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2:00 AM thoughts

Now i know why i love spending time alone especially after a crowded day.

It’s the only time i can allow myself to be weak after trying to be strong for so long.

islamic-art-and-quotes

Having Iman is like riding a plane—the higher you go, the smaller the things on Earth appear.

Sheikh Safi Khan (via islamic-art-and-quotes)

May all the places, foods, and people we talked about reminds me of you.

the boy in blue

You screamed "i love you" instead of "Hello" Whispered "I miss you" before we even part

But "Good bye" is your answer, after i finally murmured "me too."

Death: an Utopia.

death used to scare my very soul.. I even restrain myself to go to funerals. until Today.

Today, i view death as an Utopia. I begin to understand why people lose their mind and commited suicide.

Why?

Because when you feel like your problems are way bigger beyond your capacity to solve them, death seems like a tiny little jump to an island free from sorrows. The thought of being free from any kind of hassle can blind us from the fact that life is a journey to improve ourselves as a human being, a chance for us to understand God and the life beyond this world, and that it's just a transit before we all go to eternity.

To be honest, this realization occurred to me because i'm having a hard time trusting myself "will i be able to conquer all these problems?". Death for a second feels like an easy route to free myself from the haunting "what-ifs" in the future.

Writing this, a question popped out from my head - does this making me a coward? To desired death?

Sekolah lagi :)

Here’s to the next 1,5 years of proving to myself that this was not mere luck.

My goals :

1. Ga ada lagi kata males dan madol... Li, plis. 2. Going abroad 3. Being as productive as i can. Bitch, hustle. 4. Write the best thesis possible on earth. lul. 5. Stay humble and be myself.

#life

Watching Wonder Woman

with Kimotto – View on Path.

Watching The Secret Life of Pets

with Kimotto – View on Path.

And i am definitely going to buy myself that fancy balloons and book a flight to Korea and eat ramyeon with Gong Yoo for my birthday next year because why not?

#birthdaydinner #23rdbirthday #delusive

alexanderburrsir

who I wanna be: moana

who I am: Hei Hei

what she says: im fine

what she means: i cant belive that the gallagher girls series doesnt get the recognition it deserves. its a series about independent teenage girls who go to a spy school and they're all able to kick your ass in 100 different ways. still there's no putting each other down but pulling each other up. the girls support each other in every possible way and have the best friendship in literature. also why is no one talking about the amazing representation of woc in these books? why is no one at all talking about this series??