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My suffering may not be understood by many people. I have received numerous accusations and denials, and many people have left me.
But I have learned that there are never too many people who understand. In fact, there are certainly people who can be there for my suffering.
So, even though I sometimes feel rejected and painful, I want to remember and cherish the people who are care and there for me and the good events.
This topic is about Amphibia, but I fear to post it as is, so once I'm going to hide it.
Please be care that it is include pessimist content.
I can't and don't want to give detailed feedback about the finale of Amphibia. I don't want anyone to deny my feelings again.
However, I can say that I am glad that there was a happy ending and that Anne, Sasha, Marcy became best friends again, but there were many things that didn't add up, both the terrible developments up to that point and the developments that followed, and I still couldn't accept them with open arms.
I kept thinking about how I should accept Amphibia, and even after the finale, I continued to be troubled and struggled to sort out my feelings.
I was so afraid that everything about Amphibia seemed incomprehensible to me before I knew it, and I even came to disgust and reject the character and the show itself for a time.
I still feel the effects of this, and I like Amphibia less than I did before.
However, I still want to regain my affection for them.
I must have originally loved the show, because I sometimes cry in dissapointed when I recall painful events.
There have been many bad events in Amphibia, and I have become mentally ill. But I also have many good memories. And there are still good things.
I wish I could turn my attention to the good events and regain the feelings of liking that I used to have.
I would like to avoid any more references to the main story of Amphibia in this blog.
I'm exhausted of talking about it. I think I have pushed myself too hard to keep facing this show.
It's also hard for me to talk about it and be accused or denied again.
For now, I would like to take a moderate distance from Amphibia, and rest my mind.
It has been a while.
I have recently had another severe mental breakdown, but am now calming down.
I came here because I wanted to write something to sort out my feelings, and I want to reply to ask.
So I may visit here again to write a reply to ask, but basically I don't come here very often.
I'm so sorry to everyone care of me.
I want to get my energy back.
I would like to express my sincere gratitude to all of you who cared for me and gave me kind and warm words while I was away. Really thank you so much.
In order to be honest with myself, to protect my happiness and precious treasures, and to remember and cherish the existence of those who care of me, I want to stay positive and not give up no matter what.
And I will take more time to rest my mind without forced myself.
This is a work that expresses everything I feel and want to say about Amphibia.
I'm posting this works to clear my mind, to keep show my voice from my heart, to prove that even if I'm the only one, there are still people here who love the warmth of Amphibia. (In fact, I'm sure I'm not the only one but)
Everything I've been feeling and thinking about Amphibia lately
In order to clear my mind, I will write down what I'm thinking about Amphibia now. Also, I'm not trying discuss at all.
It contains many big spoilers, and mainly critical content.
Please be careful.
I kept avoiding watching season 3 of Amphibia, not wanting to see another shocking turn of events.
But, I happened to see the information and was terribly disappointed by the content.
I kept avoiding watching season 3 of Amphibia, not wanting to see another shocking things.
But, I happened to see the information and was terribly disappointed by the content.
I've been in sick and disappointment ever since "True Colors", and I was even more disappointed when I saw the recent situation with Amphibia.
The development was so horrific that I was inconsolable. I couldn't help but feel sorry for Marcy, as she had suffered even more cruelly.
I couldn't help but feel unbearable, and hopeless, and I cried a lot.
After all, I just can't understand the current development of Amphibia.
However, it seems that more and more fans are having doubts, and I've learned that I'm not the only one.
There were not a few people who understood and sympathized with my sorrow and doubts.
if that's so, I thought it would be enough, if I didn't have to keep saying it already.
And I didn't have to take everything the crew depicted seriously.
There are too many terrible developments in Amphibia right now, and nothing is resonating with me. And yet, I didn't feel the need to force myself to accept everything.
It doesn't change the fact that I have big doubts about the current development of Amphibia and the policies of the crew, nor does it change the fact that I feel unforgivable.
But, it will only get hurt and hurt for me to put into words my feelings of sadness while suffering all the time.
So from now on I want to talk about what I think is good about Amphibia, the warm parts that I love and the good heart of the characters, and I want to enjoy it.
Because what I really want is to cherish the things I love, to be happy, and to have fun all the time.
I don't want to give up, even when I have time to rest my mind.
I want to cherish to and hold on to and protect the warm part of Amphibia, the good heart of Anne and Sasha and Marcy, no matter what happens or what is said.
And I hope that the warmth of Amphibia and the good nature of Anne and Sasha and Marcy will not be lost and will be cherished by people.
And I see the way things are going, I don't think I'll be fully understand even if to be happy ending in the future, but I hope at least Anne and Sasha and Marcy will be best friends again and make Amphibia a finale in a good way.
I will be honest with myself about how much I love Amphibia.
It will also go on indefinite hiatus.
I don't know when I'll be able to come back, but I'll see you soon.
I want peace with everything. It's about time to I need to rest my mind.
I've got one more thing to say and I'll say it.
I have fewer fans again, but I don't mind if they don't understand my thoughts and feelings.
I don't expect to be understood. I think I'll be lucky if people understand me.
So even if people don't understand me, I will be honest about my thoughts and feelings, and I will never bend. As long as it's not wrong as a human being.
I may be harsh in my words, but I don't think my way of thinking is wrong. Because I never think I want happen anything bad. It's not bad to always wish for good things too.
When we encounter cruel events, I will suffer no matter what.
The majority is not always right, and the minority is not always wrong.
Even if I'm in the minority, I'd like to stick to my thoughts without hesitation.
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