i'm a mess!!!

mental health side blog!! for my feelings!!! not just OCD, but i can't believe this username was available heck yeah

[unclefather]

therapist: how have you been since i last saw you?

me:

[avvrice]

parents be like you can’t imagine how hard it is for us to deal with your mental illness

[avvrice]

parents be like *annoyed sigh* you’re suicidal again? really?

[hellishbpd]

me: I’m bored

what people think I mean: I’m too lazy and I don’t feel like doing anything or there’s nothing to do

what I actually mean: my disorder is causing me to go into a numb, emotionless void where I’m not just lazy, I literally don’t feel like doing anything. even if there’s something to do or even if I’m doing something I’ll still feel bored because it’s not your Typical Boredom, it’s an empty and terrible kind where I dissociate and not have the energy to do anything at all, nothing I do will cure the boredom

[ocdfeels]

hahaha but like why am i such an insecure paranoid piece of shit

[ocdfeels]

just checking up on all of you people reblogging this— i know i wasn’t ok at the time that i posted this but like. are y’all ok

[fairylilies]

i’m so sorry if someone made you think it’s hard to love you

[bossyasfvck]

I’m a piece of shit but it’s fine

[silk101]

It’s not your job to be likable. It’s your job to be yourself. The right people will gravitate.

[traumaticchild]

me: *worries that I’m Evil and Manipulative and tries very hard every day to be a good person*

me: oh my god

me: I’m manipulating people into thinking I’m good

[mentalhealthscribbles]

Reminder:

Get some sleep. Eat something. Have a shower. Do the basics. That’s enough.

[kalany]

Dear followers,

have you eaten today?

did you take any meds you need?

how about hydration?

maybe a nap if you need one

you are awesome

keep it up

[4444555666777888999]

U ever just validate yourself 2 flex on ur mother?

[bob-belcher]

when you’re having a mental breakdown and someone asks how you’re doing

[anxiouscryptids]

anyone else feel like theyre inherently worth less than everyone else

[soundslikeaplanironman]

im so fucked up i would make a damn fine Netflix special

[sadhoc]

*thinks about my trauma* i come with lore

[mjalti]

some of you guys have never had a breakdown in a public bathroom and it shows. like grow up

[anxietyproblem]