all my work can be found here in this neat little list. it is in works for an expansion in terms of fics for new characters/people so keep ur eye out...
~ = fluff
^ = angst
* = tw
Eddie Brock - Venom
~ I'm right here for you - in which Eddie has a wife that has episodes of sleep paralysis
^~ Through thick and thin - in which Eddie has a fight with his pregnant girlfriend and will do anything to bring her back
Logan - Wolverine
~ You're the only one I care about - in which Logan's girlfriend feels insecure
James Potter
~ You're too tall - in which James' gets a pleasant birthday morning surprise
Cedric Diggory
~ Outnumbered - in which Cedric and his wife are expecting their third child
Raymond Smith
~ I ship them - in which Ray meets Mickey's sister
~ No smoking in the house - in which Ray comes home to chaos
Cillian Murphy
^~ Unexpected - in which the reader gets to visit the sets of Peaky Blinders - Part 1 // Part 2
Ram Charan
*~ First Impressions - in which Ram saves the reader - Part 1 // Part 2
you know what? fuck it, man. the world is held in the fists of people who like to break things. at this point i’m saying who gives a shit. wear that victorian dress you don’t have an excuse for. dress up like a witch, pointed hat and all. who cares anymore. why worry about it when there’s bigger stuff to worry on. i’m saying. yeah, this lipstick is too dark, wanna share? i’m saying go talk to her, tell her that you like her hair. i’m saying she’s out of my league but i’m still swinging, i’m saying yeah i’m in a ballgown and it’s a pta meeting. what about it. eat the extra brownie, tell her your feelings. i’m saying if nothing matters than we might as well give nothing meaning.
#i’m saying if existence is a void at least i’m going down screaming.
it’s been 9 years since i wrote this. i was experiencing 24/7 anxiety so badly that i needed serious medication. these days in the back of my car is an “emergency party box.” when people admit they no longer really celebrate their birthday; i tell them to put the sash on and queue up kesha, we’re going bowling or something. these days i can’t spin around without finding something i am enamored with. these days i list 3 things i’m grateful for before i fall asleep. you’re probably one of them, just by virtue of you existing.
at the time i wrote this, i was suffering through a severe panic attack literally every night. i tortured my brother with constant 2 AM calls just to hear someone else breathing, because i couldn’t be alone in the silence.
i rarely wish i was still 23 even though ironically i had more hope back then. what i can tell you is this: i love the same way, but bigger now. i’ve worn the velvet cape to several business meetings. i spent thursday in a crop top without caring what my stomach looked like.
i told her i like her; i often dress as a witch. i still got glass in my foot this morning. i’ve kissed maybe a thousand people since then and met a million more than that; passing like the shadow of a hammerhead in trains and planes and buses.
i saw you, beloved, there, maybe, on platform in south station. you didn’t speak, but you said: i struggle to give the nothing meaning. the nothing fills up everything. it is just loud and yellowed panicked silence. i can’t stop shaking.
on the roof, birds curl together against the chilled spring wind. the sky outside of the craft store was an iridescent pink. the nothing already had meaning; you are giving it meaning by witnessing.
the act of living, beloved: it’s just decoding how to translate it.
Thank you @starvalisedham for tagging me!!! This tag game was so much fun!
Rules are: Post gifs from your 10 favourite shows without naming them, then tag 10 people.
Feel free to comment or send me an ask if you recognise any of these shows! I'm always willing scream about them hehehe
Tagging (no pressure!): @emziess, @sojourner-between-worlds, @freesirius4life, @dreamsmthgold, @hightensileyoyo, @jenna-louise-jamie, @limnall , @marvelfanfn2187a113, @trueishcolours, @archerofunspeakablelove, and anyone else who would like to do this!!!
i am so obsessed with him it is not even funny | note: please be aware of the authors’ warnings before reading. fics include canon tw’s like: violence, death, grief. some fics have 18+ content so minors please DNI.
main masterlist
SERIES - MULTI-CHAPTERS
the trials of aphrodite • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @milswrites (unrequited love, so much pining)
unrequited love | part two • azriel x reader
↳ by @lyssasdrafts (angst)
a field of dandelions • azriel x witch!reader
↳ by @prythianpages (made my heart warm, some angst, smut)
bloodied bonds | sinner’s sacrifice • azriel x rhysand’s sister!reader
↳ by @ellievickstar (hanahaki au, angst)
if it all fell • azriel x reader
↳ by @pellucid-constellations (angst, comfort, i feel for azriel :()
the silent one | 2 | 3 | 4 | azriel x fem!oc
↳ by @feyreswaterybowels (found family, slowburn, angst, fluff, comfort, mute!oc, tw: past sa)
lonesome | part 2 • azriel x reader
↳ by @assassinsblade (angst)
ocean eyes • azriel x reader
↳ by @redheadspark (very fluffy, angsty at times, smut, dad!azriel)
crush • azriel x reader
↳ by @writingcroissant (so so fluffy, smut)
i laugh like me again… she laughs like you | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 • azriel x reader
↳ by @azrielbrainrot (very angsty, grief, violence, torture)
was any of it true? | full throttle | alt. ending • badboy!azriel x goodgirl!reader
↳ by @flickering-chandelier (modern au, angst, happy ending, smut)
pushed to the edge • azriel x seer!reader
↳ by @stormhearty (oh boy hurt me so good)
baker!reader x azriel
↳ by @imaginesmai (so fluffyyy)
and so, the stars aligned | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 • azriel x archeron!reader
↳ by @offthepages
finding home • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @parkerslatte
sweet like sugar • azriel x reader
↳ by @writingsbychlo (fluff, angst, smut)
ONE-SHOTS - BLURBS - HC’S
tiny shadows • azriel x reader
↳ by @xmalfoyweasleyx (fluff)
his shadows know • azriel x reader
↳ by @daycourtofficial (fluff)
he feels safe with you • azriel x reader
↳ by @florencemtrash (warm, fuzzy fluff)
the quiet between • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @thewulf (mean!az, angst, fluff)
you drew stars around my scars • azriel x reader
↳ by @flickering-chandelier (fluff, slight angst)
arcane • azriel x death god!reader
↳ by @serpentandlily (fluff, tw: alludes to sa)
butterfly kisses • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @itsswritten (fluff, suggestive)
threads of hazel • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @itsswritten (oh beautiful angst)
laborious activities • azriel x reader
↳ by @writingcroissant (fluff and labour things)
marriage-life • azriel x reader
↳ by @delulustateofmind (sooo fluffy)
baby blanket • azriel x reader
↳ by @sapphicmsmarvel (fluff)
implode • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @daydreaming-nerd (really angsty)
blinded • azriel x reader
↳ by @lady-of-tearshed (oh so angsty, unrequited love)
scartlet-tipped secrets; peonies, for you • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @angelshadowsinger (hanahaki au, unrequited love, angst)
totally annoying and not funny at all • azriel x reader
↳ by @sillymercury (fluff, little angst, literally idiots in love)
never yours • azriel x reader (lucien x reader)
↳ by @really-fanny-longbottom (angst, stupid azriel tbh, fluff)
let me keep you company • azriel x reader
↳ by @utterlyazriel (so so fluffy)
you found me • azriel x reader
↳ by @pit-and-the-pen (angst, blood, comfort)
pretty little shadowsinger • azriel x reader
↳ by @illyrianbitch (fluff)
happy ending • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @milswrites (fluff and a little angst)
pancake • azriel x reader
↳ by @acotarxreader (fluff, comfort, tw: panic attack)
domestic bliss • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @bat-boys (very fluffy, slightly suggestive)
and yesterday you were here with me • azriel x reader
↳ by @dawneternal (angst, comfort, tw: miscarriage)
(what if?) all i need is you • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @empiresofstorm (whipped azriel, comfort, fluff)
baby mine • azriel x reader
↳ by @thisblogisaboutabook (angst, comfort, fluff, tws: sa and trauma)
calypso • azriel x reader
↳ by @solbaby7 (fav kind of female rage, mentions of blood)
the girl who cheated death • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @utterlyotterlyx (fluff)
the tormented & the unforgiven • azriel x reader
↳ by @lucysstoryworld (very angsty, graphic torture)
tattoos older than you • azriel x archeron!reader
↳ by @surielstea (age-gap, suggestive)
“you were flirting with me?” • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @thehighladywrites (suggestive, fluff, humour)
we haven't interacted in a while and i just wanted to ask how you areeee and how lifes been so farr <33
have the best week 💕
heyyy omds i'm so sorry for replying to this so so late 😭 i've been trying to figure out some stuff and get things back on track and it's been so damn hectic. but i'm feeling much better about everything and i plan on getting back to writing soon too cuz i feel that's the best way i'll cope with things!
thank you so so much for checking in and i love you <3
hows life been for you gorgeous? ah i missed this so much u have no idea
I fear with every breath that my heart shall love you for eternity, though fate may be so cruel as to keep us forever apart. How wretched it is to know that I shall carry this unyielding affection, yet never again share the same air, the same room, nor the same fleeting glance with you. Alas, I am doomed to love you in silence, from a distance that will never close
I was the first to feel the weight,
Of promises made and hands of fate.
They poured their dreams into my skin,
A tapestry of all they’d been.
Their hopes were stars I tried to reach,
Yet each one brought its own new breach.
They called me strong, but never knew,
The nights I wore the darkest hue.
I held their worries, their silent fears,
Wrapped them in smiles, swallowed the tears.
I learned to be brave before my time,
Stepping back when the bell would chime.
For every dream, I held my breath,
Fearful of failure’s heavy depth.
Would I meet the mark, would I be enough?
Would they see me behind the tough?
The rules were strict, the lines so tight,
A fragile girl beneath the fight.
But being first meant leading through,
When they stumbled, I had to too.
I made mistakes that cut like glass,
Their echoes lingered, slow to pass.
Yet they would say to those who came,
"Be more like her"—and call my name.
So I bit my tongue and swallowed pride,
Played the part of the constant guide.
I walked the path no one had paved,
A trail of doubts I’d never saved.
And when my sisters, brothers fell,
I stood tall, a ringing bell.
Silent strength they could rely,
But oh, how many times I’d cry.
For sometimes I longed to just let go,
To drift along where rivers flow.
To be the child, to drop the shield,
To lay down arms upon the field.
Yet still, I rise and still I stand,
With gentler hearts held in my hand.
For every weight that pulls me low,
Is the love that taught me how to grow.
i am so obsessed with him it is not even funny | note: please be aware of the authors’ warnings before reading. fics include canon tw’s like: violence, death, grief. some fics have 18+ content so minors please DNI.
main masterlist
SERIES - MULTI-CHAPTERS
the trials of aphrodite • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @milswrites (unrequited love, so much pining)
unrequited love | part two • azriel x reader
↳ by @lyssasdrafts (angst)
a field of dandelions • azriel x witch!reader
↳ by @prythianpages (made my heart warm, some angst, smut)
bloodied bonds | sinner’s sacrifice • azriel x rhysand’s sister!reader
↳ by @ellievickstar (hanahaki au, angst)
if it all fell • azriel x reader
↳ by @pellucid-constellations (angst, comfort, i feel for azriel :()
the silent one | 2 | 3 | 4 | azriel x fem!oc
↳ by @feyreswaterybowels (found family, slowburn, angst, fluff, comfort, mute!oc, tw: past sa)
lonesome | part 2 • azriel x reader
↳ by @assassinsblade (angst)
ocean eyes • azriel x reader
↳ by @redheadspark (very fluffy, angsty at times, smut, dad!azriel)
crush • azriel x reader
↳ by @writingcroissant (so so fluffy, smut)
i laugh like me again… she laughs like you | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 • azriel x reader
↳ by @azrielbrainrot (very angsty, grief, violence, torture)
was any of it true? | full throttle | alt. ending • badboy!azriel x goodgirl!reader
↳ by @flickering-chandelier (modern au, angst, happy ending, smut)
pushed to the edge • azriel x seer!reader
↳ by @stormhearty (oh boy hurt me so good)
baker!reader x azriel
↳ by @imaginesmai (so fluffyyy)
and so, the stars aligned | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 • azriel x archeron!reader
↳ by @offthepages
finding home • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @parkerslatte
sweet like sugar • azriel x reader
↳ by @writingsbychlo (fluff, angst, smut)
ONE-SHOTS - BLURBS - HC’S
tiny shadows • azriel x reader
↳ by @xmalfoyweasleyx (fluff)
his shadows know • azriel x reader
↳ by @daycourtofficial (fluff)
he feels safe with you • azriel x reader
↳ by @florencemtrash (warm, fuzzy fluff)
the quiet between • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @thewulf (mean!az, angst, fluff)
you drew stars around my scars • azriel x reader
↳ by @flickering-chandelier (fluff, slight angst)
arcane • azriel x death god!reader
↳ by @serpentandlily (fluff, tw: alludes to sa)
butterfly kisses • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @itsswritten (fluff, suggestive)
threads of hazel • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @itsswritten (oh beautiful angst)
laborious activities • azriel x reader
↳ by @writingcroissant (fluff and labour things)
marriage-life • azriel x reader
↳ by @delulustateofmind (sooo fluffy)
baby blanket • azriel x reader
↳ by @sapphicmsmarvel (fluff)
implode • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @daydreaming-nerd (really angsty)
blinded • azriel x reader
↳ by @lady-of-tearshed (oh so angsty, unrequited love)
scartlet-tipped secrets; peonies, for you • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @angelshadowsinger (hanahaki au, unrequited love, angst)
totally annoying and not funny at all • azriel x reader
↳ by @sillymercury (fluff, little angst, literally idiots in love)
never yours • azriel x reader (lucien x reader)
↳ by @really-fanny-longbottom (angst, stupid azriel tbh, fluff)
let me keep you company • azriel x reader
↳ by @utterlyazriel (so so fluffy)
you found me • azriel x reader
↳ by @pit-and-the-pen (angst, blood, comfort)
pretty little shadowsinger • azriel x reader
↳ by @illyrianbitch (fluff)
happy ending • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @milswrites (fluff and a little angst)
pancake • azriel x reader
↳ by @acotarxreader (fluff, comfort, tw: panic attack)
domestic bliss • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @bat-boys (very fluffy, slightly suggestive)
and yesterday you were here with me • azriel x reader
↳ by @dawneternal (angst, comfort, tw: miscarriage)
(what if?) all i need is you • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @empiresofstorm (whipped azriel, comfort, fluff)
baby mine • azriel x reader
↳ by @thisblogisaboutabook (angst, comfort, fluff, tws: sa and trauma)
calypso • azriel x reader
↳ by @solbaby7 (fav kind of female rage, mentions of blood)
the girl who cheated death • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @utterlyotterlyx (fluff)
the tormented & the unforgiven • azriel x reader
↳ by @lucysstoryworld (very angsty, graphic torture)
tattoos older than you • azriel x archeron!reader
↳ by @surielstea (age-gap, suggestive)
“you were flirting with me?” • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @thehighladywrites (suggestive, fluff, humour)
Sorry to break it to you but you literally have to face your fears and slaughter them. Otherwise you will live a small life that you do not want. You literally have to view your biggest fears and attack them head on. You have to fall into the abyss to find your way out. The easy path does not exist. There is no get out of jail free card. You have to allow yourself to die a spiritual death over and over again in order to reinvent yourself into the person you are actually supposed to be. And you have to be painfully honest with yourself and the people around you. It’s horrible but it’s truly the only way.
