Still Aint The Same

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[weird5cience]

[asdfghjkllove]

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[nugz-10]

Sigh

This has to be the biggest test i've ever gone through. I pray everyday that Allah will help me through this.Personally feel like every test no matter how bad or good it is, it's for a reason to remember Allah. We always seem to forget that sometimes it has to be the most craziest thing to bring you back to allah. It gets really emotional because you read and listen and you beat yourself up saying "How did I forget someone did it all for me and the only who can make it happen for me" . SIGH . I know where I have faulted and know what I should've done. Things I love to do I can't do anymore. Inshallah I can get the strength to be who i was before but so much better. Now i'm in a state that I don't even know how to talk properly to anyone. Going to a room with people give me anxiety like no tomorrow but didn't before. So many things I should've mentioned a while ago it's not worth to bring up now. Now it's a new project and it's getting myself in gear. It hasn't been that long but it's the hardest thing ever for me. Inshallah is all have.

[timbllr]

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[vanish]

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[ancientawan-deactivated20240913]

[6ixfeelings]

The Caribbean Queen

[wh0isnerd]

[jordanforlife23]

See more at: jordanforlife23.tumblr.com

[aubbiebabie]

[thenathanzed]

ALL MY PLAYLISTS ON APPLE MUSIC:

WAKE UP: https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/wake-up-nigga-wake-up/idpl.0482bba0fffe4901b455b148d5b1110c

Happy Playlist 😄: https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/happy/idpl.8937131f03474cba85a3c18d0961ca87

Whine & Dine: https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/whine-dine/idpl.b4cc53d5ec3f47929918974f84295580

Apple Music & Chill: https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/apple-music-chill/idpl.690ff7c5e3b840a1b2dde983843fcaf2

In Your Feelings: https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/in-your-feelings/idpl.eaf3e509c32141239e97368fdc4e1524

Boolin: https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/oolin/idpl.dcba82edaa3a40b79b087db776b463d7

IT’S LIT 🔥: https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/its-lit/idpl.03ddacaef71a4cd79670eb81af2361f8

Metro Boomin Want Some More, Nigga: https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/metro-boomin-want-some-more/idpl.413183f247a3412c92de5a9313318f6c

Kill Me (feat. J Cole): https://itunes.apple.com/us/playlist/kill-me/idpl.8c80416dd6144f0b9d916ef76502ee0a

[lamerialove]

[unclewalk-deactivated20190218]

IM HYPE

[puffsaddy]

kendrick lamar or beyonce gonna put this on the intro of a song and unleash on us.

[harlymlangston]

Blkk girl magic//We been magic since our mamas had to do our hair //blkk

[gaws]

[sweetsoles]

[traptacular-deactivated20180125]

[mimi-g]

[kimkisliterallybae]

THIS!

[mynagoddamnlife]

How do you know?

How do you know everything will be okay. If everything you want will go as planned. when your expecting it to go as planned and it goes a whole different direction. At that point what do you do?

How do you know what you aim to be is something completely opposite on what you are currently and you wonder how you got there . What lead you up to being that way? What can you do to change that?

How do you know if your happy or not? When your heart is not complete? When your not giving yourself any self love ? Why is it so hard to keep yourself happy? why is it so hard to keep positive? Even if you pray , even if you do the right things ? Why is some happiness temporary for a couple hours then the next second just back to be being dull? Saying thank you in the morning for another day but not being in the good mood for that day?

Soo many question , so many answers that are needed.

[nugz-10]

and what!?