hiatus

I live here. With no restrains. It is here that I res(t &h)ide.

[thevirgodoll]

[24kblk]

rene burri, ballet school at the instituto bellas artes. havana, cuba. 2007

[occasionalescapades]

love how cool it is in the early mornings.

[occasionalescapades]

Remember to say that prayer that God continues to send people to you who are kind genuine and soft with you

fr BRW

[occasionalescapades]

Crack. Also such an amazing music mind. All by himself.

[occasionalescapades]

need a hug & a vacation.

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[occasionalescapades]

Naomi dropped new music 🤗

how fitting.

[ilovenycee]

[unmundodediosas]

[introvertedbae]

[04k96]

[loveletters2myself]

[occasionalescapades]

Joan Didion

[theambitiouswoman]

Working hard from insecurity = proving

Working hard from self worth = building

Being independent from fear = avoidance

Being independent from wholeness = freedom

Overexplaining from anxiety = seeking approval

Explaining from clarity = communication

Staying busy from discomfort = escaping

Staying busy from purpose = creating

Chasing someone from fear = attachment

Choosing someone from confidence = alignment

Avoiding conflict from fear = suppression

Choosing peace from standards = discernment

Overgiving from fear = earning love

Giving from fullness = generosity

Withdrawing from fear = self protection

Taking space from awareness = regulation

Seeking validation from lack = dependency

Receiving validation from wholeness = appreciation

Controlling outcomes from fear = anxiety

Leading outcomes from trust = stability

Being chill from fear = self abandonment

Being calm from security = groundedness

Holding back feelings from fear = disconnection

Pacing vulnerability from wisdom = emotional intelligence

Clinging from fear = scarcity

Allowing from trust = abundance

Perfectionism from fear = never enough

Excellence from self respect = pride

People pleasing from fear = losing yourself

Being kind from alignment = staying yourself

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

recent notes to self

it doesn’t have to be perfect

you can start today

accept the love you actually deserve (the good kind)

remember to give some of your love to yourself

don’t let other people take advantage of your trust and kindness because you fear saying no will make you a bad person

don’t regret caring then just because it seems stupid now

[pridefulsuggestion]

the exhaustion? will it end?

does it matter? you’ll get through it. you’ll keep getting through it. so feel the exhaustion. later, it will be gone.

[occasionalescapades]

this! literally this!

the body follows the mind. feel it. let the wave pass & then back to calm waters.