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Infinite array, a multi petal lotus, overlapping into infinity reaching out to eternity
all of you
how does one do the story and apply
https://www.worldhistory.org/article/1023/the-soul-in-ancient-egypt/
https://norse-mythology.org/concepts/the-parts-of-the-self/
https://www.britannica.com/topic/soul-religion-and-philosophy
https://philosophyfinds.wordpress.com/2017/06/18/platos-view-on-the-soul/
then there is that thing I read that spirit and soul are not the same thing
then apply some psycology to the mix
i don’t feel like looking it up right now. all of them. or writing fantasy and making it convoluded by adding all the elements
sorrid hearts, fetted minds, courrupt souls, those who have embraced rapturous darkness shall fall on the sword of their own crapulence
save
https://www.scientiststudy.com/2021/11/surprise-big-bang-isnt-beginning-of.html?fbclid=IwAR397BgAAVhM4ZlfplxZiLcybT3gPhfCxjo3Oa5ThGS-V6NUOh6k2cIXH9A
morethanthis
Sah – spiritual body
Ba – personality
Shut – shadow
Akh – intellect
Sekhem – form
https://www.worldhistory.org/article/1023/the-soul-in-ancient-egypt/
https://norse-mythology.org/concepts/the-parts-of-the-self/
https://www.ministrysamples.org/excerpts/THE-SOUL-HAVING-THREE-PARTS.HTML
ughh
I wracked my brain for hours trying to recall the exact name of “uncertainty principle”
https://www.infobloom.com/what-is-quantum-uncertainty.htm#:~:text=Quantum%20uncertainty%2C%20or%20more%20formally%2C%20the%20Heisenberg%20uncertainty,precise%20%28quantitative%29%20confidence%20limits%20for%20pairs%20of%20measurements.?msclkid=b1ba608fac2811eca3f8efc0d82d47ce
so, how would one be inspired to make a character to represent this and a little big of https://psichologyanswers.com/library/lecture/read/399236-what-is-schrodingers-theory?msclkid=07c31116ac2911ecb852fa9778305ec3
all the sciencey nerdy feels.
In this same vein:
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SCIENCEY NERDY FEELS
22. What do you believe causes non-human identity?
A lot of things could cause it. My beliefs don’t mean I’m right or wrong. Personally, I think everyone’s right.
Could be reincarnation
Could be the work of a deity
Could be karma
Could be free choice of an individual before they’re born
Could be to learn a lesson as a human
Could be to watch/study humans
Could be to learn human languages
Could be to prove myths are reality
Could be anything, really
I want to share a belief I have that I hope will not offend anyone. It’s been a belief of mine for over a year so I really have personal faith in it. It’s directed towards Fictives and Fictionkin, mainly. Or anyone with Headmates & Soulbounds from places that don’t identify as a Fictive.
Some...
lost characters1
i hate never writing down these characters. it's like they had died.
I had some, I swear I had one guy and the idea of a bunch of people who's job it was to fix broken multiverses or protect them and time lines from psycotic, destructive time travlers.
now what? It's all redused to one crazy guy who seems hell bent on destroying multiverses, and things that are in the loop. maybe breaking a cycle of one world is a good thing, or it has some weird groundhog-day, demi immortality thing going on.
but then to have him even go on to causing "forever" to end to.
weird because the guy orginaly was that. a "destroy me, and when there is an end, it's the end".
*grabs head*
Donovan's creature thing
circle of identidy
where I live, is a lake community. there is a road that loops around it, I often dash about it, and walk in "the circle"
as normal I talk to my self in my head. keeping company with seeing plots.
so I had the one. it was there. If I could think it and think it again perfectly I would have the whole thing.
I had a robot dolphin character, a long time ago I drempt I was given a piece of black paper with the name "anui" written in gold on it. who handed it to me told me "this is the name of a very special person". I created the dolphin when I tried doing fanart for someone in the Ecco The Dolphin community.
As the velveteen rabbit and Pinocchio became real, so does my Anui.
as a "thing" and a construct, with technology "he" could slowly become "real".
having to learn, grow and be gifted the sentience, the sapience of "a person". only to have to "live" it all again.
bridging the gap between these could be a tiny bit easy (I best read up on this subject of AI) I think they call this a Simulacrum. I can bridge the gap between his old self, and a living body by making him some type of cyborg.
but this is where it comes down to. Self and identify. which is which? a body is the body. Perhaps it was created in a laboratory, a microchip with his old self (after somehow attaining a concept of "me, I, self"
but because this is some type of fantasy...I need spirits and souls. This is where I cannot come up with it. So I think I still need a semi absolved version of the other character, Donovan.
what I had was some interaction on the nature of "self", reincarnation, identity and the Samsara thing. of how Anui has almost gained self, only to learn he has to "die" to become real. As a body, as an idea, as a "thing", as a Simulacrum he exists in time in space. Many things exist, they exist in an intangible way. But they are not real.
what I had was Donovan, who now goes by the name of 22(it's a special number, a good number...like 108) conversing, being a messenger, with this terrible, but fantastic news.
what I had and lost could of been full of angst, what is the point of living and dying over and over again, and if we retain our memory of self. that if someone was another person in the past life, who are they now? and who exists. Does Anui as he is now exist? and when this current incarnation is over, and he has to go "back to the beginning", to live with flesh and blood, to grow a soul, if everything he has now is lost.
then what is the point? where is a point in over and over again if you don't learn. if the soul sleeps while a disposable body marches on in their actions.
maybe one has to awaken?
but is it better than oblivion?
perhaps it is in the memory? the memory of others.
and a few of 22's confessions. he is still a little bit of his old self, point, his reason, his road to self peace. the sad man who is expected to know everything considering what he is now, and where he is. as a spiritual mentor.
"you should know these things"
but what is it? it is the attachment...does it matter who or what you are? or that you just "are".
but you are your identity? you have to go beyond that.
you need to loose everything first to grow, learn and understand. to stand somewhere between eternity and oblivion, and escape that.
he is a tired man who has a lot to make up for. maybe that is what the purpose of getting Anui real for.
what I lost in the script was screaming, agnst, tears and 22 trying to have composure, not wanting to "slip back", that he gained so much and screwing up has terrible consequences for himself.
Anui becomes real as a construct. people felt it, they thought it. they remembered it. in his final hurrah is sacrifice. they would remember him as a savior, as a martyr. the thoughts would manifest. All he would need is to remember himself and grow.
but it dosen't matter that part of him was real, it was necessary as a catylist for him to "become"
sometimes you need to loose everything to gain something higher.
but it is kind of terrible "hey, you are going to die, but it's ok you aren't real. I can help that...but you might not remember who you are...but it's ok, It's really ok. it's better than not existing. You can become so much more, just listen, learn, grow. You can become real, maybe even transcend that! just trust me"
dread of identify and matters of the soul. If I was my great great great great ____ back then, then who am I now? and which of us exists? or were we both not real.
which exists, which is real. It's like a Sophie's chose of "which is the evil clone". but not really.
somewhere between the child like wonder and ignorance and wisdom and knowledge of the universe.
http://www.halexandria.org/dward012.htm
in a bout of frustraion, the question was asked. "but why can't you just be yourself"
sad eyes cast downward, and the look up, a gaze fixed on nothing.
"I can't, I don't know who that was, I don't know who I am anymore......."
beating heart, the tempo of life
the dance of mankind's journey of self discovery
something I hate about how I go about things
I's like to think myself as a creative person, because "my peeps" say so. Although I do not really think so. To write a mangled mishmosh story that looks like several plots are on top of eachother, and should remain seperated, it could be a confusing cluster fuck fanfiction. Like if someone wrote a "Star-everything-story-saga", where every scifi that uses the world "star".
Ok so, fanfiction could be adorable if you combine something like superheros right? "Hey look, the X-men are meeting up with the the cast of Heros! fantabolus!!!!! OH LOOK, their children go to Sky High and live in the town where "No Ordinary family" is. Time to save the world, Syndrome is going to do stuff"
so, that won't work.
It also comes to recycling. and not wanting many stories. "hey a character who has to collect magic powers, from people who hold the elements or themes, but why the hell does the same story have supernatural beasts who are sort-of the same, and magic stones.........?"
is it because in a world, everyone has their own story, differnt people are their own adventures, as if in their own world.
and just continuity issues. AHHHHHHHHH, continuity and plot holes. just blame it on sorcerors, time travle and AU's.
"oh, the guy can read __________ because in another life, in another reality he never left that place....so then that AU was sort of destroyed and landed on top of this reality...or maybe part of his self is connected to it? I have no idea. YOU write it"
I guess there is also fear and embarrassment, and making things to important. I read you don't get to attached to your characters, do not see them as your children. It makes you upset when people bash them.
anything I think I come to, I take a step back and look at what others have done and think "ahhhhh, no, no good. I might as well write a story about a talking hat who saves the world from an evil dragon. That is much better than trying to cram 300000 ideas into one tiny tiny space and try to only rip off mythology and not be inspired to much by Media outlits.
I want the things to write themself. sitting and forcing these things is hard. it is a feeling, the idea is not something to grasp and more "scripts" come if I am moving about. walking or running or in the shower. The speed of thought is to fast and more than anything most things can get lost.
maybe it comes because "i don't read", if I read I could write. Videogames and TV have to many flashs and jumps. so visualizing it is like watching it in my head. and I need to practice drawing more. That and drawing takes so godamn long. My myself it could take 8+ hours to do one page
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