nursinner

[nursinner-a]

nursinner is all set up so just click HERE to see the new blog. I don’t know what’s the new trend among the rp blogs themes… but welp, i tried.

[nursinner-a]

nursinner is all set up so just click HERE to see the new blog. I don’t know what’s the new trend among the rp blogs themes… but welp, i tried.

[nursinner-a]

nursinner is all set up so just click HERE to see the new blog. I don’t know what’s the new trend among the rp blogs themes... but welp, i tried.

[nursinner-a]

time to move on to a new blog and be active for a change!! it shall have the same url of course!

(i blame a certain mobile / pc game for this, now i just want mikan in the gacha)

[nursinner-a]

✙ Pondering about “archiving” this blog and revamping it!! No matter how much I try to avoid my love for Mikan, it always grows back stronger. Tell me if you’d still be willing and happy to interact with my precious Mikan!!

[leari]

I love two girls

[criis-chan]

SDR2 Fanmade ending :3

[computerram]

the third murder in chapter 3

[charmy-s-thing]

let’s go on a trip, from which we may not return

[nursinner-a]

depression tw. / unstable thoughts tw. / mild suicide mention tw.

Explanation of my absence here and in social media (in general)

|| It’s been a long while since I was able to log in here (frankly log in any social media)... My depression has grown worse and my anxiety levels are lowkey off the charts. I developed an idea in which I have to “dehumanize” myself and ended up causing the weakening of my emotions and isolating myself from all non mandatory social interaction. Basically I want to get rid of the pain by shutting it out. As for isolation... Take an example as I deleted my inst.agram and twit.ter (only to create new ones to record the days I’m going through). I’m pondering about what to do with tum.blr and my fac.eb.ook since I have people who are / were very dear to me here and there. Nonetheless, I just felt I needed to explain my absence.

I was outcasted from my group of friends, left behind by my most recent crush (seems I’m not enough) etc etc. and it caused me to relapse some thoughts and actions I thought I had under control. I may end up giving this and my other blogs to someone else I trust (who, I don’t know yet) if I do end up giving up. I reached the conclusion I have no place to vent so I refrain from doing so here or any other social media or irl as I was called “weak” and “arrogant” and “selfish” for wanting to erase myself so to speak. It’s important to keep our mental health in check and I failed there. We’ll see how things go but... I have to say it was fun (sometimes) while it lasted.

I may pause my studies so if you see me writing here actively, there’s the reason. I’ll also be dedicating myself to “amoroji” (my other blog).

[nursinner-a]

&.   𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓   𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄   𝐈’𝐃   𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄   𝐓𝐎   𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖   𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 !!  

01.  ALIAS  /  NAME :   DiioHeim >u<

02. BIRTHDAY  :  december 17th

03. ZODIAC SIGN : sagittarius

04. HEIGHT  :  5'10″

05. HOBBIES  : writing, despairing over fiction, gaming my days away, reading, drawing / attempts at art, exercising... oh and i’m constantly listening to music.

06.  FAVORITE  COLOUR  : well, i don’t think i have one... maybe lilac? :3

07. FAVORITE  BOOK  :   i’d say any poetry book by Florbela Espanca... I’m a slut for poetry, especially if it’s about heartbreak and such.

08. LAST  SONG  : a little messed up - june

09.  LAST  FILM  /  SHOW : this will sound like a cliché but Koe no Katachi was my last anime movie.... But given that it doesn’t specify the genre I guess I have to go with Avengers Endgame!! Rewatched yesterday :3

10. INSPIRATION  :  i kinda cosplayed mikan once... and we have very similar “problems” so I guess I’m inspired by her own essence. There’s also a few songs that work as fuel for my creativity but I’m not gonna make a whole list xD at least right here.

11.  STORY  BEHIND URL  :  i guess you see this one coming from a mile away but Mikan’s the Ultimate Nurse / SHSL Health Committee Member... she also formed part of a terrorist group called Remnants of Despair.... and basically she’s very much of a sinner given all the atrocities she committed. Not to mention how prone she is to seek attention under any form. So if you take the part where she’s a “nurse” and join it with her “sinner” self... you get nursinner!!!

tagged by : @falsehoped​  ((look at me blushing over here!!))

tagging :  @woerended | @ultdespr | @capegrabbed | @moralitycheck | @more-than-a-princess | @memoryrot | @aristxcrxt | @perpllexor | @miraibladed

[bawmila]

heart eyez emoji

[nestedinsecurities]

☆  Danganronpa 3 x Hōkai Gakuen Icons ☆

like or reblog if you use them

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[nursinner-a]

|| just a heads up: I’m lowkey trying to collect myself after yet another heartbreak so I may try to avoid writing stuff for a few days as everything I tried ended up bringing topics that are a bit too depressing even for mikan.... sorry TnT

[nursinner-a]

✙ “Uhm... I guess t-the summer holidays a-a-are reaching t-t-their end...”

|| Hey fellow despairers. I’M STILL ALIVE YES!!! Is anyone already reaching their “punishment time” aka classes? Mine start on the 14th... And it’s my senior year too. Wooooooh.... I’m not ready at all. But I literally can’t believe I went a month without logging in... :3 Wish I was more productive... depression’s a pain as you’re probs aware and relationships as well as social life can be draining. In the meantime, I did some projects related to DanganRonpa (my passion for this franchise will NEVER die) and also for Kimetsu no Yaiba (which will be explained on the respective KNY blog of mine).

I shall be redoing my playlist, restructuring my rules page... and well, the usual maintenance! Hit me up if ya need me!

[kerpluvis]

MIKAN! 💖