Owl-Go

Inside the mind of a lonely guy.

[oddaction]

i dont care

about my life as much as you should but who cares. just go away again.

[oddaction]

this is

not help this is torture. its stupid.

[oddaction]

just

leave me alone it wouldnt be the firat time i like it better that way

[oddaction]

why does it feel like

im constantly being attacked like people know shit about me like people are trying to change me. what the fuck did i do to them.

[lonniiii-deactivated20170829]

the best apology is changed behavior

[themknightfall-blog]

[kushandwizdom]

[lazyyogi]

We will be more successful in all our endeavors if we can let go of the habit of running all the time, and take little pauses to relax and re-center ourselves. And we’ll also have a lot more joy in living.

Thich Nhat Hanh (via lazyyogi)

[lazyyogi]

You are love itself – when you are not afraid.

Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj (via lazyyogi)

[wordsnquotes]

It always takes two. For relationships to work, for them to break apart, for them to be fixed.

Emily Giffin, Heart of the Matter (via wordsnquotes)

[oddaction]

Knowing

Knowing is not half the battle. I know everything i should do, i even know the other half of the battle is doing, but that doesnt make me care. And without anything to care for i just become stagnant, out of touch, lost.

My life is a mess, and most days i dont even want to get up anymore. There is no fire in me, as far as i can tell i barely even spark anymore. I feel like i'm underwater, sinking more and more to a place my voice wont reach anyone.

[oddaction]

Sadly sitting sorrowful

While wishing, waiting, wanting

Oddly outpaced oneself

Quietly quashed, quenched, quelled

[oddaction]

Of course after "depression mode" i go to "i need to fuck mode". The thing is i find one night stand repulsive and i suck at relationships too much for anything like that.

Well it will pass in time, until then though, fuuuck.

[sangatsunolion-deactivated20171]

[torontomami-deactivated20160330]

I don’t get mad I just disappear from ur life

[lazyyogi]

You cannot be rid of problems without abandoning illusions.

Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj (via lazyyogi)

[oddaction]

Why

Why do i care, why does it make me shake, why does it matter, why are you still there, why cant i let it go, why am i here, why does it haunt me, what the fuck do i do.