My Happy Place

20• 5’3• SW: 163 lbs CW: 142.2lbs • GW(for now): 130lbs

[nvrgng2bsknn]

I want to starve again. I want to feel numb again. It's better than feeling hurt. Alone. Alive

[nvrgng2bsknn]

I’m getting bad again

[nvrgng2bsknn]

I want to starve again. I want to feel numb again. It's better than feeling hurt. Alone. Alive

[shipwreckd]

[oaoj]

[adrenaline]

[nvrgng2bsknn]

I learned to drive now the idea of driving to the ocean and walking into the water with no thought of returning can be true

[so-pale-girl]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[nvrgng2bsknn]

I’ve wanted to ask many times…

Who will care if I die?

Will my room stay a museum when I die?

How long will it be till you meet someone new?

But these are the type of questions that make people worry so I will never know either way

[bpdgotmelike]

i'm just a shell of a person. i have no desires. i don't want to do anything. get attached to anyone. leave my house. live. just want to physically fade the same way my mind has.

[f-f-w]

I've seen so many times things like:

Think about the people that you'll hurt.

Why tho?

Why do I have to think of someone else?

What about me?

[shy-quiet-and-insecure]

Sucks not being able to talk to anyone about how I feel.

[brokenflicker]

I'm thinking about ending it again and i don't even care about the consequences, i just want out.

— my mind won't shut up

[toomuch-taxing-formybrokenh-blog]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[dancingturtle1]

i don't wanna keep trying anymore. i just want to fucking die.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]