* ･ ☪ ˙ ˖ ✶ i was never yours.

USED to cry 'bout some crazy shit before, i used to F E E L so obligated to be so much more i used to let some people tell me how to live and what to be. but if i can't be me, then what's the point? no now i laugh about the things that used to be important to me used to have a hold on me, USED to have a hold on me. like what do you think and what he thinks, and what they think but i love me I DON'T CARE about it ANYMORE.

[nxxrs]

NOOR’S MUSE INSPO

1/??? - Selina Meyer from Veep

gif credit to original gif makers

[bookhag]

Your sibling, after all, is the only other person in the world who understands how fucked up your parents made you.

Deb Caletti, The Nature of Jade (via bookhag)

[nxxrs]

💌 imessage — noor

veronica: if we're not like that when we're old ppl then we have failed at life

noor: okay but we will though

noor: you can have the permed curls and i'll have the scarf and obnoxious fur jacket

[omarpush-blog]

“ya ALLAH, you’re born one year younger than one of your sisters and the next thing you know, you’re doomed,” he joked, missing having noor around but still lightly smacking her hand away when ruffling his hair. “richer than in debt, bitch so yeah, you a rich bitch ! you better, what the fuck? been gone for heaven knows how long and you think you can get away without buying me dinner? nah. nothing to catch up on on this end, little big sister, so you’ll be doing a lot of the talking.”

[nxxrs]

smacking his arm this time she scolded him lightly, “don’t use allah’s name in vain like that you rat.” snorting at his words richer than in debt all the girl could do was laugh. it had been a long time since she had to worry about debt, now she just had to worry about everything else. “buy you dinner, go shopping - whatever you want baby brother, i have a lot of birthdays to catch up on. and don’t be modest bobbi told me all about you being a smart ass cookie in school and i know you’re not the type to just sit around. i want to know everything.” 

[xcnders]

‘ yeah, where the hell were you? i could’ve showed you my patting skills, and you could’ve shown me the watery sand. ‘

[nxxrs]

“i was there just evidently not where i needed to be. how about we head to the beach and build an actual castle. like one big enough for the two of us to sit in? you can buy snacks and drive and i can bless you with my presence and mad skills.”

[edwias-blog]

Edward was leaning against a brick building, at the entrance of an dark alley. He was currently lighting a cigarette placed between his lips. His unexpressive face turned into a frown when he noticed the other person. He thought he was going to be alone and at the thought of useless small talk made him be hostile towards the other. ‘’ What are you doing here?’’ Ed’s voice was quite rough and accusing.

[nxxrs]

noor always found herself pretty restless at night, and the fact that she was back in highland springs which had next to nothing to do, didn’t make it any better. spotting edward brought an immediate smile to her face, walking over to him, she noticed the frown and rolled her eyes immediately. “you can fix that shitty attitude right now angel face. what you doing out here all alone? begging to get jumped?”

[nxxrs]

&& txts ⇨ open.

GK: not good with my drink

GK: yknow like im too hungover?

NOOR: yh i feel that

NOOR: are you okay honey?

[surprisebitch]

[nxxrs]

✨ — ( SMS. )

nate: i neither confirmed noor (punny) denyed

nate: sore. i got hit four times.

noor: lmao

noor: aw bby why? :(

[whitelinesandversace]

[mattyhq]

“yeah, about the cops, they don’t fucking like me. i am (and always will be) at the top of their hit list. in fact, i probably have a better chance of crossing the canadian border with cocaine in the back of my car than calling the police. you career? what are you, a politician?”

[nxxrs]

“sounds fake as shit to me but whatever makes you sound cool these days maverick. cocaine is surprisingly easy to traffic. okay but where have you been? google me baby cakes, my band has hit the big time.”

[nxxrs]

me: memes and uses jennifer lawrence as an older noor

[nxxrs]

&& txts ⇨ open.

GK: I dont remember what happened

GK: I dont want to talk about it

NOOR: lol what

[xcnders]

‘ so, after going home and researching it, you have to use water in your sandcastles to make the sand stick together and that’s why all of mine collapsed. ‘

[nxxrs]

“you poor pup. i wish i was there, we could have made some together i’m a top notch architect when it comes to sandcastle building.”

[omarpush-blog]

jokingly grimacing at the words beautiful baby brother, he wrapped his arms around her neck. “you’re one year older than i am, loser, not a fucking decade. how’s the rich bitch of the pushkule family?”

[nxxrs]

“you’ll still always be a baby to me. even when you’re a grown man with kids.” planting a quick kiss on his cheek, she ruffled his hair before finally pulling away. “not that much of a rich bitch actually. how about my treat you to a nice dinner huh? me and you so we can catch up.”

[nxxrs]

💌 imessage — noor

veronica: friends that are petty together, stay together a quote from urs truly

noor: on humans of new york there was this picture of these old ladies and the caption was something like 'we try to get together sometimes and complain about everything' and i was like omg i can't believe i saw mine and veronica's future like that

[nxxrs]

✨ — ( SMS. )

nate: ...do you want me to be srs?

noor: i guess you are then

noor: how are you bby cakes?