M.H.C

What I Want To Say, But Can’t.

[thepersonalquotes]

[love-diaries]

“We shall meet in the place where there is no more darkness.” - George Orwell; 1984

[kinuha-ng-alien]

At kung hindi man para sa akin

Ang inalay mong pag-ibig

Ay di na rin aasa pa

Na muling mahahagkan

Dahan dahan mong bitawan

Puso kong di makalaban

Dahil minsan mong iniwan

Labis na nahihirapan

[poems-and-word]

“I have a list in my head of all the feelings I still want to feel before I die. And you have ticked so many things off that list.” -

Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You

[500lettersforyou]

““I love you, and you love me” she said, “But it’s never that simple, is it?” He replied. “Sometimes you meet your soulmate at the wrong time. I don’t know what’s going to happen, but I do know that I love you, and I won’t ever forget you.” She wiped away the tear that began to fall, “That sounds an awful lot like goodbye.””

— Excerpts of a book I’ll never write

[vanish]

[dakilang-doodlero]

“Patawad… Salamat… Paalam”

tatlong salita, iisang damdamin.

“PATAWAD, kasi naging mahina ako, kasi hindi ko kinaya, kasi hindi ko nagawang ipaglaban. Patawad kasi may nakita akong iba, kasi iba pala yung sinigaw nitong puso ko. huli ko ng malaman na hindi pala ikaw yun. Na hindi ikaw yung taong yun. Patawad kasi nawalan ako ng lakas ng loob para sabihin na ipagtanggol ka, na lapitan ka, na ipaglaban yung nararamdaman natin. Patawad dahil huli na ang lahat para sa atin. siguro may makikita ka pang iba, iba na magmamahal sayo ng totoo. Patawad dahil hindi ako yun.”

“SALAMAT, sa mga panahong pinangiti mo ako, sa mga oras na kasama kita, sa mga segundong naging dahilan ka para mabuhay ako. Salamat dahil tinuruan mo akong magmahal, tinuruan mo ako kung ano ang kahulugan nito, nakakalungkot lang kasi hindi ko nagawang ibalik lahat ng ito sa iyo. Naging duwag ako na ipaglaban ka. Salamat at ipinadama mo sa akin ang pagmamahal, pero kailangan kitang palayain kasi hindi ako yung tao para sa iyo, hindi ako yung taong nararapat na mahalin mo, hindi ako yung taong dapat mong piliin, ang taong dapat mong makasama habang buhay.”

“PAALAM, hanggang dito na lang siguro ang liham na ito. isang sulat na magtutuldok sa storyang binuo natin. isang istorya na hindi na dapat matuloy pa. isang emosyong naramdaman, isang desisyong hindi napanindigan at isang damdaming hindi nagawang ipaglaban. Hindi ko ginustong saktan ka, siguro kailangan kitang palayin para hindi na masugatan pa. Paalam, ngayon magiging isang chapter na lang ako sa buhay mo, at sa tuwing babalikan mo ay mapapangiti ka na lang at sana'y wag nang lumuha pa. ”

“PATAWAD… SALAMAT… PAALAM”

© dakilang-doodlero

[ohh-she-is]

𝚂𝚊𝚋𝚒 𝚜𝚊𝚋𝚒 𝚡 𝙼𝚘𝚒𝚛𝚊 𝙳𝚎𝚕𝚊 𝚃𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚎

[xleost-soul-deactivated20211030]

patawad kung ikaw ay king nasaktan,

hindi kona bigay ang iyong kailangan.

at ang huling pangakong maibibigay,

na sa ating dalawa, ay wala nang sisihan.

patawad, paalam sating nakaraan.

[craved-deactivated20230908]

“Everything you say should be true, but not everything true should be said.”

— Voltaire (via quotemadness)

[craved-deactivated20230908]

“When your heart is broken you plant seeds in the cracks and you pray for rain.”

— Andrea Gibson (via quotemadness)

[luniapoetry]

“Can you imagine how heartbreaking it is to go from ‘you’re the only one I want’ to ‘I cannot handle you anymore?’”

—to be at the same time too much and not enough

[craved-deactivated20230908]

“All suffering originates from craving, from attachment, from desire.”

— Edgar Allan Poe (via quotemadness)

[craved-deactivated20230908]

“You know I don’t agree with what you did. But I understand why you did it.”

— Hanya Yanagihara (via quotemadness)

[depressedbarbie]

[this-wastedlove]

“a piece of me still loves you, a part of me still holds onto us. unable to let go, unable to clear my mind of you. unable to peel off your name that’s engraved in my heart and the heaviness that follows with every letter that falls all the memories and all the laughter. All the love. Not wanting to cut the cord that connects me with you Not wanting to forget the way you used to look at me and the butterflies that made it hard to breathe but helped me learn to fly again. Not willing to let go of the map that leads to you cause our paths were meant to intersect I ran in the opposite direction but Everything leads back to you, and the way you kissed me that night. My first kiss, my first love. More than anything wanting you to be my last. But this time seems like the last, I need to let you go because you already did you are not there you are not here and I need to remind my heart that you are not mine anymore.”

— a stained heart | 02.15.14 | (this-wastedlove)

[obscuredwords]

It’s been two months,

And yet I’m still so in love with you.

My heart still screams your name,

My ears still crave your voice.

My eyes still look for you,

In the midst of the crowds.