What It’s Like Being Odiumsexual
Odiumsexuality is often written off as just wanting to have hate sex, which, I can see why, but let me tell you what it really feels like. When I dislike or hate someone, I usually become more attracted to them, regardless of gender. It could be someone who just annoys me a lot, someone I argue with, someone who even treats me horribly, etc. I don’t just desire sex alone. I start wanting an actual relationship with them. I get crushes.
The first time I recall it happening was when my friend began talking behind my back a few years ago. I started disliking her, which made me develop a crush on her. I didn’t act on the feelings, but I started wanting to go out with her.
I’m not gonna lie, it can be really frustrating. Imagine someone you hate more than anything else and then suddenly crushing on them. Oof.
The reason I made this blog is to spread awareness and inform people of what it really feels like, so maybe less people who have these feelings will be dismissed as just having a kink or being a slut.