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drew things, liked monsters

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time flies

i turn into a girl funniest shit you’ve ever seen hi

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‪"We sat and watched butterflies come out of the witch sauce for a while. Ana turned to me and said 'Caelainn...' but couldn't get the rest out. But I knew what she would've said, and she knew how I would've responded."‬

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my hair be greasier than wendy's burgers even though i wash it

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‪"Even as the witch melted it reached out to drag us down. But it paused, and in its eye I saw a blankness. It accepted it had lost. Despair was no longer Ana's mistress; she was the mistress of her despair."‬

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Fun fact: I like to headcanon Ember as the short kind of elf

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‪"In actuality, the Frauchen was weak. It was but a parasite all along, and its host no longer carried its vital nutrients: despair. Now it was the desperate one, spitting toxic lies even as it fell apart."‬

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‪"Did charging head-on at an obscure daemon on a maggot seem like suicide? Yes. But there was nothing else to do but cower and perish in despair. And I felt like a badass. I think Anastasia just felt sick."‬

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‪"We tried to clean her up a bit. Proper repairs would take long, and the Frauchen was certainly coming back for her. We had to confront that first before she could ever fully heal."‬

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‪"I actually didn't find her in Wirklich; rather, at the border, in her own little world. At first she screamed at me, well, she tried; she couldn't really speak. And she did look hideous. But she, as a person, was beautiful."

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‪"As I trudged through Wirklich to find her, I stumbled upon something old. Its material looked like brass, it shimmered unnaturally with a checker pattern, it billowed with a strange haze, and hummed what sounded like 'Ikerosu.'"‬

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‪[A specter of destruction tore itself from me. We were both left hollow. It was my soul, and I had no heart left for it to take or for me to keep.‬

‪But you have given me a new soul.]‬

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‪"If you found this, don't expect to find me. I've thought a lot about... existence. Some things should exist, and I--some--not... and here is an existence I created with my own two hands. I consider her among those that should."‬

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‪<Place your feet wherever you'd like child. Mine will be too many steps ahead for you to count in all directions.>‬

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‪"Maybe... there was a reason that child didn't have arms."