new intro post yay
thought id feel better having a refresh with the way i introduce myself (my old post feels hard to read for some reason). prone to changes/rephrasing obviously.
toyhouse ✿ bsky ✿ twt ✿ youtube ✿ artfight
hi, im entity, but i like being called en for short too. 20 yrs old. genderfluid aroace + nb girl. nonhuman gecko thing. disabled, do not fuck around please
i primarily go by it/its but people ive spoken to can call me any pronouns. if you need a default just say she/her i guess.
my alt is @worldssmallestlizard for doodles, photography, rambly bullshit, etc.
i am an artist for nobody except myself (unless youre paying me) having an audience is secondary. ive been treating social media like the void that i can just throw shit into sorry. sometimes it answers!!! when im not just designing characters my art usually pertains to my own mental state + tools of self-soothing
i am a sai2 user but still attached to mspaint whenever i need it. i enjoy traditional mediums like colored pencils and watercolors on rare occasions. i dont take commissions
interests pertain to the colors green and pink, plants+floral patterns, hyenas, basically any wildlife, object heads, the inanimate + sentient spaces/concepts, themes of escapism or abandoned existence(bonus if its a little distorted/unsettling). im not too open about more specific interests but you can try asking
im still trying to work on "bringing myself back to reality" and its going to be a long time lol. i read a lot from others but rarely interact with people outside of my circles and i sometimes forget to respond to things. this is especially true for my inbox. i enjoy receiving messages but im very unlikely to respond (keep in mind i Want to but a majority of the time for some reason i just cant)
my (art) style, general enthusiasm, beliefs, gender, way i present, interact with people, view the world, identify, etc. has never been fully consistent and you can read more about that here (<-i did not proofread so if this still doesnt make sense youre out of luck sorryy). if you think im acting "unusual" i probably am and hope you understand that fluidity lol. being expected to stick to a singular sense of self burns me out and its taken me a while to realize that
me by the way:
also my best friend snaps:











