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intro ~

hii everyone!! i just wanted to introduce myself a lil more and hopefully make more friends!!

my name is asura and i’m 17 from the us :3 i’ve been in this community since i was young but recently relapsed so im back in the game!! i like music (specifically alternative music), art, and spending time outside!!

sw: 180lbs/81kg

cw: 160lbs/72kg

gw: 130lbs/58kg

ugw: 100lbs/45kg

if you wanna be moots jus follow me!! i follow almost everyone back!

#rice cake nation #thinnerbeforedinner #⭐️🪽motivation #e3 #ednotsherran #toxic wl #⭐️maxxing #€d ana #wl motivation

intheshadowrealm

what life would feel like with a thigh g@p:

8.8.26 ^.^

cw: 160.0

consumed: 217

burned: 107 (finna do some workouts soon so hopefully more)

net: 110

today wasn’t horibleee, i went to the movies and got a diet dr pepper and had some popcorn to break my fast maybe 2cups! we saw a brand new day and i cried :(

update: i binged.

#thinnerbeforedinner #toxic wl #€d ana #⭐️🪽motivation #rice cake nation #e3 #wl motivation #ednotsherran #⭐️maxxing

ilovedietdrpepper56

you only have yourself to blame

i bought a shirt in my usual size (large 😬) nd wore it for the first time today nd it’s too big 🥹🥹🥹 i’ve never felt so proud of myself

#thinnerbeforedinner #toxic wl #⭐️🪽motivation #€d ana #rice cake nation #wl motivation #e3 #ednotsherran #⭐️maxxing

okay this isn’t abt a4a but i need to get this out to a group of people who have no idea who tf i am nd can’t say anything to anyone in my life!

tw: $u!c!de attempt mention

okay so genuinely like 2 days ago i ended up in the hospital after an attempt and it’s my first one since i was 14 so in like 3 years and my parents were both outta town so my dad had to come back to come to the hospital nd take the week off to be with me. nd my lil sister was at my grandparents house at the time cuz it’s jus me at home on weekdays nd i have work so she can’t be home alone (relevant for later). well basically my step-mom was kinda mad at me after my attempt and like didn’t text me or talk to me or anything and she just got home maybe three hours ago nd she nd my dad went to talk. well the room they talked in is right under mine nd there’s a vent connecting them and apparently these ppl dunno how to talk quietly so i heard the tail end of the convo and she essentially said that she never trusted me and that’s why my little sister couldn’t stay here with me and that’s she bends over backwards for me nd it’s never reciprocated. first of all, as the parent it is in fact her job to do that and second of all, i changed sm of my life for her. i quit my job for her, stopped talking to my therapist because she decided he was bad after three years of being with him, rehomed two of my dogs because she said so. like i dunno how much more i can do. i already feel so out of control and like im stretched so thin. everyone wonders why i did it, this is why

schwezier-kase77

The time I was at my peak in @4@ was the only time I was truly happy

i took these freaking lax an hour and a half ago and it still isn’t working 🫩🫩🫩

i was gross and ate a piece of pizza, and i want it gone

update: i’ve been shitting for half an hour now.

#thinnerbeforedinner #toxic wl #€d ana #⭐️🪽motivation #rice cake nation #e3 #⭐️maxxing #wl motivation

feather-4ever

No because why was everyone letting me walk around looking f@t and not telling me to lock in

i have something against everyone who stayed quiet istg

eternallyeating

I probably would be 5 kgs lighter if I didn’t use weed so much🥀🥀🥀

luigiangel50

I just wanna look like the pretty girls

jinxed0doll

Oh...

I wanna be thin.

I wanna be so thin people worry.

I wanna be thin so my partner can carry me and baby me with ease.

I wanna be thin so I don't have to worry about my clothes looking good or not.

I want to be thin, so my thigs could be prettier and smaller.

Please, I just want to be thin.

I don't want anyone to worry, If I could, I would st4rv3 all day, anyday.

I want to be more resiliant, I want to be able to workout for hours and hours.

I want to be the smallest in the room.

I want to look sick.

I want to be... pretty.

:)

8.6.2026 ^.^

consumed: ~172

burned: 358

net: -186

today was super good until i had to break my 48hrs at 24hrs because my dad made me e@t 🫩 luckily a sweet angel in my comments helped me est it to 150! the other 22 was energy drinks, yes ik i have to give them up eventually

otherwise today was nice! i met my step goal and did some pilates before bed so yay for that, me and one of my moots are starting a 72hr together and im so excited!! wish us luck 😚