He was meant for greatness, he was going to go on and become this big star (rightfully so) and enjoy the life that he had worked so hard for. But she? She wasn't going to be a part of it. She could see the headlines now, 'Rising star Ed Sheeran shacking up with that? Read more on page seventeen!'. He was meant to be someone and she was just... Alice. Nothing special about her. He wanted this big life for himself and fuck, she wanted it for him. But she didn't want this life, not for herself. She wasn't thinking the night she told him to kiss her, no that's not true. She was, just not clearly. She pauses just as her door opens and in walks the very person she was thinking of, "I can't do this." The words slipped before she could say anything else and she picked up her pacing, refusing to meet his eyes. "I... I don't want this." She wanted him, but with him came the lack of privacy. "You - you're meant to be something and I'm nothing." Nothing. She meant nothing, she would never mean anything and he -- he was so much more than she could give him. "I shouldn't have told you to kiss me. I should of just.. -- I can't." She shakes her head, daring to look at him as she stops a healthy distance away. "I can't do this." She repeats, "I don't want this." | @ofalwaysyours

















