Numinous Shaman

Multidimensional Shamanic Expressions of My Heart, Madness, Soul and Salvation

[numinous-shaman]

Alas, the desired golden thread, that missed tone of joy sounds in my heart, the gold strand shines so bright in my head.

The renewal of hope fills my mind, I was lost, but, I have been found. My good Lord is calling the secret name in my soul, I am strengthened and pleased by the sound.

The test seems too burdensome to bear, I know it's been me in the way. I must give up my illusions and heed my soul's master, it's required I become God's eager slave.

Every thing I might turn to first, every crutch that I've leaned on instead; I know in my heart, it's time to let go and put my illusions to death.

Every worry I have, every thought in my mind, I must give it to God, with all of its kind. Every pleasure I sought, every comfort I've kept, I must give them to you and your ways I'll accept.

It's a lot to think of it, all the layers of lies, worldly knowledge, I regarded cannot help me to be wise.

I must become just like a child, hanging on Christ's every word. I must never disregard it and obey all I've heard. For only God is wisest, and in his will I see, exactly what my soul really needs to be free.

Yet I've been a bitter clinger to so many broken ways. But, I've known I need deliverance for years and months and days.

I've reaped the same pain, and yet the same seeds are sewn, powerless it seems to enact all I've known.

But God has the strength and knows all, which I don't, he's able to strengthen those areas I won't.

It's what my soul wants, to receive that good grace, but, in order to receive it, I MUST make the space.

I can't carry my old self and become the new, I must let go of past patterns, and really be through.

I know once I give up all that I don't need. God's golden grace will fill me and replace those old seeds.

The test is the patience and perseverance to stand, empty and willing to let God take my hand.

Faith is required to let go of what I know, to forgo easy comforts and let him tell me where to go.

For if I find the faith to simply put to death sin. The strength of Christ's Spirit will fill my heart and dwell within.

By Tara Allgood

[numinous-shaman]

The Gods, they are fighting

For the edges of a plane,

Anxiously underwriting,

Past verbage making them insane.

To learn is to uncover,

It's too see what wasn't seen,

The elders belong in an asylum

It's just the truth, I'm not being mean.

What future have they left us,

But ash, blood and death?

What honor can we claim with

Blood money on our breathe?

You old ones maybe tired

And you may be cranky too,

But, I implore you to listen to my tiny voice

As I have often listened to you.

Cut off your fetish for power,

Renounce your contract with power and greed.

Take every ounce of gold you weild,

And invest your gold in the kingdom of the children of good seed.

This world is not a playground,

And never again will it be a joy ride,

Not for evil sons of bitches,

Trading daughters and sabotaging wives.

The return of the king

The restoration of his bride,

The stars can't be rewritten,

Counted are the days of Spiritual Pride.

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What a vagina, to be ripped,

to be torn.

What precious facial features,

For some mad man to have worn.

What breasts and milk for pleasure,

But, to bear a blood word...

They made me this,

They made US blind...

Summoned vultures, like song birds.

The sweet, sweet castle,

Some bulldozer to blame,

And the public just watched it,

Adding to their own shame.

But, the Angels took notes,

And their servants took names.

The prophecy in the stars,

It's not some faulty claim,

He wanted us to escape suffering,

My friend Death, wants the same.

But maybe, something better,

Lays beyond a solemn vow,

And it just feels right to trust Jesus,

But, your mind can never know how.

By: Tara Allgood

[numinous-shaman]

Secret Space Program Timeline Wars

Not even organic time travelers know what's going to manifest exactly, but I do know this is a timeline war and the forces of chaos and corptocracy are what will lead us into a horrible A.I., future of soullessness and military industrial servitude, if we don't shift the tide in consciousness back to human values soon.

There ARE definately forces ready to resist tyranny all over the country and there are also militarized groups invested in destroying the stamina of defensive forces too, war on our soil is NOT desirable. There used to be only a timeline with five free states in the future, having Constitutional protection, back in 2011, I was aware when that was secured. Then we got an 11 state timeline some years later and I'm pretty sure the last I felt we had a pretty solid 27 state structure for manifesting continued protection of Inalienable human rights, should succession become necessary.

I hope it's more now, it would be wonderful to have the whole country turn back from the Great Reset completely, before the Great Divide manifests. But, consciousness just isn't aware enough to expect that at this point, it's painfully obvious watching the majority of people demand to be experimentation survivors and freely give over their genetic code to hybridization with other species, and new technology, that the level of awareness of the masses has been greatly reduced, along with understanding of their own value, rights and responsibilities. Of course, we KNOW in the future that it was "the fears" that caused them to sell their liberty, not actual harm, just the idea of it and their lack of awareness regarding the methods to manipulate them made it all possible. Watching this play out in real time, is just gut wrenching.

MAYBE, if enough false flags happened to jolt then awake they would help fight their captors instead of beg them in, but the iron curtain of information has become increasingly difficult to penetrate. I don't think Trump is the Messiah, but I think if he's prohuman then he'll use this opportunity he has to rally some people who care about freedom behind him and hit them where it hurts, AT THE INFORMATION LEVEL. We need to get past the frequency fence of distorted information being used to hold humanity hostage and unable to discern the danger.

Of course, the controllers want it that way, they want us dumb and happy when they cut out lives short and all the blame for the genocide resting squarely on our own, failure to rightfully apply free will. I've had more than my fair share of exposure to eugenist, reptilian timelording types of beings and I will tell you what they never will, because I'm not like them although I perceive them. They believe in survival of the fittest, or most cunning, really.

They figure if they are smart enough to fool humans and conquer us, then our benevolence is a weakness and they deserve to rule with an iron rod and treat us like domesticated cattle and resources for their whims. They think of this world as part of a larger ocean and the bigger fish wins, unless the smaller fish gets smart enough to survive. The idea of a loving Creator force is foreign to them, nature is cruel, only children have foolish dreams of things which are obviously not true, that's what they would say to a child who believes good will win out, simply because it's moral.

Now, if the alien Corptocracy gets their way and are able to slice through the federal government and manifest authoritianism quickly, this is probably where the Orwellian vision of two sort of parallel societies might spring up in the same land, some flocking to federally managed economic development, while others reclaim land and resources for sustainability, environmental protection and multicultural preservation, in states leaving the union. Those were basically the legal umbrellas we used to get support from the corptocracy in some timelines in the future and not called fundamentalists, revolutionaries or radicals for simply wanting to remain natural humans and to keep our Bill of Rights.

They didn't care about our rights or our liberty or right to make our own health decisions, because they thought it was important, NO. We had to show that the degradation of our environment was no good for them and the degradation of our genetics was akin to killing a protected animal, because it was an endangered' species. Human interest was protected only under the banner of what today might be equated to Leftist Liberalism or Environmental Activism. So many humans are already under the influence of such heavy programming and so degraded genetically, they already serve the AntiChrist system, the Corptocracy who is attempting to rewrite our souls for capture and control, and just don't know it. Wanting to be human completely and to access nature and make individual choices, was called tragically fundamentalism and seen as radical or mad. Covertly, the secret societies weilding heavy handed influence within the Corptocracy knew the truth and knew the human ascension potential was intentionally being cut off from the masses and tightly controlled. They had their own plans of breeding into the genetics of ascendant humans while enslaving the rest.

The Multidimensional capacity of the human soul was lost by most after being genetically degraded with medicine, environmental toxins and food. Humans literally lost their ability to fully embody and connect with their soul and multidimensional nature, the process happened over a few generations and most didn't notice it occurring or miss it when it was lost, everyone was tuned into their pain and pleasure body only, five senses they couldn't see through with higher ones. In many probable futures a company called Aegis was ultimately responsible for raising awareness and support from the rich to help achieve their goal of protecting, studying and tracking the human potential for Multidimensional communication and influence on the environment. Many human domains for natural living were organized and protected legally and with force by Aegis Corp. and Aegis Shield Corp. Organic and inorganic time travel was experimented with by many factions, warring for control over the timelines and various aspects of our future. Time travel operations were in place before Sept. 11th and that event itself has already been altered by divine intelligence and human operatives, so we are experiencing already, an altered version of the past. The 911 timeline, 911 numerological sequences are an energetic reality that crosses the threshold of the unconscious mind for many of us.

It's so important to understand though, the leaders didn't care about our souls or the afterlife, the government is controlled by soulless corpore entities, not human ideals. They only helped us, in the end at all, because they wanted to replicate what it's REALLY like to be human and receive your Divine nature in artificial systems and experience a replicate reality using technology for virtual extended life spans in artificial worlds of clones or digitized and uploaded into what is akin to a virtual reality cloud. The small percentage of true humans lived parallel lives, but they fought to not be dependent on the Corptocracy, so that separation would remain and the rest of the world saw and treated then like an oddity, some kind of stage show freak for them to project their own fears and insecurity onto. They had no idea they were just dangling participles, evolutionarily speaking, slated for nothing but further degeneration, experimentation and enslavement. I can already feel this separation becoming palpable, the emergency vaccine powers are definately a trigger event

The real humans, eventually were able to live protected, to stay in touch with natural order and live like a natural human, but only in exchange for information and for power the secret societies used for themselves. We still managed to create hubs of Divine Creator energies, cruelty free animal zones and real human existence to assist with keeping balance in the world by helping the Corptocracy understand the importance of universal law and the real purpose of morality at the level of the template of reality manifestation. This helped the populations (we weren't all human) to survive and avert pole shift, we literally have to keep the balance.

The effect of that knowledge on the majority was not natural though, it was tyranical and the populations who destroyed the old America demanding liberation were the ones who ended up with the least liberty in the end. All of these impressions are collected from possible futures and parallel realities, I pray everyday the options improve and more real humans remember who they are and what is really important. They had to shut the inorganic (technologically) induced time travel missions down, the effects were bizarre and became a greater concern than originally imagined. There are rogue groups still experimenting covertly, it is well known in the future and these groups are hunted religiously by the scientific order.

Organic time travel is more mystical in nature, it's the ability of your higher self to project itself back in time to your physical self and effect change which shifts the future. This is just one example of the types of abilities the Multidimensional human is able to do, if their genetics and consciousness aren't interfered with and free will used to serve Love, like Christ taught. The elite know that REAL humanity doesn't need their faulty technology to externalize their powers for interconnectivity and don't need controllers at all. That's why they aim to suppress us, dumb us down and keep the secret about who and what we are far from our awareness.

They need us to control, to feed off, to feel powerful by dominating and to justify their own limited, dimensionalized existence. They are like an interdimensional invader, a parasitic intelligence we are playing host to and giving more power over our entire universal time matrix. The ONLY people who won't be TOTALLY owned and controlled by these corporate boards and warlords in the future, are going to be the ones who dedicate themselves to consciousness expansion and Spiritual Ascension, because they'll need those enhanced abilities and awareness to stay a step ahead of the parasite and their legion of zombie enforcers, demanding submission to intelligence beneath the true Human. They expect us to out smart them if we really deserve our free will, I'm not condoning the belief system, just making it conscious in hopes more people can see through the vaneer of humanity they aim to project.

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They are wearing their mask, not because they want to, not because they've seen things and experienced death on such levels they feel good about enforcing it. They are wearing their mask, because they are being set up, like a cruel joke, like lambs to the slaughter and they are tired and they don't want to fight. They are wearing their mask because, they feel guilty standing up for their right to make their own decisions or to point out the obvious, that it only takes one person wearing a mask to benefit from it's use and making others do it is strange and not warranted historically or medically.

They are wearing a mask, because they aren't sure in themselves anymore of what is truth and what is deception. They submit to their beurocratic bullies, because they've been offered a false choice between submission and rejection from the crowd. They are so used to false choices, they've forgotten their right to create their own choices and go against the grain is actually the norm in a free society having been told repeately on the boob tube that it's not.

They wear their masks, because it's not politically correct to stand up for our own interests when the television tells us it's not. They wear them when they think it's silly, because they are too scared of reflection, rejection and objection to face their true feelings generally speaking. Feelings and personal choice aren't important according to our social programming, medicine and individual health choices, so they are being told at deep levels that they aren't important and they comply. By the crowd, they are undervalued and treated as non existent while priority is given to the blind obedience of a cold, profit driven corporate social order and unquestionable corporate voices.

They wear the mask because, they are too afraid to ask themselves how deep the deception goes, how evil the agenda really is and how much personal right to choice and liberty they will have to pay one day. They don't want to fight, offend or be perceived as uncompassionate, even if the higher moral ground is being traded for fear and bad medical science, even when the greater rudeness is perpetuated by the moral apathy of choosing not to speak and point out the truth.

Overall, the general persuasion and reaction to ritual abuse and human rights abuses (which is all this masking/isolating and reprogramming) exercise is, had been to ignore them, in this country from what I've seen. The level of ignorance regarding these subjects is part of the challenge, the fear another, but moral willingness to go gently into that great night of servitude and ignore u comfortable questions, is certainly at it's highest!

Is it the unnatural frequencies affecting their ability to perceive the depth of their captivity and control mechanisms?

Is it the nuerotoxin Flouride being added to their water supply REALLY working now after 50 years of drinking it? (Palm Bay, FL ahem)...

Is it the nonstop inundation with subliminal messaging and psycholgical manipulation being used within politics and entertainment that has them like deer in the headlights?

Is it their very benevolence and goodness that causes them to succumb to bondage and trade away freedom? It seems that way to me, everyone wants to be nice and not point out the elephant in the room in some martyrship role that one hurts their own family's and communities deeper in the long one, it's another false choice, true morality being traded for virtue signaling.

There are shadowy forces attempting to initiate us all into submission, enslavement and sacrifice and have already destroyed many things in this country with subtle manipulation, which we allow through soft consent by not refusing. They use mine manipulation tactics to make us confused, to think we are doing and supporting one thing while they really get the opposite done. It's been going on in a pretty blatant way for decades now, if you know what to look for you can see it. Learn about it 📚

If we don't want to be like China and North Korea, we need to defend the basis of what freedom really is and accept the reality of the attack on personal liberty, sanity and intelligence by fighting back. We need to question everything, do the research for both sides of an argument and realize often truths are somewhere in the middle, not on one of two sides (that's mind control manipulation, polarizing everything, that's why handlers will wear black and white). Above all we must protect our rights to think for ourself, access free information and make our own personal choices. Martyrship, because you think it's good isn't a good option, totally played out and not worth it, but education is very empowering and harmless. These forces are using occult (hidden) psycholgy and manipulation to steer or reality and they believe it's their right unless we evolve enough to take the controls ourselves, I'm saying we don't need to evolve, just REMEMBER why we have a Constitution to begin with and start protecting it by living the life it guarantees with pride, not apologies. If you feel bad about knowing truth and continuing to live in it, you're being influenced mentally to adopt a new belief and aren't even aware it's happening. I just hope everyone snaps out of it soon and gets mad that are all doing this for money, it's right in our face and sacrificing our will and personal belief is part of the ritual and collective programming.

[numinous-shaman]

"Suppressor Parasite Entity (SPE). Genetic Artificial intelligence (AI) drones or Archons sent by higher ups in the Negative Alien Agenda NAA or those entities that source from Imposter Spirit and are a type of militarized AI to dominate and posses consciousness through Mind Control and thought projection. This is militarized psychotronic warfare technology that is primarily sourced from Orion Groups consortium of Black Sun Program.They are mind and body parasites that can be individual or in clusters that attach to the bio-neurological system and are a Mind Control technological warfare. It has been observed that after a sequence of deeper layers of infection in the Lightbody, the SPE will harvest genetic material out of the human DNA host to form a type of Cyborg. We believe this is apart of the transhumanist agenda to create cyborgs in the human population through AI, to be used for a variety of purposes (slave labor) on earth and to be taken to other planets by the NAA. It appears that through insertion of holographic images with the intention to control the individuals Consciousness, the SPE is also creating astral delusions that the person believes is real, becomes addicted and attached to on the Astral Plane, thus acting as Consciousness Traps. [1] SPE's are aggressive Artificial intelligence parasites that invade the central nervous system to monitor a persons thought patterns so that they can mimic them. They monitor thought patterns and emotional behaviors and search for weaknesses within the human host body so they can aggressively use that weakness against the person to plummet them into very low frequency thoughts of the Predator Mind. See the Houses of Ego. When a person has weak spiritual-energetic development, weak moral character along with a weak mind, this makes it much easier for the AI parasite to control the human being and prepare the body for dark force or Imposter Spirit Possession. The way to dismantle and deactivate artificial intelligence and nanotechnology Alien Implants is to develop your heart center and spiritual human qualities such increasing deep emotional feelings of Loving Kindness, Compassion and Empathy." Lisa Renee https://www.instagram.com/p/CH7o9vYpKn-/?igshid=96xtre4pf6r9

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These Ghost Pipes really are the coolest plant medicine ever, they are some kind of fungus that actually grows in the shape of a flower, it's beautiful and it has gills like a mermaid, but the bottom of the trail is curved like a seahorse. Michael started soaking them last night for my medicine that mother nature prescribed and I am really excited to see how well it works. I'm already confident it will, considering the synchronicity and timing of how it came into our lives, right when I was disappointed most with synthetic options. This medicine is not only hauntingly beautiful, it's for all sorts of emotional and physical pain, inner healing and getting to the root of the suffering to shift it deeply 🥀 here is some info on this beautiful creation and more evidence of a benevolent Creator.... https://wisdomoftheplantdevas.com/2019/10/04/ghost-pipe-a-hauntingly-rare-plant-for-physical-and-emotional-pain/ #natrualmedicineforthesoul #herbmagic #newearthnow #terrestrialapothecary #ghostpipeflower #ghostpipetincture #insteadofopiates #anxietymed #degenerativedisk #psychosisrecovery #tramauticbraininjury #chronicpainrelief #innerhealing369 #ascensionsymptoms #spiritualemergency #naturalliving #madshaman #shamanicmedicinewoman https://www.instagram.com/p/CH0LTTiJg4A/?igshid=143egsu09hm8c

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Tara L Allgood

Ever need to handle what's haunting the dark side of your moon, so you can just go to sleep peacefully and live more compassionately at a mo

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US Dublin Exchange Student, phones home to let mom know REAL NEWS update on yesterday's election. SPOILER ALERT.... The Faeries are in charge and DC elected magic mushrooms to cure the next President. #repressedactress #makingfunofreality #thefaeriesmademedoit #paradigmshifters #peoplecanbemagical https://www.instagram.com/p/CHLI6d-jGJs/?igshid=1igw13j8dzr4x

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Praying for intelligent, solutions oriented, peace creating professionals to pull the strings on the next four years, reguardless of who that looks like behind the desk 💜

#trump2020 #joebiden2020 #uscongress #ussenate #infowarsarmy #clintonfoundation #kamilaharris #pencefly #freethefuture #chinesethreat #5gkills☠️☠️☠️ #jesuswasright #indigosoul #christianmystics

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[numinous-shaman]

I just think more morally based militias should seek the insight of "mom's and kids" cults more.... And then we got this.. we don't need to do anything except claim our rights and take control of our own lives, start meeting or own needs and put this corporate beast back in its place, beneath actual human rights. And the future rocks 💜 https://www.instagram.com/p/CHEjadBjqRs/?igshid=cbtdswf5un1i

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Watch "Lost in the Garden of Eden" on YouTube

is Colonialism from the same spirit who inspired Adam and Eve to pursue a divided brain and understand the illusion of good and evil (polarization), to be "like Gods"?. it's the curse they received not similar to what the native Americans experienced after their European education and forced civilization? how can we move forward and drop the blame games and past old stories? don't worry, I got ideas and fuel for your think tank. comments welcome.... namaste ,🙏

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Watch "Shit So Deep The King of Thailand Couldn't Force Me to Feel Entitled" on YouTube

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Never give up, Don't just survive, THRIVE 🎸 #poetrycommunity #shamanichealing #spiritualwarriorsarehealers #goodwitchedit #jesussufferedforus #ascensionguide #mysticstory #soulretrival #secretspaceprogram #satanicritualabusesurvivor #donttouchthetrees #streetpoetssociety #deadpoet #spiritualabuserecovery #badaliens #ministeringangels #realshamans #compassionworks https://www.instagram.com/p/CG-ZGDZp3PK/?igshid=qjxf229obbqt

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Tara L Allgood

Many blessings of love to all good people from my Annunaki family ♥️🦅🛸

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A Piece of Performance Poetry w/ a Touch of Shamanism

"About Those Draconians"

They'll reverse your pain to pleasure,

And invert your love to hate,

Salivating on your break down,

As, they rush right in your gates.

They'll lift you up then drop you,

Just to laugh hard, when you fall,

Bring you the world, then take it back

Intoxicated, that you lost it ALL.

They attract your heart, but to erase it,

The crush sent by them, crushes you instead,

Because, these beings know your heart's desires,

As well as, the insecurities in your head.

They'll offer you the sun and moon,

But, you'll find out they paid much less,

They'll laugh and get high from the pain,

When human heartbreak cracks your chest.

They'll observe you, just to find your wound

Pull it back out through your broken heart,

And when you're begging for your Iife to end, That's when the torture really starts.

They're cunning and they're aiming

For soft consent to take your soul,

Hoping you'll agree to anything

On account of your suffering,

if it makes you feel whole.

But, their ways are not new and it's still just a ploy ,

Humans are stronger than they want you to know,

A loving human soul is meant to be DIVINE,

Evil is jealous, and they don't want you to know.

God's children, need not live in fear,

We must now recognize our worth,

Denial is quite dangerous, when vampires

Have Been stalking your soul seed since birth.

And that IS the case for all good souls here,

Incarnated on this fallen plane,

But, we're carrying the mark of God on us,

Driving the sons of the fallen ones insane.

The best of folks, the biggest hearts,

Historically, we're reserved for a martyr's slaughter

But, every single trauma inflicted on the saints,

Only, makes the snake's final hells hotter.

They want humanity faithless, isolated,

Feeling broken and alone,

While they make claims to your spiritual light,

And make your energy field their home.

Like, hitchhikers, you wish you never picked up,

First stop the car and open the door,

Summon up your connection to humanity's  source

kick their asses out, with Christ powers from your core!

The world soul is travailing, she needs love and more Human hearts,

To be enbedded with Divine ideals,

For humanity to awaken from the demonic alien threat,

We must break the spell and claim control over or own wheels.

So, hold on, do not let go and do not give up, human friend.

Should a reptilian once happen to you.

It's time to heal from the bite,

and realize WE ARE RIGHT,

to be loyal To love, peace and truth.

By Tara Allgood

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This is a unique, dramatic and poetic expression of my creativity with general insight into the psychology of the Serpent seed and other invasive interdimensional species, commonly referred to as demonic, vampiric or reptilian.

I'm looking forward to developing my performance art and being able to attain some costuming and audio visual technology in my near future. If you want to be charitable toward my artistic endeavors, it's really appreciated 💜

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