were cuddling on the couch, watching a movie to catch up on society. “You are my everything.”

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                 ❝ WALPURGISNACHT, THE night both of revelry and darkness. It is as remembrance of the All-Father’s self-sacrifice upon the World Tree Yggdrasil. The dead walk among us as if they were still living and we may talk among them as if they never left. Tonight is only the feast, so you need not worry of ghosts. But—❞

                   Thor paused for a moment, his eyes on Steve.  ❝ IF YOU wish, I can teach you how to take part on Midgard. If you wish to converse with your past. ❞ He knew it would be hard for Steve to let go of life; Thor had a hard enough time knowing that if he were to wait a year in Asgard, everyone he knew on Midgard would be dead.

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Steve’s face fell a little bit at Thor’s words. A holiday of all the people lost in life, being able to talk to them once a year. It sounded really good. At first. Being told that two years before, when he was still working for SHIELD and HYDRA was still secret, Steve would’ve been more than happy. To talk to his best friend he thought dead at the time. But now, he knew that he couldn’t dwell too much on the past. And it would be a danger of this holiday.

Steve gave Thor a smile, not wanting to worry him of his own thoughts. “That’d be nice of you. There’s still somoene I’d wish to talk to.” His mother. Even if he went to her grave and talked to her, his questions werent answered. And he missed her so much even five minutes would mean the world to him.

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She couldn’t help but laugh at the idea of her being Captain ‘Britain’. “I’d rather be Captain America. I like America far more than England,” she said, in a conspiratorial whisper. “But, no one who didn’t know me would follow me into battle. These men would, but they’ve seen me in combat, they know I can handle myself. Even Hodge. You know he still tried to flirt with me, even after I punched him?” Peggy couldn’t help herself, and kissed him again, when he stuttered. God, she loved this man so much. “Well, my darling, had there not been so many people around, I would have had the driver take us back to my quarters, where you probably would have had as asthma attack, anyway,” she teased.

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Steve made a face at her words. “You can’t let anyone in England know that. Pretty sure the Queen is hurt somewhere to lose one of her subjects,” he teased her. “Though Brooklyn would always welcome you back,” he said softly. “And this frustrates me. Just a look at you, I knew you would be worth following. Being an agent in charge of a secret part of the army. Shows that you’re worthy. You’re excellent at your job. And I would’ve trust you then as I trust you now.” He rolled his eyes at the mention of Hodge. “I’m not surprised at all. I do hope you punched him again. It was an amazing moment.” He blushed at her kiss and words, feeling heat raising in him. “So you would’ve... We would’ve...??? I wouldn’t have only an asthma attack. I think I would’ve died instantly.”

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five times kissed~!

@phencyclidinc || five times steeb and angel kissed || accepting

one

It was on Saint Paddy’s day. there was something really risky about this whole event. Especially certain traditions, like Kiss Me I’m Irish. Being pinched because of the lack of green, he could deal with, even if it was never his case. But that sentence, he usually said it to tease people. Not to think anything of it. Usually to his friends, but not expecting it in return. But that year, he had said it to a stranger. She appeared strong and looked cute and didn’t think of it when saying it, but it might have been too much, even for an Irish. Social norms weren’t his forte. But after five dollars, she kissed him. He would use it for charity. But after those lips against his, he was disappointed when they parted. He wanted to kiss them other times.

two

It was during their first non official date. Steve considered it as their first one, but it was not the most prepared and he wasn’t even sure she was liking him back when he had came to her. Sure, they were friends. At least he considered them as such, sharing some similiarities, like running and dogs. He was nervous because he wanted for it to be more than just friends. He was falling for her personality, different than a simple nice person. He was attracted to darker people, and she was more bad girl. He liked that. After the night, as he said he should go, he was ready to just leave. Instead, she posed her lips on his. Steve stood there, unable to reply to the kiss, still stuned by it, even if he had what he wanted. “I’m just— i’ll go,” he stuttered with blush covering his body. He had made a fool of himself but his heart was racing after. Feelings were mutual.

three

Steve had taken her out in public for a date, wanting it to be better than his first almost attempt. He had prepared himself a lot about it. The more he texted her, the more he was okay with being more affectionate. Buying her flowers every time he could, pressing soft kisses on her cheek when they were meeting. He was tring to be a real gentleman about it. So as this date was over, he walked her home, like it was the proper way to go. He locked his lips on hers and her reply was rather passionate about it, and broke it to drag him inside. For a less pg-13 session.

four

Sex with Angel was the best. She was strong, ready to do more kinky things. He himself was vanilla, as the other Avengers told him. But he wanted to know more things. and he felt comfortable around Angel. He found out about her powers and her previous job. And while it had been wrong and in no way agreed with it, she was out of it, so he could accept that it was behind her. He didn’t condone it, but it was over, so not something to be mean to her about it. But he appreciated her super strength. Because he wasn’t worried of hurting her. She could take it, and she did. One night, in the after glow that followed sex, he said three words that could change everything. “I love you.” Her lips on his after that, it was good of an answer for him. She didn’t have to say it back. But at least she knew.

five

His friends had heard about the girls that was now in Steve’s life. Tabloids finding pictures of them and it had spread, one way or another. So Steve officially presented her to his friends. They were ready to judge her, about what she had done to mutants. But Steve explained it all and he would fight for her. She wasn’t perfect and he knew that. But it was that this fact that made him fall for her. To state his point, he kissed her in front of his friends, ignoring the comments of his friends. She was his and he wouldn’t let go of her.

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Steve was very close, just at the idea of Tony thinking of him while. And having the confirmation like that, it meant the world to Steve. At every word, it was difficult for him to think straight. And the hand around him felt amazing, small yet so good at what it was doing.  Maybe it was his lust mixed with his love for Tony, but he just wanted that hand around his shaft for the rest of his lips. As good as Peggy was, nothing compared to Tony’s touch in Steve’s heart.  He also liked the sound of Tony’s voice, how it was not like usual. WAnted to hear it scream his name. Steve would make sure that it would happen later that night. He had plans on what would happen. Just teach him the best he could. So that Tony would get better.  “I did. After we kissed as well. I pretended I was fucking your ass instead of my own hand. Imagining you screaming my name in return. You liked it in my imagination. And I’m planning on teaching you all that I know.” He moved his hand from Tony’s shaft to his balls, fondling them. “Planning on fucking you real good. On ridding you. On teaching you how to make the best blowies. I want to taste you while you come into my mouth, lick you clean. And eat your ass as I prepare it to my cock. Daddy wants everything with you because he loves you, baby.”

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❝ I’m glad you can see me for who I am and that you’ve got an idea    of who I am, too. You’re my best friend even before we’re lovers. And    yes, if they wonder, they’ve never had sex with me. And they won’t for    as long as I’m with you. ❞ She grinned at him and took his hand, pulling    it up to plant the first of these twenty kisses on the palm of his hand.    ❝ Oh god, you’re so sappy. Why do I like you again? ❞ She teased.

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“I’M happy you let me see all of you. Not try to be just the person I want you to be. Wanted to be your friend so that I’d get to know you better. And I don’t regret it for a second. You are my best friend and confident in ways no one would ever be in my life.” Steve beamed at her. “I don’t want you sleeping with anyone else either. Unless we discussed it before. If you were interested.” He wouldn’t consider it on his own. But if she wanted it to happen, he didn’t think he could be able to tell her no. He chuckled at her question. “Because I’m the best of the best. Plus there’s nothing wrong with being sappy.”

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@formerfirstson || five times steeb and tj kissed || accepting

one

Steve didn’t know TJ for a very long time. They only met a couple weeks ago over their sons misbehavior. Getting in fights. They had to meet with the special councelor to find a solution for it to stop. Steve didn’t take any responsibility in it at the time. And neither did TJ. Both blaming the other for the other kid starting the fight. But soon they had to work together for it to stop. And over the little meetings between to solve the problem, Steve learned about the other man. And what he learned, he appreciated. So after another talk at the coffee shop that felt more like a date than anything else, they walked up to TJ’s place. Just before going, he took a chance and pressed his lips against TJ’s then slowly pulled back, looking in the other man’s eyes. “Was it too foward of me?” he asked. But TJ kissing him back more passionately answered his question.

two

Steve and TJ had been seeing one another for three weeks when things became more heated between the two of them. They had been texting one another since their first kiss and Steve made sure he’d get to school about the same time as TJ, to have a glimps of him. Even just a smile from TJ was worth all the whinning from Ian. But they didn’t go on a date again, until that night. Steve had made sure that Ian would be at Sam’s place, so that he could be alone with TJ for just one night. He had wanted it to be perfect. Food on the stove, flowers on the table, his outfit as casual. But instead, when TJ entered his place, Steve just couldn’t help himself and started undressing TJ. They barely made it to the couch, Steve needing to touch tj everywhere. Amazing wanks he had thinking of TJ before this night and the real deal was much better. At least, he tasted good. Then the fire alarm started and Steve remembered the food on the stove. He ran to stop it and used the fire extinguisher. He turned to see TJ, with a falling face. “Sorry. I think we will have to order pizza.” TJ came to him and kissed him. “Pizza is the best.” 

three

They had been taking every opportunity they had together to have sex. Quickies, blowies, handjobs. Anything. Steve was very much eager to have TJ all over his body. And to how his lover was reacting, it was very much requited. So a lot of times, TJ was getting Benji to Doug and Ian to Sam. Though when they were seein one another at the other’s place, they were briging the kids too, ‘making sure they would agree’, ‘part of the educator’s plan’. But actually, it was TJ and Steve wanting the kids to agree so that TJ and Steve wouldn’t worry for their own relationship. Because they wanted it to last. At least, Steve wanted to last. But it was always PG-13. Which was why they were getting their sons babysit when they wanted to have sex. Which was the same that night. Benji and Ian were at Sam’s while Steve and TJ made amazing love. When they were done, they cleaned themselves and put their underwear on. TJ was looking in the fridge for food and Steve was hugging him from behind and kissing him on the cheek and eventually on the lips. Too bad the door opened and Benji, Ian (sick) and Sam walked on them kissing. “What are you doing daddy?” Benji asked TJ. That kiss ended and it would need a lot of explaination later.

four

Steve needed to be honest with TJ. Since he wanted for it to last. Their relationship. And now that their sons knew and had talked to their friends about how gross it was. (Not because of two guys doing the kissing but because it was Benji’s dad). So Steve needed to talk. About Bucky. His best friend and first love that died in the army. To which Steve had lost in Afghanistan. When he was still in the Marines. Steve had been over him, with Peggy, who also knew Bucky and understood Steve. But died giving birth to Ian. Sharon, Peggy’s sister, had helped for a bit, then Sam after that. But Steve had been raising Ian ever since. And now he was with a man he had noticed because he looked like his old lever and he had to be honest about it. He expected a worst reaction from TJ, but his boyfriend had opened himself up as well, talking about his ex-boyfriend Sean and his past in addiction. Steve couldn’t help but kiss TJ. To comfort him. “I love you. All of you.” With words and soft kisses. HIs heart was beating in unisson with TJ’s.

five

Steve was so lucky. To finally live with TJ. to make a stand as a couple. And even if Benji and Ian were still fighting, it was better than before. Steve and TJ had made sure those two wouldn’t kill one another. Because this relationship mattered to each other. Steve had woken up before TJ and was happily smelling his boyfriend’s neck and tracing the abs with his fingers. TJ stired in his arms, then opened his eyes. “MOrning Sleepy head,” steve said before pressing his lips on TJ’s, smiling against them. He could really wake up like that forever.

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“….steve.” this time his words are more like a sigh, steve’s name leaving his lips like a prayer that was answered. for a moment he remained tense, blue eyes flickering over the oh so family features before searching for any kind of threats in the room. when he found none and his gaze returned to his best guy, and only then, did the tension start to drain from coiled muscles. 

“Steve your…” alive. here. real. not in my head. a cautious hand reached to trace along the cheekbone of the man he loved. of course he loved him, how could he not. his previously empty conditioned mind filling with images; with everything that he had remembered since breaking from hydra and everything that had happened since then too. suddenly he’s pushing himself up, sitting in the bed instead of lying down and once again looking round the room. “What happened?” then there’s dread clogging his throat that he struggles to speak past. “did I….is everyone okay?”

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Steve went on the bed with Bucky and wrapped his arms around him. It might be too much after what just happened. Too close. But Steve needed the closeness to Bucky. More than he thought Bucky would need him. AS weird as it might sound to some people, Bucky was his anchor. His best friend since childhood and the other half of him. Bucky was his husband and the only person he saw himself with. He needed him Bucky in his life and if anything bad to him, just like before, he was so hurt by it. So painful.

“I’M here,” he reasured his husband. Though he could feel the worry that was inhabiting Bucky. By the choice of words, wanting to know if others were okay and the way he looked around. And it hurt him again. “Everyone else is fine. I talked about the space race and i just started talking about the russian satellite and you fell on the floor. And you’ve been unresponsive after than. It was all my fault. I’m sorry.”

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        ❛ — The fuck I’m not, ❜ he growls, dragging                a hand down his face. How in the hell                could he be anything else? After all the                things he’s done, the only reason he’s                redeemable is that he’d fed the right info                to the right people at the right time, had                made a hard call.

         He sighs, a harsh sound rattling through          his teeth in irritation before he fixes him          with a pointed stare. 

       ❛ — Maybe you’re right. I’m not a bad guy.

                        I’m a fuckin’ monster. ❜

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“You’re not.”

The line between good and bad people was getting blurry when it came to the people he cared about. Like his moral compass was broken. Before when it concerned Bucky one way or another. With HYDRA and his desire to bring Hell on them, and punishing him for what they have done. Both during the war and in DC. And now with Bones, it was another kind of fighting. Despite what Bones had done for HYDRA, steve couldn’t help but still see good in him. His heart speaking. But everything coming of Bones’ mouth made him sad. Because he believed Bones good.

“You’re not. You’re a good man.”

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And all the kids cried out, “Please stop, you’re scaring me.” I can’t help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me

                              Who is in control?

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE

i’m archiving this blog. it feels often like a duty to come here than fun, except for some things that makes me happy. i’ll be on redskullrogers from now on. threads will be dropped but verses can be still kept. aus i adore and i want them again. but with the coming of civil war, i just needed to start new. i hope you’ll follow me in my new aventure. of steeb becoming the red skull after dying during the civil war.

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❝ We do have it now and I have no intention of letting it go ever again. ❞ She hadn’t ever truly expressed her insecurities about returning to the job. Her capability was no problem, but certainly there were other concerns. This had been her career for decades and all of it had fallen to Hydra. And now with Steve back and their daughter - it wasn’t just her own life that was at risk.  

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“Neither will I,” he agreed with her. It was really the thing that kept on going these days. HIs life had been a wreck after he woke up, diving in work to escape the loneliness of his reality, like he had told Peggy when she was still old. And a life with her and kids, even if stopped by the civil war, put him on the right track. He had a reason to live, to really live. And fight for.

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And all the kids cried out, “Please stop, you’re scaring me.” I can’t help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me

                              Who is in control?

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE

i’m archiving this blog. it feels often like a duty to come here than fun, except for some things that makes me happy. i’ll be on redskullrogers from now on. threads will be dropped but verses can be still kept. aus i adore and i want them again. but with the coming of civil war, i just needed to start new. i hope you’ll follow me in my new aventure. of steeb becoming the red skull after dying during the civil war.

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Tony pouts playfully unable to help himself.   ❝I am thankful Daddy, really thankful.❞ he mumbles before relaxing his face after Steve booped his nose. He likes this, these moments where Steve pays special attention to him, where he takes care of him. He lets out a soft sound as Steve presses the cloth to his skin, eyes closing he just relaxes. Normally, baths put him on edge for the simple reason of Afghanistan, bodies of w a t e r make him uncomfortable, but when he’s with Steve, it’s not as traumatizing, in fact it’s rather nice.   ❝Sorry Daddy, i’ll be a good boy i promise i can be a good boy.❞ he smiles brightly at Steve.

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“It didn’t sound like thankful to me.” But he believed Tony’s words. He believed everything coming Tony’s mouth, the guy always was honest to him. He appreciated just how relaxed his boyfriend was at the moment as everything he did these days was for him. (Not always in his life, but it had been a mistake to let him go). He smiled at Tony’s promise and pushed his arm up to wash the armpits and rest of the arm. “I like to hear that. Now I’ll get you a treat before going to bed.” He wouldn’t tell what, so that Tony would be enjoying it fully as a surprise. But he wanted Tony to know that his good attitude would be rewarded.

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE

i’m archiving this blog. it feels often like a duty to come here than fun, except for some things that makes me happy. i’ll be on redskullrogers from now on. threads will be dropped but verses can be still kept. aus i adore and i want them again. but with the coming of civil war, i just needed to start new. i hope you’ll follow me in my new aventure. of steeb becoming the red skull after dying during the civil war.

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And all the kids cried out, “Please stop, you’re scaring me.” I can’t help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me

                              Who is in control?