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THEY FIT LIKE TWO PUZZLE pieces, sliding into place whenever the other is around. hudson has always felt inherently uncomfortable no matter where he is and despite the nonchalant act he puts up. it's nice to have the support system that is the band — he's forged bonds with those guys that will last a lifetime. and yet his soul has only ever felt intertwined with narin's. « the closet door ?! » he exclaims in mock outrage, throwing his head back towards the bedroom as if to chastize said door. « i knew something was up. only i get to whine at my girl. » he returns his attention to his girlfriend. « don't worry, i'll fix that too. gotta eradicate my competition. one of these days you may come home with a really posh englishman and i can't compete against afternoon tea and crumpets. » it's easy enough to joke about now that he's secure in the longevity of their relationship.
it was so easy , narin thought , to sink into the comfortable life they had created for themselves. hudson never looked down on her like so many had , and he never belittled her. there was just a sweet understanding that they were each other's person , now that they had decided to just be honest with one another. narin decided to ignore their teasing banter for a moment , choosing instead to give them both a dose of honesty. "i came here with you , and i intend to stay with you. no one else." she pushed his hair out of his face and pressed a soft kiss against his forehead. "i love being with you , in our shitty apartment with appliances that never work. i wouldn't change it."
« I WOULD SUPPORT YOU, » she declares with a grin in oliver's direction, though her nose scrunches slightly at the sight of the other's sock of choice. « we'll work on it. » the extra money wouldn't hurt, none of them having chosen very lucrative career paths. petra's still holding out hope that they'll make it super big one day, even when part of her is happy to keep her boys her little gatekept secret. she responds poorly to competition. « i have the best, » she chirps happily, giving the top of julian's head a soft peck. « you always say that and it's always good. besides, maybe we could help ? » oliver more than her — she spends most of her days forced to listen to whatever classical piece they're doing at the theatre at any given point. she's tried to push the lazy sundays' ep on the directors, but no takers yet.
"thanks , babe ," oliver replied cheekily , wiggling his toes once more. "i knew you'd support me no matter what. the only problem is that we need an external source of income. maybe ask your dad if he wants to see these bad boys ?" oliver had absolutely no shame when it came to flirting with petra's dad. he would do it in front of his partners any day of the week. he fixed his gaze on julian , urging him to play what he had come up with so far.
julian scrunched his nose , looking much like their girlfriend , as he watched oliver , once again , make a fool of himself. it pained him to admit that he was still very much worked on him. to have oliver on one end and petra on the other was proof that julian's tastes were all over the place. "if you insist ," he mumbled , as he knew they wouldn't let him get away with not playing it. "just know that it's just … nonsense right now. it might be something." he played the melody , not looking at either of them until the last hums faded and his hands stilled over his guitar. "what do you think ?"
eddie smelled like old bound books and aged bourbon, and he hoped that it could be what maren neeed. he was acutely aware, from the outside, that he was not as well-versed as aleks was in the ways of life. he wasn’t as confident, wasn’t as knowledgeable — sometimes he wondered whether he was enough, a meek and mild boyfriend to maren rather than the commanding ( and sometimes brutish ) mafia leader. but when he felt her curl up against him, a bird with a fractured wing, he felt his heart swell three sizes. eddie clutched her tighter, engulfed in her warmth, resting his lips to the crown of her head, vowing not to let her go until all her pieces were neatly put back together. “you were good. you were so good.” it was repeated like a sermon but, despite his fractured view on the religions sprawled across the known world, he knew his words were true. that she had done the right thing, and he was immensely proud.
through his thick - rimmed glasses, his blue eyes trained upon her dark ones. they were identical to jasper’s, as though they could share and trade them between one another like a shoe or a much-loved shirt. maren was even more beautiful up close. eddie ran his thumb along the side of her face, offered a sweet smile that held everything he couldn’t quite say out loud. “i know that you’ve been through so much, maren, that you haven’t been told enough just how incredible you are. but, please, listen to me when i say that you are incredible, and strong, and brave. and you are good.” he tilted his head, caught her lips on his, “you are so good, maren finch. so, so good.”
maren forced herself to listen to the words her boyfriend spoke. she willed them to be true , and she held onto them like a warm blanket offering her comfort. “i was good ,” she mumbled , though she doubted it could be heard as she was speaking it into eddie’s jacket. eddie was holding her tight , not letting go , but where she’d been frightened when her father did the same — eddie’s grip on her only helped. her breathing slowly steadied , her heart settled into a steady rhythm , and as it did , maren dared look up at eddie once more. his eyes were the kindest she’d ever seen , second only to the ones of her twin. eddie’s eyes never held any anger in them. there was just something sweet and safe that maren wasn’t sure she’d ever seen before. maren returned his smile with one of her own , wobbly and uncertain. “i have been through so much ,” she agreed , voice devoid of humour. it was just a fact. the sky was blue , grass was green , and maren finch had been through so much. the kiss woke her up , and she blinked slowly as she tried to make sense of everything that had happened. “i am brave and… and smart. he keeps trying to tell me i’m not , but he’s wrong. just like he’s wrong about jasper. we’re nice , and brave , and smart. we’re just different , aren’t we ?” maren buried herself in eddie’s embrace once more. “different isn’t bad.”
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bathed clean, it was as though a completely new man sat in front of ronan greyjoy, they were warm and flushed and unguarded, without the layer of grime that had served — for so long — as a barrier between them and the real, violent world awaiting outside of greenstone. if he had been listened to, steffon would have never left the safety of those rocky crags. thank the gods that his mother had been kind, had offered him the love he never knew, had encouraged them to cross the vast channels of open sea leading, ultimately, to the man he loved. because that was the truth, despite their reluctance to say it. even with the kraken’s cold, his rigidity, the way that his words came clipped and never overstayed their welcome, the rat liege had fallen. no kingdom - driven union could have ever created something so true. in westeros, not many marriages were built upon true affections. steffon was assured that theirs would break such cycles, would stand true as a pillar of love and devotion as unforgiving waves whipped around them. it was enough to steal away any fear that the liege had towards the waters. ronan’s arms would protect them and, he supposed, if they no longer needed to travel in order to see one another, his crosses across deep oceans would be fewer and only called upon at times of noble gathering. “you are not weak,” the words came as a whisper. steffon’s hand rested against the alabaster skin of ronan’s chest, and he felt the soft thrumming of the heart caged within it. the maesters spoke of krakens having three organs beating, as one, in the cavities of their bodies, but they were sure to only sense the spluttering of one ; steffon knew that he belonged within that warmth, and that the love ronan had for him was not shared.
and there it was, that forbidden and dirty word that neither of them had yet managed to muster. steffon had learned at a young age what it was to be in love. he had seen it in the eyes of his parents back in flea bottom when, despite their aching stomachs and their growing fevers, they had never once looked away from one another. they had seen it, too, within the faces of lord and lady estermont, in the glittering of their gazes when they looked upon both each other and their three children. as they gazed back at ronan, the tips of their fingers and toes turning wrinkled like a forgotten prune at the bottom of his pocket, he knew. there was no doubt that this, between them, was … “love.” wide - eyed, he stared at ronan with unparalleled intensity. “because you love me ? that is what you were going to say ? ” as though possessed by the spirit of a boy much younger than his eight and twenty years, they bounced excitedly upon his lap. “say it. i dare you to say it. and then — ” leaning forward, he closed the space between their lips for another kiss, “ — speak of my new title. liege of pyke.”
a small , crooked smile was pressed into steffon’s skin. all the words they’d shared between them , all the longing , had come down to this. honesty. love. everything in between. from now on there would be no more wondering and wishing. steffon was here , looking cleaner than he’d ever been before , and ronan could hold him in his arms until his arms grew weak and breath faded. “with you , i feel less so ,” he confessed. “you’ve allowed me to be brave.” and it was the truth. where ronan spent most of his time hiding both intentions and feelings behind the deep walls he’d built for himself , steffon’s bluntness had pierced through them the moment they’d first met. but perhaps that’s what ronan had needed to shake his beliefs to the core. all his life he’d been a surly and closed off child , focused on survival rather than living. it was a result of being put in charge too young over people who didn’t believe he was up for the task. it was a brother who looked upon the seastone chair with a hunger that made ronan’s blood run colder than the ocean surrounding it. but steffon saw him for what he was , not what he was supposed to be. the insolence made ronan laugh. it sounded strange and uncomfortable — as if it was the first time his vocal cords had made that sound. “you dare me ?” he pulled steffon close , arms wrapped tightly around the boy to keep him close and above water. their lips met , electric and hot , and ronan let out a small , mournful groan when he forced himself to pull away. there was not enough time in the day for him to be satisfied with feeling steffon’s lips press against his , for ronan to taste every inch of them. “steffon , liege of pyke. future spouse of the ruling lord.” it felt thrilling to say out loud , what he had only dreamed of before. “i love you.” he pressed a kiss against their wet hair. “i dare say it now , and i will dare say it in front of everyone when we wed. it is you i love. only you.”
there was not a reality where loras hadn’t made the journey, where he wasn’t standing in the exact position he was, opposite roslin. she looked the same and yet so much had changed, but their friendship prevailed like a rock jutting out of the earth ; immovable, unbreakable, eternal. “i was trained more in intellect than the art of the dance. my sisters were much better. i hope i am not too rusty.” gently they began to sway, but he kept a respectful distance. she was, as he had reminded both himself and her, a woman married to another, and although he knew it was not a happy union it was not the time to cause a scene. soon, he thought, they would be able to break away and retreat into the darkness of the gardens. then they could talk fully. the music picked up, and he chuckled and lifted an arm to pull roslin into a twirl. closer now, he whispered ; “when you have a moment, we should meet outside.”
it felt almost shameful , to enjoy loras' gaze upon her. a married woman shouldn't seek comfort outside of her marital bed , but when the match that had been made for her was one so unwanted — who could blame her ? "you are fine , lord stark ," roslin replied , smile uncharacteristically bright. in the corner of her eye she saw her husband , unknowing in his arrogance. he was busy entertaining political connections , doing everything he could to further his position. loras' grip tightened on her waist and her attention was once more placed upon him. "i can come ," she replied softly , "i need but a moment to make sure … prying eyes don't linger too long." the last thing either of them wanted was people drawing conclusions where there were none. as the final notes of the song faded , roslin curtsied politely and took a step back. "there's a tree … its branches hang low enough to create a bower. we should speak undisturbed there."
although jasper loved an audience, it was almost as if they weren’t there. the two husbands, soulmates beyond measure, were simply being themselves, with their sweet and loving interactions and adoration for each other bubbling up and spilling over. they smoothed down their ruffled hair with a proud little smile, leaning against aleks like a puppy, starting to thumb through the coloring book once more to pick out their next project. as they pondered, humming and hesitating over images before turning to the next, their hazel eyes flickered up to the screen to memorise some of the little faces within the meeting, then to those bordering the table in the room. all those men, beneath the control of his gentle husband who washed delicately behind jasper’s ears, read him bedtime stories, dressed him in fluffy socks and cooked an abundance of red. the idea that he was a boss was hilarious, but alongside it also came a wariness ; what if those men were bad, too, and wanted to hurt his daddy like the others had ? he returned back to the awaiting fox, starting to delicately color just short of the lines to account for the spread of ink. to some it might have seemed juvenile, but for jasper the opportunity to just be able to exist with warmth, comfort and love was something long overdue. “i’m happy,” they whispered, almost as though they hadn’t noticed the words slipped from their open mouth.
since jasper had become a part of his life , it was as if his priorities had shifted. it wasn’t unlike when someone became a parent and their whole world now narrowed down to the eyes staring up at them , trusting them with their life. of course , jasper wasn’t a baby , but aleks would burn the world down for him all the same. he eyed jasper’s drawing for a few more moments before returning his attention back to his men. “as i was saying earlier , what happened last meeting was a grave misstep on their part …” his voice never changed — tone calm and collected , but if anyone dared look him in the eye they’d see the storm hiding beneath. it gave nothing away , because jasper was sensitive to changes and the last thing aleks wanted to do was upset him. but the men needed to know how close he had been to start over from the ground up , with all new personnel. jasper’s words was acknowledged with a small kiss behind their ear , a soft me too before aleks continued his thinly veiled threats. “i do realise that things have been different for a while , but if any of you have any reasonable worries i thought we knew each other well enough for you to come to me directly without gossiping like teenagers with a crush.” he let the silence hang in the air for a few moments. “that’s so lovely , baby. i love the colours.”
it was unfamiliar, the warmth in his gaze and the kindness in which he approached her. so often they engaged in quick, rushed, near violent trysts, where his mean fingers would leave bruised marks against cherry’s hips as memories of their depravity. in that moment, though, he simply stood and watched her, pulling out another cigarette from his carton. he pressed the filter to cherry’s lips, waited for her to take it between her teeth, closed the space between them. carsten shielded the two ends with his palms, sucking his own smoke to allow the embers to sizzle and jump, illuminating cherry’s in a fiery kiss. once the end of her cigarette glittered orange he pulled away, instead looking out over the vast shapes of distant buildings and towers. he wasn’t just her lover, but he was also a father — carsten strand knew when it was best to simply keep his mouth shut, to be a comforting presence rather than the voice of reason.
he took a moment, then, to pull his cigarette from his lips, exhaling a cloud of dark smoke towards the velvet sky. the sounds of the gathering inside were quiet, distant — a steady thrum — and, for a moment at least, it felt as though him and cherry were entirely alone with only the moon for company. “i didn’t realise that was your father. i know i’m not a good man, cherry. i never expected anyone to approve of what we were doing,” especially when his and mr li’s eyes had met so many times across court rooms, icy glare to dark expanse, a man of the law and a man beneath it. “we can forget it,” carsten took another drag, “or we can talk about it. me and you.”
even as carsten moved her to his will , cherry couldn’t keep her eyes off of him. it felt blissfully sweet and quiet in her mind , as if he was slowly rebooting her into the person she was meant to be. smoke billowed out between her lips and she felt her heart slow down into a pleasant thud against her ribcage. “compared to him you’re … a saint.” she huffed out a laugh , knowing that it was the last thing carsten ever would be compared to. “at least you care about lisbet.” cherry took a deep breath , felt the nicotine hum in her body , and bit down on her bottom lip — thoughts swirling in her head. “my father never cared about me. the only reason he brings me to these things is to look like he cares about his family. and to make sure i know what he thinks of me.” at the mention of approval , or her parents even knowing , made cherry shake her head — a look of distaste visible with no attempt made to conceal it. “i’ve stopped caring about that ages ago. i will never make a right enough choice , an appropriate enough choice. if i’m honest , my father has been wanting to get into business with you for so long that this might be the best man i’ve ever been with in his eyes.” the cigarette was a burnt out stub at that point and she threw it on the ground before stomping on it. “it’s not why i want to be with you. just so you know. it’s never been why. i’m with you because –” the air felt hot between them. “i never… it’s always just been because i like you.”
HE HEARS THE WORDS HE'S hurled in the other's direction so many times spoken from their mouth and it startles troye. he's becoming the very thing he's loathed for years and it's not like he's been completely oblivious and blindsided by this transformation. he just figured he'd ignore the issue until he no longer can — and it seems that may be now. he is not the person who should be out here consoling sunny, but he is also the only person in this house who might. his dad has never offered anything but fear and a knuckle, and troye isn't sure why he ever thought the other man would be treated any differently. there will never be love in this home as long as charles lives. « that's not ... » he begins, but no matter what it is. none of them make the rules here after all. « i didn't know he was hitting you. that's not right. » he leans over the railing, unable to meet the other's gaze. « no money in the world makes that shit right. »
the revelation had shocked his companion. arun could tell. troye knew what his father was , yet this part of him was what broke through ? "the money …" arun sucked a breath between his teeth , tried his best to not snap at him as always. it was exhausting to always strike and be on the offence. no , all arun wanted to do at that moment was wait charles' tantrum out and then go to bed. "this would've happened with or without the money. at least here i get compensated." arun flashed a quick , crooked sneer. there was no room in his heart to accept the attempted apology. there was something hiding behind troye's eyes that told arun that he might know more about that than he wanted to let on. had troye's love been bought as well ? not the same way arun's had , but he was sure troye's , previously , full bank account was a product of poor parenting skills. "don't worry , troye ," he replied , just to fill out the silence with something. "i'll be alright." there was a slight chance that he was lying , but troye didn't need to know that.
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"you were trying to flirt with me?" cole echoed the words, surprise and flattery coloring his tone in equal measure. the guy was objectively attractive, so there was no way to react besides flattered. admittedly, this kind of thing had been happening more frequently since he lost his baby fat and gained some muscle — still, it was something cole wasn't sure he'd ever get used to. "uh, yeah, no, um the pipes burst in the apartment above me so they needed me out of there so they could fix the pipes and water damage. what about you?" he paused, before deciding to return to the favor. "come here often?"
the guy was cute , if a bit clueless , but foster didn't mind. it was kind of charming , in a way. a nice addition to all that muscle. "no way , so you're properly fucked ? i had a pipe burst in my own apartment once and that is a level of hell i wouldn't wish on anyone." the question was thrown back to him , cutely instead of flirty , but foster wasn't sure that the other guy noticed. "i'm here testing my resolve and strength. i'm foster." he held out a wet hand over the surface.
SHE WILL NEVER BE ABLE to fully understand what it was like growing up in that house. there had been other types of demons in her family, but love and freedom and acceptance were not any of those. she has always felt safe enough to be herself under her own roof, and has been lucky to find the same security in her friends. she can only hope she can bring the same sense of serenity to them — to sage. « no, not at all, » she protests, lifting one hand to put it on his arm, giving a gentle squeeze. he's too hard on himself. tobi may not be able to fully understand, but she knows this: he hadn't had a choice. not really. « we can talk about these things, you know ? i'm your person. » it's the single most important thing she'll ever be. « the things that are important to you are important to me too. »
the diner appeared in the distance , and sage's car protested loudly as he stepped on the breaks after he found a parking spot a few meters from the entrance. he leaned in then , pressed a soft kiss against her lips to show her his appreciation and love. it was such a relief to have someone he could confide in , even when it sometimes felt like he shouldn't. his problems were his to deal with and no one around the family needed to know. at least , that's how it had been. tobi had wormed her way into his heart and it was now obvious that she was there to stay. "thank you ," he replied softly , with an easy smile to accompany the words. "right now , i'd prefer a milkshake and fries , though. there will be plenty of time to dig through the family history when we're not on a date."
“especially when the sleeve looks fucking sick,” he complimented him, nudging his arm with his own elbow. even if it was brief, he hoped he could give aspen that space to relax – to let whatever was weighing on his chest go. he knew aspen would do the same if the situation called for it. “image is all they care about. i know they're disorderly behind closed doors. all that matters is how everyone else sees them. shallow.” watching the way he was with his daughter was admirable, made him want to aspire for that one day, when the time was right, even if it was something he never thought he'd achieve. “she'll succeed wherever she goes, you know that too, sometimes i swear she's too smart for her own good," ares let a small laugh in an attempt to lighten the mood. “and, i'm sure you know what's best for her, and it isn't being around people like that. not worth it at all. if you need any help with it all you know i'm there for you.”
as ares nudged him , aspen leaned into the comfort of his friend. he knew , deep down , that ares was right — aspen already knew what to do. sometimes it just helped talking things through to work through all the emotions and questions he had. "i'm a good dad." it wasn't a question. aspen knew that he gave his all for millie. no one would be able to deny that. "i have been looking at a few schools closer to work ," he admitted after a while , flashing ares a tentative grin. it wouldn't be a surprise , he suspected. aspen liked having multiple options before making a big decision. "i appreciate it , for real. i'm sure this wasn't what you imagined when you swung by tonight. we were supposed to focus on the song and all of a sudden it became all about me and my problems." it was said almost sheepishly , and he cast a quick glance at his friend once more. “it really does sound amazing , by the way.”
STEVE HARRINGTON 4.08: Papa | 5.07: The Bridge
HER HOME HERE CARRIES a modesty that stands in stark contrast to the other olympians. she has never asked for much — a warm bed to fall into, a meal, to give and receive love. that's the easiest part for her when he's around, and even when he's not she can feel it. she lets out a squeal as he picks her up, a giggle as they spin, and her smile could not be wider even if she tried as she gazes up at him. « i've been keeping busy, » she protests, giving him a peck on his cheek before returning to her task at hand, padding around her kitchen for the ingredients needed. « your gifts are always very thoughtful, my dear. » she gestures to one of the bar stools placed by the kitchen island. he's the one returning from a long trip after all. « the greatest gift is when you come back, of course. i don't need anything besides that. » she clicks her tongue. « maybe a book on thai cuisine. »
her laughter was the sweetest melody , and hermes felt himself fill with pride when he managed to be the one to lure it out of her. it's a gift to be cherished , even more so than the trinkets he brings home — at least in his opinion. hermes gives her a peck on her cheek , matching the one placed on his just moments before. the bar stool got pulled up next to her , just so he could stay in her bubble. he'd been without her for too long. the moments spent together , hermes wanted them in close proximity. “i'm sure you have been. i wouldn't want to assume anything else.” hestia was quick when she wanted to be , and always when hermes least expected it. it always left a smile on his face , and he chuckled in agreement to her request. "one book on thai cuisine , consider it done , my love."