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18 ★ i fuck HEAVY with satosugu. i love you satosugu ♡ jjk is my special interest oughhhhh https://doreikoburera.neocities.org/

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for any of the resau utahime scar wonderers i have just posted more ao3slop ☝️ so feel free to look at that ☝️ i'll need to update the carrd with this on it later but in the meantime on artfight i've linked the resau fic series on utahime and shoko's profiles now so they're visible + added suguru's parents to the carrd :^)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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i'm laughing so hard [straight faced]

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guess fucking what [wip from the other day]

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Your Geto design is such a freaking vibe, I absolutely love him and the beard on gojo is honestly just giving me straight life

YHANK YOUUU my designs mean a lot to me personally for various reasons but Those Two are two of my favorite designs like evar i heart them so bad oughhh.... Ough. ough

side note! satoru's "beard" is actually just ridiculously long sideburns and stubble but tbh i have no fucking clue how he achieved this build so. 🩷🩷🩷

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Bro I could have sworn you had a TikTok but I can’t find it, did you nuke it or something?

i did yeah... i don't like tiktok for mental health reasons + i heard thru the grapevine they were ai scraping the app and i mainly posted on there when i was a minor soooo i don't really want it to have data of my face from then. + it's so fucking competitive and genuinely an echo chamber it's like twitter for youtube shorts kids ykwim

for anyone else wondering i also nuked a lot of my other social medias including instagram and i left bluesky and twitter cause i can't log into those accounts anymore and i hate elon musk so i'm not touching twitter at all ☝️ i've been trying to rein in my online presence honestly so you'll probably find out which accounts i purged at some point

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wip thang i'm colorpicking from pride flags to draw these chuds ☝️ satoru stop looking at your wife like that i'll cry

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observe my sugurus...

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had some thoughts. feel free to observe them ☝️

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happy pride month to the entire cast of resau except for suguru's parents + satoru and riko's father + nanami and haibara as they are all heterosexual [but they are allies] [minus satoru and riko's dad probably]

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experimenting a bit with my artstyle here's a chud you guys haven't seen in a hot minute

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one must imagine sisyphus drawing yuri

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respite and a pair of mary janes

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was inspired by a friend to make little tamagotchis 🩷🩷🩷🩷 awww awww

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on shoko and utahime's relationship in resau because papa wants yuri

gonna talk a fair amount about gender identity and sexism

may not be a very long post because i'm still working on them but i wanted to talk about them a little bit anyways.

i think, for starters, given her history, the reason utahime is so drawn to shoko is because shoko is so out of the norm for women. utahime grew up in a place where women had to be second to their male counterparts, and if said male counterparts had sons or other male companions or subordinates, the women in turn were likely fourth or fifth choice. they had little, if any, power; hardly an authoritative party unless married to a very important man. shoko and her family lived on a farm before she was sent off to tokyo to hone her skill in jujutsu because she had more potential as a sorcerer than a farmer, PLUS she's clearly very physically strong and her parents allowed her to grow that way. so i think there's a sort of allure, sort of jealousy type of thing utahime feels for and about shoko because she never got to explore her identity as a woman, but on the other talon, she's grateful that at least someone else did.

the thing is also that shoko is also kiiiind of more "traditionally masculine" in her mannerisms and appearance, so i wonder if part of utahime's attraction to her isn't influenced by her ideas about masculinity and that it is "correct" for a woman to desire masculinity as she, traditionally, must be the feminine counterpart. shoko is also very much feminine in several areas so in a way she's masculine in the way suguru is masculine [on the gentler side of things; really more akin to androgyny]. utahime is comfortable being feminine as well, but i would go as far to say her attraction and further connection with shoko is, partly, a form of escapism. she's kind of living vicariously through shoko in the first few stages of their relationship as well, because she wants to experience gender identity the way shoko does but she is, at the time, unable to conceive gender identity as being anything other than what she was taught it is.

shoko is the opposite where it really doesn't matter how her partner expresses their gender but she is firmly lesbian 🩷 utahime is also lesbian but she's struggling with whether or not she likes Shoko or the Idea Of Shoko if that makes sense. so as a whole utahime and shoko's relationship is very weird and a little unstable because of that ☝️ if that makes sense. i'm trying to explain this to myself too #tbh

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Hi! I noticed that you sometimes draw Suguru with his canon ears and other times with pointy ears, and I was wondering if there was some reason for it in your story? Sorry if the question is a bit odd I'm just curious lol

Your art is really really really pretty by the way!!! Makes me think of a yummy squishy marshmallow

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! there is a lore reason for this actually!!

since suguru's dna is all fucked up via mahito [Thanks mahito.] his physical body kind of morphs as she ages! he also has long fangs. those and the ears are both signifiers of being related to cursed spirits and that only really becomes obvious when he starts getting older. when i draw her with the pointy ears she's like 43 whereas with human ears he's 28 and below ^^

for the record she always has the gauges though and gets bigger gauges in his 40s 🩷

feel free to ask more questions about my aus!! i lovelove talking about them 🩷🩷🩷

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These freaking guys again

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character concepts for resau again. left one is satoru's birth mother and right is riko's. they have the same husband so riko and satoru are half-siblings ☝️ satoru's mother is called gojo yoshie and riko's is gojo amiri