nyvi

this is just a girl blogging for fun 🎬 | bd 09.08 , she/her, dreamer and movie's lover.

[nyvivyn]

I don't know exactly what can make you feel better, but I think Jensen Ross Ackles with a kitten can make you smile. 🐈‍⬛

[xaqonyx]

been seeing so many people argue how Newtmas is not even present in the books and that it’s just Dylan and Thomas looking at each other like they’re in love in the movies but i just can’t agree. Like yes shippers can be annoying af and a lot of what is being thrown around is just fanon and reduces the characters a lot, I get that it’s annoying. I know Newtmas isn’t canon and I’m not even arguing that because yes again, I know.

But Thomas says shit like Newt being one of the few people he actually liked. Is glad to have Newt around even when Newt is being miserable. Is relieved at Newt’s presence. Breaks out of a fear freeze bc Newt’s in danger. Really liked Newt and didn’t know if he could handle it if Newt turned on him. Is reassured by seeing Newt smiling. Etc. And that’s just Thomas’ side of it. Just the first book. If I remember correctly, Thomas talks about how he’d missed Newt literally within the first 10 pages of the second book.

Like I do think their bond was special and a lil different from other relationships. And there is no way they were not extremely important to one another. Just let me have that.

[my-little-universes]

ohhhh nothing... nothing... js y'know... thinking about newt... who'd tried to kill himself... finally finding someone to live for... and finally finding someone who gave him a fighting chance... dying... in front of said person... with no possible way to stop it... js another monday night...

[nyvivyn]

one pic can't make you cry

but I can already hear Newt's voice and my heart is breaking into pieces again.

[nyvivyn]

someone: do you have a dream car?

me: yes, even two