not a statistic, a fucked up sadistic

"i promise to protect you. nothing like that is ever going to happen again, do you understand me? they can't hurt us anymore . . . " >> tracking : numbcrboys

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his words fell on dead ears as he realized that adam was already asleep. but it didn’t look comfortable. opening the door wider, he watched as the other’s body trembled, whimpers escaping his lips. “adam..?” he whispered, stepping closer to the edge of the bed, unsure if he could try and wake him or not. “it’s just a dream. you can wake up.”

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adam is literally gasping awake. his hand on his chest as he panted for breath. more tears coming from his eyes and he can’t control it anymore as he begins to sob. turning his face away from the door after hearing theo’s voice. urging himself to calm down - to stop crying, to breathe. his shaky hands press into his eyes roughly.

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braxton could feel himself welling with pride for his daughter. for six to say that made him very happy. “that she is.” his hands went into his pockets as the other put the picture into his own back pocket. his jaw dropped slightly, “wait, seriously? you want to go? she’ll be so happy to see out again!”

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he kind of stares at braxton his reaction is a bit shocking and surprising. why the fuck was he so shocked that six had said yes? “great,” is all he says with a nod as he rocked on his heels and began to turn around, “i’ll text you or something.” he says with a simple flick of his wrist heading towards his car.

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elijah flinched at the heat behind nine’s words. he knew that the other was hurt, that things happened to him that should never happen to anyone. he could hear the other boys snickers as he was left alone in the building. dropping his head, he followed after the other. the sound of a slamming door made him jump but his hands still opened the heavy door. seeing nine angry like this made eli very nervous. “k-kelly. look, i’m sorry, okay? i just.. i don’t want to hurt you. i-i’m sorry that he touched you and i just… i-i’ll s-s-stop.”

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he doesn’t want to hear apologies and honestly nine is really done trying to save elijah. trying to bring him to a regular life where he didn’t have to do things he didn’t enjoy, where he wasn’t being used for his body instead of his heart and soul. he was tired of trying. “get the fuck off my door.” completely ignoring his apology, green eyes shoot up to blue before he’s yanking it and shutting the door with a slam. locking it then so the blond couldn’t get in before he started to drive off. 

[numbcrboys]

rp partner: i suppose our muses could be happy for once

me: or

me: OR

me: we kill them

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zayn: possibly dont really know.

zayn: dont worry about it. there isnt anything to apologize for yeah?

eight: so like

eight: you're not upset that we had sex last night? like that's not going to change our friendship or anything?

[numbcrboys]

I promise I will come on this blog more often!!!

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zayn: ah, i was? good.

zayn: lucky you are.

eight: that's good?

eight: im sorry about last night too, about everything that happened.

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he smiled at the male with a nod, furrowing his brows as he looked back down at his hands. he was hardly great at conversation, and these situations didn’t make it all that much better. “do you know when this starts?” he asked softly. he figured that he was either really early or really late, regardless. he was at least attempting to make small conversation. he figured this wouldn’t be nearly as awkward if he actually knew someone.

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“n-no, we’re s-starting in ab-about, in about five  minutes.” seven says with a soft nod, not looking up from his hands at all. twisting his fingers around and sighing softly. he hated group, absolutely hated it. within no time, a man was coming into the room and sitting on the side of the circle. although he hadn’t started, everyone still had four more minutes left. licking his lips he gently pushed a hand through his hair. 

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zayn: drank a little too much.

zayn: ah alright, makes sense and i'm starting to remember it. u doin' alright at least?

eight: yeah i could tell you were very welcoming

eight: yeah..

eight: yeah im fine, i don't get hung over for some reason so i'm great.

[numbcrboys]

PSA ;;; 

i really am trying to update the boys bio’s and everything. I have Kelly’s (nine’s) up, but the theme won’t for for everyone else, but I’m going to try right now okay? 

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zayn: feelin a bit awful currently from last night

zayn: did we happen to like i don't know.. fuck last night or something? trying to piece things together.

eight: why?

eight: yeah uh, we both got a little drunk and we came back to your place and we had sex. but i left early because i had to drop seven off ...

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based off of this plot !!!

seraphin decided to check out a local support group just to see  how it was. his friend was planning on starting one and he wanted  to make sure it was the best possible thing for him. he figured it  would be easier to just sit in on one. hoping it wasn’t a disaster, he  held a smile on his lips. his eyes scanned the unfamiliar faces and  soon falling to a very particular, quiet one. “hey.” he offered, trying  to seem friendly as he took a seat next to this particular person.

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it had been a full year that seven had been going to therapy, and from the start, the support group continued to say how proud they were of him. how they wanted him to improve just as much as the next person. but it was hard to get seven to share the things that had happened to him. he mostly just sat quietly and spoke during his one on one session, eight paid for. sniffling he glanced up at a handsome boy, “hi,” he mumbled  back looking back down at his hands. 

[numbcrboys]

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WOW HEY THANKS GIRL 

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elijah took a step back as he felt like nine just burned him. “i..” he swallowed harshly as he looked down at the ground, eyes starting to water. “it’s not that simple..” wiping at his face, he looked up and blinked rapidly to keep himself from crying. “those guys are assholes but if they’re not assholes to me, then there are girls i know that are going to get hurt worse than i do. i can’t let them hurt anyone else. i can take it, nine. i know you hate it but… i have to do it.” he took a small step forward and slowly put his hand on the other’s cheek. “so please.. please just drop this one for me and we can talk about it later.”

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his heart is racing, “listen,” nine says through his teeth, “i went through that, i’ve had an asshole hurt me, touch me - everything and it blows my fucking mind that you would stay and go through that no matter whether the girls can get out or not. it really pisses me off.” he says through his teeth, pulling away from his hand as he took a step back and turned to walk out of the door. slamming it shut behind him, he didn’t understand why anyone would willingly go through that. being in that goddamn building was bringing back certain memories he didn’t want and it didn’t take him long before he’s in his car. 

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braxton put his hands into his pockets as six started to tear through the tissue paper. the paper came out first and he could see it for himself in his head. his daughter’s drawing and writing on the bottom of the white sheet. she had begged for him to show the other and now he was holding it in his palm. he noticed the smile on the male’s face and started to brighten. “she tried really hard,” he mumbled back, hoping that the other would enjoy even the bear. his head nodded, his lips still turned up into a smile. “of course! umm, she’s having this thing soon. an award ceremony for her class. you should come. with me. if you want.”

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“i can tell, she’s a great drawer,” he speaks softly. he wasn’t always so gentle, most of the time he was rough around the edges, very sharp to the touch. but when it came to children, six tried his hardest to be gentle and to be caring because they had the innocence and purity he dreamed for. blue eyes flickering towards braxton, he folded the paper and put it into his pocket, keeping the teddy bear inside the bag. his eyes scanned braxton’s posture, “yeah sure, i’ll go.” 

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theo smiled softly as he watched the other speak. the soft sound of eight’s voice cracking made him frown. “of course, i’m just a call away..” he mumbled, not really thinking too much into that. once he was gone, theo cleaned up the glasses and put them into the sink. not much time had passed but he felt the need to check up on the other. carefully tiptoeing to the door, he peeked his head through the door. “sorry to interrupt but…are you okay?”

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by the time theo had come into his room, adam was sleeping. his face towards the door and it was evident that he had been crying. however the trembling of his body and the whimpers coming from his lips were not a good sign. it had been a long time since he’d had a nightmare related to the basement. a few more tears fell from his eyes as he laid there and sucked in short breathes. not hearing nor waking up at the sound of the door opening or theo speaking.

[numbcrboys]

I WANNA RP BUT SO FUCKING TIRED OH MY SOH