“Ooh… good question,” Keira nodded encouragingly, though inwardly, she tensed. If she knew how to divine the answer to that question - she’d have done so already, for herself. The same curiosity plagued her at times. “I don’t know if a card spread for that exists, so… we will read it as the first card symbolizes where you’ve come from, the center card represents where you are now, and the final… is where you should be headed. Yes?” An eyebrow quirked up, and her hands paused, selecting a card to place down first between them. Wheel of Fortune. “This card symbolizes greater forces are at work here; we are not given luck by anything but chance.. here, it may mean you come from a life of dicey luck, of changing situationships.” Keira flashed her eyes up to Eden, looking at them briefly, before the next card was drawn. She was pretty faded, and enjoying the chance to buy into her own mystic, though wondered if he was relating with any of it. Ace of Swords. “Mm, this card is a sign of force. It pushes forward; you are determined to find your place.” It came out more question than statement. Without waiting for a response; almost nervous she’d gotten too personal, Keira placed the final card down. Ace of Pentacles. “Wow, seriously?” Keira giggled, smiling at Eden. “If I were to describe you as a tarot card, this would be the one I choose. It’s an overwhelmingly positive card- it shows success, it shows ascension, it signals… new beginnings, and discoveries. What do you think? Does that give any insight?”
“Why not just make one up?” The question is light-hearted, half-joking, but to them, spirituality has always been flexible, fluid, much like their gender. “There’s no rules, right?” With a shrug, he accepts the explanation she provides, content with her method of reading – he has little experience with tarot beyond Keira drawing cards for him. Eyes cloudy with a sleepy high shift into focus on the cards between them, curiosity sharpening blue irises like a camera lens finding the perfect frame. His slurpee is forgotten, the cozy room blurring in his periphery as he watches her hands draw the cards slowly, follows the cadence of her voice as she explains what each card means. “Yeah,” They say, a small duck of their chin serving as a nod. “I guess I am. Aren’t we all?” But she’s already moved on to the next card and Eden’s not even sure she’d heard his quiet answer. Before she’s even explained the card he’s grinning, her giggle draws a bright smile to their face. “Oh, wow. That sounds lovely.” They breath, though they hardly see themselves as successful by the standard definition. “I don’t know,” With a pensive hum, Eden leans back against the bed, eyes fluttering up towards the ceiling as he reflects on the reading. “I definitely feel….driven by some external force. I always thought it was just fate or…I don’t know, curiosity that made me wander as much as I did before I came here. I don’t know if I had dicey luck, though, I…I had a happy upbringing. I love my Moms. Just never felt settled, I guess.” The words come easily, vulnerability like a second skin to Eden – they’ve never seen the utility in building walls, were raised to connect genuinely with others and to be one with their thoughts and emotions. “I’m not that successful, though, at least not, like, financially, or in any career. I’m happy, though, I think.” He lifts his head, a small, open smile crossing the space between him and Keira. “What do you think?”