never had he seen himself as her HERO or anything to be praised. if only he could see himself through her eyes, then maybe he’d see something worthwhile. ❛ that doesn’t make it right. ❜ just as he’s about to turn from her, from the guilt and everything he’s trying to keep bottled inside, she grabs a hold of his hands and pulls him back. no matter what, she would always pull him back like GRAVITY. l o v e , yes he’s felt it. towards octavia, his mother, and her. though he’s never said it aloud. hasn’t heard it said aloud to him since octavia was a little girl. he forgot what it felt like to be told that he’s loved. it was wonderful, euphoric. he moves forward, leaning his forehead softly against her own. ❛ then it looks like we’re stuck with each other. ❜ it was a fact he didn’t resent at all, the complete opposite actually.
lips press against hers, hesitantly at first and then fully. giving into temptation was satisfying, even more so than he’d care to admit. bringing her hands up, he guides them to rest upon his neck while he wraps his arms tightly around her waist. they melded together like TWO HALVES OF A WHOLE. he never wanted to let go, not again. didn’t want to go back to the moments where either of them eagerly ignored each other for whatever reason. it was pointless because they’d always come back to this, right here. he pulls back slightly, lips hovering against hers. ❛ … - say it again. ❜
his lips against her own.. oh they felt like heaven - at least what elena imagined heaven to be like. even though she gave herself to him completely, without any holding back, she was still shocked that she’d just admitted her feelings so bluntly, so sudden. but she was so fed up with him and the way he thought he didn’t deserve any good in this world. he deserved everything if not more. and like he said, they were stuck with each other, one way or the other. he wasn’t someone elena would let go so easily. for him, she’d put on a fight even if it would be the last thing she did. & he needed to realize that he wouldn’t have to go through life on his own. when the contact of their lips came to a stop, she kept her eyes closed, panting as she tried to catch a breath. say it again. ‘ i love you, bellamy blake. ALWAYS have. ‘
she kept her eyes closed while her forehead leaned against his, afraid she might only dream about this right now and once her eyes opened everything would go back to how it was and she wouldn’t be able to handle that. although she would never admit it, she was fragile, broken even. the hard visage she always wore was merely a facade so people would leave her alone. barely anyone knew the elena she truly was. the elena, bellamy once knew. loving, caring, open and just... full of light.
sometimes, elena wondered where she’d lost herself. when she’d let go of the things that once defined her. she never found an answer though. but, she was a step closer to who she was whenever she was with bellamy. he made her remember how it felt like being truly and utterly happy. pressing her lips against his again, elena didn’t want to waste any opportunity to be close to him, not knowing when this would all end again.
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